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elena gilbert ([info]matter) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2014-05-19 15:34:00

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Entry tags:clay kaczmarek, elena gilbert, kitty pryde (aoa), sam winchester, spencer reid

( day 272 ) shared dreaming!
dream option one: mystic falls cemetery.

[ there's a crow. it's the first thing you notice, how it's perched on top of stone and screaming before flapping away, leading your eyes into an old cemetery. the sign reads: "mystic falls cemetery, estd, 1792."

there's something different about this place, whether you've been here or not. a girl you might know with straight dark hair is leaning against one of the tombstones, her diary in her lap. she's writing. what's odd is this cemetery? it's in somebody's backyard. elena's backyard. her house is not three yards behind her. if you walk inside the cemetery grounds, you might catch some names on the headstones.

most of them are gilberts: "john, miranda, grayson." one says "jenna sommers" and another "alaric saltzman." maybe you recognize "stefan salvatore" and "caroline forbes," too. one of them, the one elena's sitting at? it has her name. ]


dream option two: hunting.
[ the bar and grill you're in is small and packed. she's a girl with a warm smile, drinking without a care in the world. she's even throwing her hands up in celebration at the game of pool she's winning. but something's not quite right about this place - there are too many shadows. you might notice the girl's smile isn't quite as warm as it seems. she pulls a man into those shadows. you watch as the veins around her eyes darken and her eyes redden. she doesn't hesitate to lunge for his neck and viciously pierce his skin with her teeth. ]


dream option three: home/potential smutty option.
[ there are flowers on her sheets. red. there's a window seat behind you and a breeze that comes in. a vanity to your left has a mirror. there are pictures stuck in the frame, of elena and her friends, her family. this is elena's room, at home. maybe this is where you start. maybe the shower is running in the next room and you're in there with her, her wet lips insistent against yours. you could be clothed and on the bed. player's choice~. ]


ooc: everyone is welcome to all options! if anyone wants to choose the smut option but fade-to-black, that's totally okay with me! we can discuss. :)

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2, let me know if this is okay
[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-19 09:01 pm UTC (link)
[That bite is going to be a lot less satisfying in a moment when he no longer seems tangible to her. In fact, nothing will have any physicality except the girl standing behind her with her hand grabbing onto a clump of Elena's hair.

There are a lot of things about this picture that should seem wrong to Kitty. The place for one. Where are they? Who are these people? But her mind seems to only focus on what's off about Elena. What the hell?]

It's not nice to eat if you didn't bring enough to share with the whole class.

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so so so so okay
[info]matter
2014-05-19 09:22 pm UTC (link)
[ blood drips off her lips onto elena's chin. for a moment, she's the picture of a predatory monster, teeth bared and eyes inhuman and hungry. her arm grabs kitty's with a speed and strength a human shouldn't have to break her hold. that is until she catches sight of kitty. her vision clears. (elena has had this dream before, and ones like it. hunting, feeding. sometimes as katherine. sometimes as herself. sometimes as both. sometimes with damon and stefan there, goading or shunning her in equal turns.

sometimes she wants to feed, to kill. sometimes she doesn't. sometimes she chooses someone who preys on the weak to prey on right back. sometimes it makes so difference.)

her eyes still filled with blood, her fangs still filling her mouth, she speaks with a note of horror. ] Kitty? [ her head snaps to the slumped man against the wall, back to the other woman. then she realizes what is happening, and she's a little annoyed. ] I was hungry. [ you interrupted. rude. ]

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<3
[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-19 09:32 pm UTC (link)
[Kitty is surprised by the speed and strength of Elena's grip, enough so that she doesn't have time to redirect her phasing to only include herself. At least not before Elena stops. She still takes that moment to pull back in hopes slumped guy isn't in any more immediate danger than he already suffered. She can't stay phased for extended periods, but to her credit she keeps her gaze level and her voice firm. The usually playful sarcasm comes out in a more commanding way. She wants answers.] Cheeseburger just wasn't going to cut it?

