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Euphemia li Britannia (friendly_fire) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-07-01 23:18:00

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euphemia li britannia, lelouch vi britannia, suzaku kururugi

Day 382 - Closed Action
[Euphie is loving their new location even if she wishes the wardens had communicated better about the situation. But there they are and it seems that everyone is safe and this dome is even more beautiful than the one they left. She smiles over at Lelouch and Suzaku, happy to have them in one room.]

What are your plans for today? [She asks as she lightly touches the necklace that seemed to arrive with her even though she'd never seen it before.]

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friendly_fire
2016-08-01 02:34 am UTC (link)

[She meant that Lelouch wanted all of the Japanese dead of course. Suzaku is Japanese, so of course Lelouch wants Suzaku dead. It's basic math! Of course one moment he desperately needs to be subtracted and the next one struggle ends just as another begins.

The necklace is clasped around her neck and the geass is no longer overpowering every thought she has with the clear and terrible command.

Euphie is no longer attempting to thrash against the firm hold. She isn't ordering anyone to do anything. She isn't saying a word. She's barely breathing. She doesn't dare make a single move or impact that might cause some kind of harm. She can't even cry. She doesn't deserve to cry even as tears burn at her eyes trying to fight for release. She's not the one hurt here. She's not the one who was accused or threatened. She doesn't have the right.]

Su...zaku... [Her apology is already off to a rough start with her voice low and hoarse and horrified.]

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	1/2 melioristic 2016-08-02 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	[ she looks better. or rather she doesn't, both she and suzaku look like they want to throw up, but the compulsion has drained out of her like poison from a wound. he wants to embrace her. can't, because she's still in suzaku's arms. shouldn't, because this is his fault. ] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	melioristic 2016-08-02 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	[ Right. His fault. But he knows that tone. Willing his voice stronger, steadier than it is, ] Euphie. Don't. Please. You didn't--... That wasn't you. [ Smaller now, but still... still steady, at least. ] [ (You said you forgave him this. How? How could you ever possibly have meant it? ...Do you still?) ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

whiteknightmare
2016-08-03 03:54 pm UTC (link)

[ Suzaku is no longer gripping her hands, just holding her, and for long moments all that he can hear is his own rushing heartbeat, his heavy breaths, gulping for air tinged with the taste of his flat-out refusal to comply with her orders...

More guilt. He knows that it was the necessary decision and right, but the guilt is there. So few things that he had left to hold on to, from the person he'd once wanted to be.

One fewer, now. He buries his face in her hair for a moment, trying to forget himself.

Just for a moment.

Then that voice wrenches itself out of her throat, and Lelouch's words and...

Suzaku knows that he has to pull himself together, because they are both falling apart.

Carefully, he places a kiss on Euphie's temple, then, holding on to her shoulders, he moves around until he's in front of her, so she can see both him and Lelouch.

Oh so gently, ]

Lelouch is right, you know. You were not in control of wanting that, it is not your fault. He was not in control of making you do it, so not his fault, either.

We may all three have plenty of things to be blamed for, choices made in full responsibility and full awareness.

This is not one of them. Do you hear me, both of you?

[ They can't all break at the same time.

So he'll hold on a little longer. Not much to it, right? ]

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friendly_fire
2016-08-04 08:49 am UTC (link)

[She nods slowly, not wanting to worry either of them, but of all the people in the world to hurt why did it have to be her brother and her knight?

She wants to crawl into their arms. Either of them. Both of them. But if Suzaku is being strong for them can she do any less?]

I hear you. [Whether or not she really feels it may be different. After all, she chose to meet with Lelouch before speaking to the assembly at the SAZ. She chose that of her own free will. She couldn't have known, but that feels like it matters less and less.]

Thank you both for stopping me.

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melioristic
2016-08-04 07:36 pm UTC (link)

[ He was -- actually avoiding looking at Suzaku, coward that he is. Being addressed now... in this way--... He's not sure if it's better or worse than open hatred.

Muted headshake for Euphie's gratitude, the closest he can get to saying you're welcome. If he speaks, he might be sick.

But already he can feel Botani pulling at the edges of that, the beginnings of what numbed his ability to be properly alarmed this morning. It's hard not to welcome it, as much as he doesn't want to.

He does, after a beat, manage a flickered glance up at Suzaku's face. You held things together. You still are. Catching him again when he would have fallen; catching Euphie. He is pretty sure all of her gratitude should be for you, really. ]

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