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Euphemia li Britannia (friendly_fire) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2015-07-13 10:18:00

Entry tags:

aidan reilly, euphemia li britannia, kanji tatsumi, nathan harris, tieria erde

Day 332 [Video/Closed][Action/Open]
[It takes a few minutes after waking to determine whether her most recent memories are from an especially vivid dream or something that really happened. It didn't seem like it should be real, but it certainly felt that way.]

[Video closed to Nathan]
[It isn't long before she's making a hurried call to the boy she never meant to hurt.]

Nathan? Nathan, are you there? I... I don't know what happened. [Voice wavering as she waits for his response. Hopes for it.]

[Video closed to Kanji]
[Once the feed is in place she finds herself at a loss for words.]

...Hi. [Do you remember it too? Are you okay? Are we okay?]

[Action Open]
[She feels like she's in a little bit of a daze after yesterday, but there are still things she should take care of for the school and their refrigerator and cupboards could use a little extra food, so she's out to work on errands. Part of her wants to look away when she sees other people, feeling somewhat embarrassed, but she also worries others feel the way she does and might need someone to talk to. She also can't help but feel something of a loss too. Yesterday, she had so much family and she was declaring her love and everything felt...like more than she probably deserved.]

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	Closed Audio stupidcuteshit 2015-07-13 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	[Don't mind him he's just going to live under his bed forever now and never come out or talk to people again no big deal.] ... Hey. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	friendly_fire 2015-07-13 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	[She didn't know that was an option! Is it too late to take that option? Okay, fine, it isn't very Euphie-like. Also, she's worried he went to audio only.] Are you... Mm... Do you remember yesterday? [Is it possible only she remembers it somehow? Can we pretend that for three seconds?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stupidcuteshit 2015-07-13 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	[Totally an option. He'll train Mochi to bring him food.] ... Uh. Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	friendly_fire 2015-07-13 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	So do I. [Words have never been this difficult to find.] ...It was nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stupidcuteshit
2015-07-13 04:09 pm UTC (link)

[He doesn't know what to say. Yeah it was nice and she's awesome and he doesn't want to make this weird for her but it really really is for him. He's always struggled with figuring out what he likes and after spending a day happily making out with a girl he has to start reassessing that all over again, which is never really his strength.]

Yeah. Um. Yeah.

Shit, I dunno what to say.

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	friendly_fire 2015-07-13 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	[She nods.] It's okay. I feel the same way. [A soft smile.] ...Do you remember how I mentioned Nathan thought he and I were dating? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stupidcuteshit 2015-07-13 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	Um. Yeah. I remember you sayin' that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; closed questionofwhen 2015-07-13 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	[He replays the video a few times, trying to decide what to feel, how to react. Yesterday left him feeling kind of hollow, like he used up every emotion he'd had. It's nice, in a way. When he finally works himself up to replying to Euphie, he's calm.] I'm here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	video; closed questionofwhen 2015-07-13 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	[It would be easy to say that it's okay and they can pretend nothing happened. He doesn't even have to tell her that he spent the day obsessing over her and wondering if he was going even crazier than usual and if he'd lose it completely and try to kill himself—or someone else—again. But...] You were so happy yesterday. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; closed questionofwhen 2015-07-13 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	You can't be happy like that. Sometimes I'm scared to touch you, y'know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)