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 09:55 pm UTC (link)
[ kitty doesn't know she's a vampire. that might be the thought she's having, but she also can't quite remember. doesn't she know? or maybe she didn't want kitty to know.

her slight hesitation is obvious, and she shakes her head some to clear it. ] I doubt a cheeseburger ever would now. [ she swallows, hard. kitty would judge her, right? she'd judge this. ] I didn't- [ she checks the man again, who is still unmoving but alive. ] I wasn't going to kill him. I wouldn't. [ do you hear the lack to surety. ]

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-19 10:01 pm UTC (link)
[She didn't know, but watching Elena feed made it pretty easy to put the pieces together. She's not that surprised. She'd learned about Damon already.]

Did you miss the part where he's a person and not a happy meal? I'm going to check on him. [She says it with a warning tone. No diving back for seconds from either of them.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 10:07 pm UTC (link)
[ she can check, but - elena's brow raises as kitty passes her. ] I know how to do this, Kitty. I just have to feed him some blood [ she has her wrist up to signify just whose blood she means ] and erase his memory. [ naturally, normally, anywhere else but a dream, this logic wouldn't be enough for elena. it's a justification she's heard plenty, from damon, from other vampires. it's why this is a nightmare. it's why she's searching kitty's eyes for some sign that it's right to think this way. ]

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-19 10:15 pm UTC (link)
[Erase his memory? Now that is a trick she didn't know about. How does it work? Does phasing prevent it? Have they had a conversation like this before and now it's just gone? Is she going to take it away now?]

It's okay to violate his body as long as you violate his mind when your done? Come on, Elena. You know it can't be that easy.

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SUDDEN CHANGE i hope that's ok??
[info]matter
2014-05-19 10:31 pm UTC (link)
[ you know it can't be that easy. she remembers, for a moment, caroline. telling her about what damon did to her, how it was wrong - but the words are fuzzy, and the thought slips away. she drops her wrist. ] Okay, fine, it's wrong. I know it's wr-wrong. [ she stutters on the word and looks around the bar. the dream flickers. she does know that. her attention turns back to kitty. ] I thought this was how I needed to be. Or how I - I don't want. I don't want to be. [ she's realizing.

then she's pulling in a sudden, horrified inhale, because suddenly they're not in the bar anymore. her meal is gone, and it's night, and they're on a small, deserted bridge. ]

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Totally! I am up for this ride!
[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-19 11:01 pm UTC (link)
[The change is a little more jarring for Kitty than simply entering an unfamiliar bar, but it doesn't quite draw her into the reality of the situation. It just sets her even more on edge, not sure how to deal with surroundings or Elena, but she has to deal with the world she's in and so she does.]

Where are we?

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:3
[info]matter
2014-05-20 02:10 am UTC (link)
[ elena's horror has more to do with where they are than any realization of how they got here. there are tears in her eyes suddenly, because she's always crying, it seems. she shakes her head, trying to stop them from falling. looks over the edge to the still waters below. ] It's where I died. Where my parents died. [ why did she come here? (she knows the answer: it's where she belongs.)

she looks over to kitty. ] God, it's late. I should to get home to Jeremy.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-20 09:55 pm UTC (link)
Where you... [Because she's a vampire. And there are too many follow up questions. Did they die together? How did they die? Why are they here now? But she's not ready to be left on this bridge over troubled waters alone, so the question she does ask is more to take in where Elena's mind is turning next.]

Who's Jeremy?

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[info]matter
2014-05-24 03:32 pm UTC (link)
My brother. [ it's said with a note of disbelief; hasn't she told kitty about him? how couldn't she? he's everything. he's waiting. he needs her. ] He's at home, and he's probably alone.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-26 04:57 am UTC (link)
[Trying to get where her head is at.] He doesn't do alone well?

