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Tweak says, "In my former life I was a bee."

Kitty Pryde (Shadowcat) (kitty_has_claws) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2014-06-11 20:44:00

Entry tags:

data, kitty pryde (aoa), nathan harris, spencer reid, spike, ton phanan, tyki mikk

Day 275 - Action/Open
[Around \ Open]
[Kitty will be at the athletic complex running laps and attacking dummies. She'll also be at the DF headquarters taking care of a few things and between other destinations. Approach with caution. She's not in the greatest of moods and the claws are on even if they aren't out yet. So help you if you throw a popper her way.]

[Sector 6 \ Open]
[This used to be her sector—leader of the patrol team that kept an eye on things. She disbanded that team and reorganized the day Reid left. It wasn't a fresh start so much as a priority shift. She does want to get a special team together to explore and analyze sector 6. She tells herself that's why she's heading in there now, but it's not the only reason. She hasn't seen Tyki since the dreams. Not that she knows what she wants to say to him or if she'd even run into him. Better if she doesn't really. Of course, either way she's likely to run into someone or something.]

[Home \ Closed to Reid & Nathan]
[Long day and she didn't come out of it unscathed. There's a couple of shallow slashes on her shoulder and a nasty bruise on her thigh. They're both currently hidden, but there's a blood stain on the jacket where it soaked through. The material is dark so it's not that easy to see.

Even so she stopped to get an assortment of Indian food and a cheesecake. They might not really go together but cheesecake sounded good and she's the one with the cuts.]

Boys? I'm home.

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	thisiscalm 2014-06-14 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	[ Okay, that does make him break the kiss. ] Are you okay? [ Breathless and feeling disheveled even though they haven't really gotten to that stage yet. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-14 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	[Nodding quickly.] So okay! [Claiming his lips again. The passion is fully there. Yes, definitely agreeing about dams.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

thisiscalm
2014-06-14 11:55 pm UTC (link)

[ 18 days. 18 days is a really long time when you're usually having sex practically every day in some shape or form and for him it's been even longer. Practically a year and a half or a lifetime or longer. It's hard to tell with the way time is messed up here and with so little blood in his brain, math is hard.

He resumes the kiss without protest, hand moving down to creep up under her shirt. ]

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kitty_has_claws
2014-06-15 12:01 am UTC (link)

[So glad her stomach isn't bruised because it feels really, really good to have his hand there. To have it anywhere that isn't appropriate in polite company. To have him want her this way and show it.

Not quite three weeks without him physically but it feels like longer. ~~It feels like at least 18 weeks!~~ It felt like forever. Like it might keep stretching out that way and now he's kissing her without recoiling and touching like he wants more and it's driving her onward. She quickly shoves any and all concerns that maybe this isn't the best timing aside. It's perfect because it's them.

Don't be a dream. Don't be a dream.

Kissing him harder and unbuttoning his shirt.]

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thisiscalm
2014-06-15 12:19 am UTC (link)

[ Waiting for the right moment could mean missing it and not realizing before it's way too late. He's not sure he can handle that again and after the dreams the other night, so many things have fallen into perspective. He could lose her. He could lose her any day but so far he hasn't and he needs to take advantage of this.

He shifts a little to give her more access while tugging at the hem of her shirt. Off, please. ]

