I didn't -- [ this is frustrating. Why can't everybody just read her mind? ] Do you get what I mean? Everyone I care about is going to die before I do. All of them. Going through that-- I've already had to watch my biological mom die, and bury my biological dad, too. There's only so much a person can take. Nobody I really care about has the ability I do. My parents, my brother... any of my friends... You. All die eventually. Except the freak.