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[info]matter
2014-05-27 06:37 pm UTC (link)
[ that's not it. elena realizes kitty hasn't been here before, to mystic falls. there are threats and constantly, and particularly klaus. that's what matt said, that jeremy was a hunter now, that klaus wanted him to find the cure. ] It's dangerous here. You met Klaus. [ it's a question and an assumption. he was only at the prison for a short time. ] He's dangerous.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2014-05-29 03:31 am UTC (link)
[She nods. Not that she had a full taste of him or anything.] And Klaus is after Jeremy? After both of you?

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-19 09:07 pm UTC (link)
[Sam is still clothed and most definitely on the bed kissing her back. His hand comes up to stroke through her long, dark hair before he pulls back. He needs to breathe, but it fights with the laughter trying to come out.] Are you sure no one else is coming home anytime soon?

[It's a room he's never been in and barely begun to imagine, but he knows it's her room. He knows she belongs here as much as he feels he belongs here with her in this moment. There's a strange calm and certainty to that. He can't remember what was happening five minutes ago, but he doesn't need to know about five minutes ago. He has now and the time stretching out after it.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 09:47 pm UTC (link)
[ there's a sense of rightness she hasn't felt in a long time. she's home and she's happy. if she were any bit conscious she'd know this can't be reality: that sam does not live in her world, that she's not human, that she's not home where jeremy will be back for dinner and vampires and death have never touched her life.

but right now, that's what she dreams. she dreams of smiling into his kisses and chasing his lips playfully even as he pulls back to breathe and talk. ] No. [ don't stop the kisses. she's pouting and then she's smiling. ] Jeremy's at work. [ she nudges him over, swings her leg over his hip. ] Jenna and Ric are out. We're alone. [ her voice lowers. ] And I've missed you.

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-19 10:06 pm UTC (link)
Dean thinks I'm going to be at the library for awhile. [Actually, Sam thinks, Dean probably knows exactly where he is, but Sam is a gentleman and he said the library.

The words and thoughts come easily as he knits whatever he needs to into place so it all still makes sense. So he can float along doing this and feeling this.]

I missed you too. [A strange thought, but not strange enough to dislodge his new world view. After all, he could miss her over the span of a breath. It didn't need to take days or weeks or an unrequited something.

His fingers brush their way up along that leg up to her thigh before he brings their lips back together for more much, much needed kissing.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 10:23 pm UTC (link)
[ her dork boyfriend, at the library. she smiles and tilts her head to the side. it's a good lie, but she doesn't say that. mostly she just feels affection for his dorkiness. and what a gentleman he is, lying to dean. they're horrible sneaks. and she's thinking about how distractingly broad his chest is under her palms and fingers.

she doesn't think about how she misses him, and why she would - why hearing the sentiment returned feels like more than it should. the point is it touches her.

instead she meets his kiss with just as much need, her hands reaching to cradle his face to hers. she rocks her hips gently against his, slips her fingers to the buttons on his shirt. ]

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-19 10:56 pm UTC (link)
[Someday he'll be her dork lawyer boyfriend. Does that have a better ring to it? More impressive? Maybe he should go for judge. Gavels are always impressive.

That can all be decided later. There's way too much clothing in this bed. He'll give her a moment with his buttons, but his hands are all to eager to creep up under her shirt, feeling the smooth, soft skin hidden beneath.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-20 02:03 am UTC (link)
[ a dork lawyer/possible judge and a dork writer. a match made in heaven. caroline makes fun of them. (she would; elena would smile and shake her head and bonnie would laugh.)

it's a good life, she has. could have, with him. she doesn't think of why that should make her sad, why the feel of his hands inspire such desire in her, such longing. but she feels it, like a ghost of pain in her chest. (but that's not what this is, right now.) her hands slip into the open sides of his shirt and push them down his shoulders, her eyes hooded and dark as they part for a moment. her fingertip lightly map over the contours of his chest, down to his hips. she smiles softly.

way too many clothes. ]

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-23 04:06 am UTC (link)
[He smiles back—eager. Somehow this feels both familiar and fresh as if it's brand new when he knows it isn't. Maybe that's just the way she always makes him feel. Like the world is so full of new possibilities that it's hard for anything to feel stale or impossible when he's with her.

