jii (jii) wrote in marinasylum, @ 2009-08-10 01:27:00 |
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Entry tags: | axel, grell sutcliff, matoi tsunetsuki, saix, spike, suzaku kururugi |
[Accidental Voice]
[Matoi's sleep schedule has been nothing short of messed up lately. Not that it's ever been normal, but lately, it's been getting more and more skewed. The panic sets in so easily lately. Xellos is by far the hardest person to keep tabs on that she's ever met.]
[It's almost too much for her heart to take.]
[But right now, she's stable-ish. Deep breaths in, a few fantasies, a blush and a smile. Never completely stable, but at least controlled.]
[She's standing in her room, dressing herself, carefully tying her kimono. She jostles her headset, accidentally turning the microphone on.]
I-- I can't be useless like Larxene. If I were, he would just let me kill myself and be done with it, end it, just like that moment. I have to mean something. We're in love.
I'll do better. Try harder.