Wolfram von Bielefeld (burningpride) wrote in marinasylum, @ 2011-04-29 16:42:00 |
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Entry tags: | :action, ashura, wolfram von bielefeld, xion |
[ Action - Voice ]
[ The biggest reason of why Wolfram avoids Conrad and Yuuri is simple: Every time he runs into one of them the result is always the same: Sadness, anger and loneliness. He can't forgive them for what they've done which is why staying away from them is better- that way harmful words won't be spoken. Bonds won't break further apart.
Lost in his thoughts, before he knows it, his feet have already dragged him to the beach. Wolfram isn't here by mere coincidence or chance; the young prince chose the beach because maybe, just maybe he'll run into the person he longs to see; after all, he always finds that person at the beach.
With a soft sigh he sits down on wet sand, paying no attention to the weather. All he can think about is... he should have walked away from his conversation with Conrad. If he had done that, if he had left when he had the chance, none of that would have happened.
Who knows how much time he spends sitting there, maybe some minutes, maybe a couple of hours... until he realizes he is soaking wet and cold.
Normally, during this kind of situation he'd call Axel without hesitation, but now his relationship with the nobody is different. He wants to see Axel- no, he needs to see him but... he can't bring himself to call him. As much as he yearns to be by his side and probably even demand some comfort from him, he can't help but be a little wary of doing so. What if he messes things up with him too just because he is feeling angry, clingy and insecure? What if somehow he screws everything up? He is constantly hurting and pushing away the persons he loves, what if Axel is next?
Maybe this time he shouldn't see him, at least not until he has properly calmed down. There is not only that, but the blond is also having trouble admitting that although wants to rely on the redhead, at the same time he is scared of becoming dependent of him.
With that thought in mind and after a loud sigh, the demon grabs his communicator and clicks a specific sequence of buttons.
[ Voice | Private to Ashura ]
Ashura, are you busy?