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Tweak says, "Inferior without your consent"

Spike (chipswiththat) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2014-08-16 16:11:00

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anya jenkins, brian moser, deanna troi, doctor facilier, euphemia li britannia, ianto jones, jack harkness, kitty pryde (aoa), rebecca crane, spike, zatanna zatara

284 // voice
[ The feed starts long before anyone speaks, lingers in eerie silence broken by the clicks of a stubborn lighter, the dry crackle of tobacco being set alight, the hollow intake of smoke in dead lungs. The trembling exhale, functioning as an initial indicator to just how rough and ragged his voice is when he does speak. Strained, like he's been screaming himself raw or perhaps the measured and stilted words are a product of him trying to keep himself from doing just that. ]

Are you happy now? Is the world all bright, full of puppydogs and rainbows again? Messing with things you don't understand... makes you feel powerful, doesn't it? Like you're in control. Like you know something. Let me tell you a lit'le secret: you don't know shit. You've never been in control and you never will be. Always somethin' else, calling the shots... whether you realize it or not.

The real monsters aren't out there... but in here. [ Punctuated by the hollow knock of knuckles against breastbone and then he cuts the feed. ]

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	chipswiththat 2014-09-11 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	What do you think? You gave me a soul. A conscience. I couldn't off myself if I tried because of that. You got me good and trapped. Congratulations. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-11 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	[It feels wrong to point out people with souls and consciences kill themselves sometimes. It's not something she really wants to encourage.] It means more if you say it with confetti. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2014-09-11 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	[ Snerk. ] Guess that would give me something to do with my time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-12 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	Glad to help with the suggestions. There's also basketweaving. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2014-09-12 04:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not completely nutters. Yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-14 12:20 am UTC (link)
	Feel like you're headed that way? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2014-09-14 10:57 am UTC (link)
	Just about. That's what you get, trying to mix oil and water. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-17 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	...There's a counselor here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2014-09-18 07:51 am UTC (link)
	And what has that got to do with anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-21 04:12 am UTC (link)
	Think about it for a minute. I swear there aren't that many steps between feeling like you're losing it and a counselor coming up in conversation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	chipswiththat 2014-09-21 07:31 am UTC (link)
	How are you not getting this? You dabbled in magic, Kitty-cat! A bandaid and a Ribena isn't going to fix this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kitty_has_claws
2014-09-21 04:15 pm UTC (link)

As far as I know she's got no experience with magic, but she's seen a lot of strange. She deals with aliens on the regular. I mean I know you're preferred method of dealing with it is telling me I don't understand what I've done and that's fun but it's happened about 23 hundred times already and things aren't better yet, so trying something else might be a place to go from here.

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	chipswiththat 2014-09-21 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	It's not your problem to solve, Sheriff, so how about we just end this now? [ And he will, with a click of disconnecting the feed. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-09-21 04:26 pm UTC (link)
	[So, she'll just take that as a "no, I'm not interested."] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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