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Tweak says, "Be kind, rewind."

Rebecca Crane (needmymp3) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-05-30 15:40:00

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aidan reilly, rebecca crane, spike

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[Private to Spike]

Hey Fangboy, you up for some shopping fun now that it doesn't feel like sauna anymore? No backing out on me here. We have lots to talk about and even more to buy.

[Closed to Aidan Reilly]

[Rebecca's not the kind of person who goes sex toy shopping for someone else and doesn't find a few things to take home herself. It's not like taking it to her apartment makes as much sense as taking it to the shared one, considering that's where her and Aidan usually get busy - so that's where she goes to unload her score. Some things were mundane like condoms and lube but also a few little buzzing vibrators and things she should really talk to Aidan about like cockrings and strap ons and edible things that look terrible but she actually sees those as more of a gag gift.

Sliding in to the apartment, she's still a bit giddy while trying to figure out where she'll stash the goodies.]

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needmymp3
2016-06-03 06:37 pm UTC (link)

B-Before you think I'm some horny mistress in training, I gotta preface this by saying I was shopping for a friend. But then I saw a lot of cool stuff I kinda wanted. It's not - [wow so many circumstances lately have Becca feeling a dash nervous to explain herself] I'm not about to dump hard kink on you or anything!

But like, it started with some cool lubes and blew up from there.

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redclayheroics
2016-06-03 07:39 pm UTC (link)

[ Please don't take a hard dump on him that was what she said right, that's a kink? Is that a kink. He's not sure he wants to know and wow maybe he did get super sunburnt the other day because his cheeks feel like they're on fire right now. What is this. What is happening. Why is he kind of turned on. ]

No, uhm... I don't, uh. I don't think that. [ Maybe a little. ] But if that's, uh... somethin' you..?

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needmymp3
2016-06-03 07:46 pm UTC (link)

Is - what? [Oh God they're doing that thing where they stutter. Thankfully she covers hers by talking in excess.]

The mistress thing? I - was just joking. But - well, yeah - no. [Head shake. That was one time...] Let's start back at square one. I got some toys and stuff - I didn't want you to get the wrong idea... Or feel like any of this has to be part of our uh, anything. It could - if we wanted - but most of it I just thought looked kinda cool. Like this neon green vibrator...

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	redclayheroics 2016-06-04 06:12 am UTC (link)
	So you got 'em just to look at them? [ That doesn't sound right. He hasn't quite made the connection to his... situation, but it's only a matter of time. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needmymp3
2016-06-04 06:21 am UTC (link)

[Oh, just spit words out and be blunt Rebecca. It's your specialty.] Well, okay here's the thing.

I'm totally cool with using them. In fact I probably will. But I'm not saying you need to with me-- but you'd be totally welcome to. I just never really breached the subject of bondage and dildos with you before and I probably should have before starting this conversation or waving around leather paddles.

[Ahem.] We haven't really talked kink before... have we.

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redclayheroics
2016-06-04 07:20 am UTC (link)

[ He shakes his head. ] Never really thought about it, to tell you th' truth.

[ He and Helix did some stuff but it was never anything too advanced and definitely nothing outspoken and discussed.

Also, he's trying to figure out a way to voice his insecurities here but she's so awesome about this stuff that he can't really do it without sounding like an asshole. So, plan B. ]

What else did you get?

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needmymp3
2016-06-04 05:56 pm UTC (link)

Oh, wanna go through it with me? [She's trying her damnedest to be open and friendly without being any sort of patronizing.

She scoots closer to him.] Like I said, some of it is more of my own personal curiosity. I er, kinda have fun modding sex toys for peak performance sometimes. Not that I should be taking on any projects right now but... [She unzips her bag and shrugs as she takes out a few vibrators of various size and girth. Nothing too outrageous, though she was tempted. Some of those things could be heavy paper weights.]

I think one of them even glows.

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redclayheroics
2016-06-05 11:41 am UTC (link)

[ He watches her pull them out of the bag and may look a little paler at the end of it. He's not the most secure guy in the world, physically, but he's never felt like he doesn't have a big enough package before — until now, that is. It's not that he doesn't get the point of sex toys as a complement to the real deal, but it's difficult to not feel a bit inadequate when there's is what looks like a forest of gimmicky dicks waving on the table.