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	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 12:26 am UTC (link)
	[She arches up to help him out with her shirt. Just be careful of the shoulder, okay? She almost asks him if he's sure. Almost. But the words don't come. He feels steady against her. She trusts in that as she peels his shirt away too.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stalkers beware, shirts are coming off thisiscalm 2014-06-15 12:31 am UTC (link)
	[ He is so careful. So very very careful, but that shirt will look so much better on the floor and after some wriggling his will join it. With the clothes out of the way his movements slow, but not in hesitation — more like awe, hand brushing up along her side. If there's any unsteadiness, he sure isn't showing it. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 12:40 am UTC (link)
	[They slowed down a little and he's still here. Still looking at her. Still touching her. Those momentarily unkissed lips break into a smile.] I love you. [Much better conditions for saying that. So much better.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 12:50 am UTC (link)
	[ Much much better. He's afraid of slowing down too much, because although he's caught up in the moment right now he can still feel the hesitation prickle at the back of his head. ] I love you too. [ Leaning in to re-connect the kiss. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 12:53 am UTC (link)
	[Her hand comes up, running up the back of his neck and into his hairline as she presses into the kiss. No need to go too slow. And he might just feel another hand between them, unbuttoning his pants.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 01:00 am UTC (link)
	[ He breaks the kiss momentarily to draw a breath, excitement coiling with nervosity in the pit of his stomach like a nest of snakes. Maybe this is too fast too soon, but he's more than ready. Regrets are for mornings, if ever. He shifts his own hand down to fumble with the buttons in her jeans. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 01:01 am UTC (link)
	[It's a race for depantsing and she's in the lead as her fingers press in against him as they drag the zipper lower.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 01:31 am UTC (link)
	[ Let's face it, she was always going to win this one. He issues a small noise as she presses against him, momentarily faltering in his own struggles to get her jeans off. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 01:33 am UTC (link)
	[If there's going to be a delay in that this is a pretty good reason for it. In fact she lets her hand just slip inside the opening instead of pulling them off his hips.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 01:36 am UTC (link)
	[ Oh jesus christ Kitty. He releases a heated breath, heart hammering wildly under the skin and she'll find him good and ready. Wasn't he doing something? He's sure he was doing something. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 01:38 am UTC (link)
	[His underwear is in the way, still blocking flesh to flesh contact, but she squeezes through it while watching his expression. Such a good expression.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 10:29 am UTC (link)
	[ Silly underwear, existing. This is pretty good as is tho, forcing a heated breath out of his lungs at the squeeze and he can't quite keep himself from pushing into her hand. ] No fair. [ A mumbled whine — her jeans are still on. That has to change. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	No? [Smiling as she shifts to catch his lips again. She wants them on her a lot. She offers him a little more movement, but she's anxious to get their pants off too.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2014-06-15 07:51 pm UTC (link)
	Not at all. [ And this is where the cryptic conversation ends and the breathless kissing resumes. Scraping together as much focus as he possibly can with her hands in his pants, he makes a valiant effort to take hers off. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kitty_has_claws 2014-06-15 08:18 pm UTC (link)
	[It felt like such a good ending. Lots of good resolution or something. Okay, she wasn't paying much attention to that. Sort of focused on their physical conversation. She stops touching him once her pants begin sliding off, but only so she can do the same to his.] Dibs on top. [For her shoulder's sake.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

thisiscalm
2014-06-15 09:00 pm UTC (link)

[ He draws a shaky breath as the clothes start to come off in earnest, a little bit of nerves making themselves known. It is too much too fast, but when have they not gone by that strategy? Maybe it would be better to just push through it, second thoughts be damned for now. It's not like he doesn't want her — he does, with heat and desperation that just barely trumps the long wet days of grief. ]

Okay. [ Breathlessly he kicks his pants off the bed, reaching for her as he rolls over onto his back. ]

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kitty_has_claws
2014-06-15 09:26 pm UTC (link)

[She doesn't realize the hesitation or tension in him about this. Maybe if she was thinking more and feeling less she'd realize he couldn't possible be as on her page as she feels like he is right now, but that's not the situation. She's missed him and a dream encounter was not enough. Not by a long shot.

She straddles his legs with hers—one perfectly intact and the other clearly very bruised. She's not worried about that right now though. She has him under her and he looks good enough to kiss so she will lean in right now for that.]

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thisiscalm
2014-06-16 06:37 pm UTC (link)

[ He doesn't want her to realize. He wants to keep this as something good, even if that means perhaps pushing further than he should. It's a good thing that she's kept in the dark because maybe then he can find his way back into something light and if they think about it, if they talk about it he'll start questioning everything and down that road lies ruin.

No, all the better to just push into it and not think. Thinking can wait for later. He slides his hands carefully up her thighs, avoiding the bruising best he can to wrap around her back and kiss back with an intensity that could very well wash away the last few weeks pain and awkwardness. ]

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kitty_has_claws
2014-06-16 06:43 pm UTC (link)

[It's so much like before, but more. She kisses a little deeper and holds a little tighter. She needs it more. Not for the sex exactly. It's not about orgasms. It's about the intimacy. The vulnerability. The sharing. The closeness. The physical affection they've shown each other for so long up until 18 days ago. She needed it more than she even realized. It's how she's communicating right now. Words and thinking and analyzing need not apply. She has hands and body language and soft sounds and half breaths.

She rolls her hips against him. Ready for more.]

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thisiscalm
2014-06-16 08:35 pm UTC (link)

[ Luckily his hesitation is completely contained to the emotional and not the physical. He can't even imagine a scenario where he wouldn't be hard right now, not with the way she's kissing him and certainly not with the way she's moving against him. He muffles a moan against her lips, hands sliding down to tug at her underwear.

The smoothness of the wedding night dream may have rubbed off, or maybe this is just pent up sexual energy from not rubbing... off. ]