His dick doesn't even glow in the dark. ]

So, uhm... [ He shifts his weight, eyes dropping to the floor. Not sure how to broach this subject without sounding like a pathetic asshole. ]

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	needmymp3 2016-06-05 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	[Not everyone's dick can glow. She's looking over one of the rabbit vibrators inquisitively before glancing back up at him at the prompting tone in his voice. She doesn't know immediately that something is off but she notices something amiss and leans a little his way.] Mm? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

redclayheroics
2016-06-06 06:22 am UTC (link)

[ Ugh why is he the worst about talking about this stuff. Doesn't matter how much he thinks about it, it always comes out a weird incoherent stammer. He doesn't want to be that guy but he's kind of being that guy. ]

So... so uh... I know it's not like- either-or, or anythin' but, uh... like, I get that. I do. But- [ Ugh. ] ...this has nothin' to do with, uh. With me, does it?

[ Is he broken now. Did he break his dick and not realize. ]

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needmymp3
2016-06-06 06:41 am UTC (link)

[You know when you're completely off the beat and then realize it?

Ooh, a drop in her stomach.] What? No, no no no. This isn't implying anything - I wouldn't be an asshole and do that to you.

[Is this where she has to state the sex is good as is? Without making that work against the situation and make it worse? Fuck, stay honest and blunt Rebecca and it'll work out.] These are just... additions. That we don't even have to use, or anything. But if we did, um.

[Honest and blunt, Rebecca. Honest and blunt.] I was thinking it'd be more to make up for my uh, lack of a dick. If you were ever interested in trying something... different.

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redclayheroics
2016-06-06 06:47 am UTC (link)

Oh.

[ Yes, oh, and although it's not like this would be his first time being subjected to a dick not his own, artificial or otherwise, he still goes red as a beet as he realizes what she's implying. Oh. Oh wow. ]

Uhm. [ Okay come on make better mouth words. ] I, uh. I've never done that. I mean- I've never been the one to uh. Take it?

[ Other way around, sure. He was in a committed relationship with a dude for a long while. They did some stuff. ]

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needmymp3
2016-06-06 07:02 am UTC (link)

[Rebecca's quieter than she usually is but it's only because she's on her most alert setting, watching his expression and trying to read his reactions because this is wholly uncharted territory for them. She could think of a million better ways to have approached this, like easing in (during sex or otherwise) but it seems they got dumped here and she had to work with what was going on. Which was a lot of dildos and the definite need to make sure he knows he's more than enough. And okay, she's kinkier than she's really let on but it's never been kink she's needed, but a pool of kinky resources that sharing with him hopefully might make what they've got even more enjoyable.

She chews her lip for a second and nods.] It feels pretty good, lemme tell you that much. If it's... something you want to try sometime, I'm totally open to giving it a go. If it's not or it turns out not to be something you like, no harm no foul?

[Why have they not talked butt stuff before.]

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redclayheroics
2016-06-06 07:19 am UTC (link)

[ They probably should've talked about this sooner but this is good too. Maybe even better, he doesn't have as much time to overthink it and she's always been really great at talking him through the freakouts. ]

Yeah... maybe? I mean, I don't... not want to. [ And it seems only fair that if he's doing it to someone else, he should try it himself at least once. ] All this stuff 's just... it ain't like 'm against it or nothin', I just haven't thought 'bout it 's all.

[ Help? ]

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needmymp3
2016-06-06 07:25 am UTC (link)

Mmh. [She nods as she continues to listen, sliding closer on the couch but not reaching out to touch him yet even though she'd like to. Different person and she might've kissed them to shut them up but she feels compelled to have them sort this out even just a small bit more. Eventually her fingertips might reach his sleeve, toying with it gently.]

Yeah, we can see how it goes? If it leads there, it leads there. If not, oh well. Same goes for if you uh, ever want to... [blunt & honest] give me anal we could work it in. Or anything else if you've ever got ideas...

Because just so you know, Aidan Reilly, I really freakin' like you so there's not much I wouldn't do. [Just saying.]

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	redclayheroics 2016-06-06 07:35 am UTC (link)
	[ Okay, that makes him crack a smile and lean in against her a little. See, this will be fine. ] I really freakin' like you too, Rebecca. [ Love. Love is the word. ] An' don't be scared to push me, alright? I might, uh... freak out but I don't scare so easily. [ So just let him hyperventilate for a minute and then they can carry on. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needmymp3
2016-06-06 07:41 am UTC (link)

[Love is so the word that it doesn't even need to be said, it just kinda thickly settles between them like fast acting glue. Her smile's no shade short of brilliant in return to what he says, fingers sliding down his forearm to rub his wrist affectionately.]

Same. We'll let each other know if we're too far out of our element, and all that stuff? I trust you. [Completely. With her love, her secrets and her life.]

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	redclayheroics 2016-06-06 07:58 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... yeah, of course. [ He trusts her. Of course he does. She knows stuff about him that no one else knows and she's never once made him regret telling her something even for a minute. That counts for a lot. That counts for everything. Just gonna lean in and kiss her. Hey you. ] Still wanna show me what these things can do? [ Properly? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needmymp3
2016-06-06 08:05 am UTC (link)

[Kiss eagerly anticipated and returned, slow and steady to start with a sigh to signify just how well he makes her melt in that moment. And if that didn't do it well enough, her hand sliding off his to make its way between his legs might instead. That and her whole body slithering toward him, edging into a kiss that grows more passionate.

Biting his lip as she takes a breath, her grin still resurfaces.] Of course. Right here. [The couch's already seen all it can see, it's gotta be accustomed to it by now.]

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redclayheroics
2016-06-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)

[ Oh hey hello that sure is a hand between his thighs. It's only now that he realizes how long it's been since they got down and dirty, like a spark lighting him up again after the raptors took his fingers. He can feel himself stir already, his handicap the last thing he's thinking about. ]

Yeah... right here. [ He pushes back into the kiss with great hunger. Maybe they won't even get to the dildo forest. ]

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needmymp3
2016-06-06 07:16 pm UTC (link)

[After a moment of consideration she slides her hands up his torso, smoothing up to his shoulders to give him a push back against the couch. She'll happily fill in the gap over top of him by slinking her body forward and straddling him. It has been a while since they got it on and she's always a girl raring to go but today... today is a day she can dedicate to foreplay a little.

It's so difficult not to just grind her hips down against his. Instead she works on tugging his shirt up to see his belly, tracing her fingertips up and down his core and along the waistline of his pants to watch his reaction.]

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	redclayheroics 2016-06-07 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	[ He lets himself sink back against the couch with ease, hands finding their way to her hips, eyes on her. He draws a shuddering breath when she pulls up his shirt, goosebumps erupting in the wake of her fingers. Talk about making someone melt. ] Rebecca... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needmymp3
2016-06-08 12:33 am UTC (link)

Mmm-mm-mh, you need to wait for it. [She says with a touch of sternness but with a grin, dipping down fluidly to place her lips where her hand was moments ago. Kissing him close to the rise of his hip bone, she peppers his stomach with an array of kisses, sucks and gentle little licks as she both works his shirt up higher and begins to pull his pants down low.

Between the process of unzipping and before she switches to kneel between his legs rather than straddle them, she peels her shirt up off overhead and gives it a swing before letting it fly. Lands on the poor little aloe vera by the tv. She could continue taking his pants off but for the moment, well, she leans down and supports herself with one hand on his shoulder and her weight balancing between it and how it rests against his lap.

Here's some more of that commanding tone:] Touch me. [She's grinning wider still, placing his hands up her sides toward the bandeau bra she's sporting today.]

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redclayheroics
2016-06-08 10:37 am UTC (link)

[ Oh my god he's so okay with waiting. He's good at waiting, he can just wait and wait and wait like a loyal little puppy, especially if this is the reward he gets for doing it. Already hard to the point of twitching, breath heavy in his lungs as he wiggles and moves to help her with the partial undressing. ]

Yes ma'am. [ Forgetting entirely that he's a misshapen freak, Aidan slides his hands up her sides, over to cup and gently squeeze her breasts. ]

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	needmymp3 2016-06-08 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	[Her eyes close as she enjoys that for the moment, her hand raised overhead to toy with her hair while she lets him grope. She then moves to kiss the junction of jaw and neck, sucking her way down his throat and whispering up toward his ear.] You do everrrything I say and you'll get a good reward. How's that sound? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)