Which may be just a little poetic of a thought considering his hands are sliding up her sides now, bringing her helpless shirt up along with them until he can coax her arms up and pull it up and over her head completely.]

You're beautiful.

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[info]matter
2014-05-24 03:24 pm UTC (link)
[ you're beautiful. it's not something she would have dreamed of him saying, but of course he would. sam thinks she's beautiful. (despite what she is, the things she's done, what she's capable of.) the way he looks at her (always), the way he touches her; there's love there, understanding, acceptance.

the words clench her heart painfully, even as she takes that sentiment as he means it, because there's always those thoughts at the back of her mind: (this isn't her face. these aren't her hands, the ones she's stained with blood. katherine was her long before she existed.)

but he means them, and katherine doesn't exist, and this is world where she's the girl she wants to be. so she'll kiss him. (she'd kiss him no matter the reality.) it's full of love, longing, desire. she presses closer, her bare skin to his, her arms moving around his shoulders, her fingers finding his hair. she knows what she wants. it's simple, for once, and honest: him. ]

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-25 07:02 pm UTC (link)
[They're together in this dream—in this bed. It shouldn't feel so surprising that each kiss and each item of clothing lost brings them closer and more entwined and yet it does. There are so many feelings, but surprise is definitely among them. But it's the best kind of surprise and for now he can't bring himself to question it.

His hands slide up and down her bare back. Almost bare. They skim over her bra. Once. Twice. And on the third time they pause at it, releasing the hooks and letting it hang open as he kisses her.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-26 01:14 am UTC (link)
[ she's wanted this. missed it. missed him. (isn't that what she said?) she's missed being together, and having this. that's the thrill she feels, the rightness, the desire: his hands on her skin and his mouth on hers. her hips rock over his with slow, deliberate intention: to encourage exactly where she wants this to go. she breaks away from their kiss to offer her neck to his mouth, to press her lips with a gentleness to his cheek, his jaw. ]

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-26 10:10 pm UTC (link)
[He gently pushes the straps down her arms and the rocking emboldens him. He drops his head down, kissing along her throat and then lower still.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-27 06:55 pm UTC (link)
[ her lips pull into a smile and her breath turns to a soft gasp. her hands feel the outline of his shoulders before she pulls her arms free of those straps. it's then that she cradles his face, the strap of white lace still between them, and tilts his head up for another kiss.

her fingers slip down his chest to find his belt buckle. ]

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[info]tallerthanthou
2014-05-31 07:32 pm UTC (link)
[He should really learn not to wear so many locking mechanisms when he comes over to visit. Only tear away warm-up clothes from now on. Then again, the feel of her hands skillfully removing things makes up for any time lost. This isn't a race. It isn't like time is against them, right? They have today and tomorrow and their entire futures ahead of them.]

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one
[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-20 08:55 pm UTC (link)
[ He walks through the graveyard with the quiet solemnity of a man who's walked through graveyards before, and probably will again. More times than he cares for. More coffins carried than he ever wanted to. There's no fresh dirt this time, but he still carries a bouquet of flowers. Crimson moss rose and ivy. It doesn't belong on any grave here though.

He steps forward with purpose, stopping in front of the girl. ]

Elena.

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[info]matter
2014-05-20 10:07 pm UTC (link)
[ seeing reid here - in her backyard, at her home, at her family plot - doesn't phase elena anymore than slight curiosity and concern,. she pauses in her writing and looks up. ] Hey. [ she glances at his flowers and the graves around them. it makes sense, she thinks. hasn't he lost someone? something? ] Do you know someone here?

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[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-20 10:19 pm UTC (link)
[ He shakes his head. ] I thought she might be here, but she isn't. Someplace else, maybe.

Is this your house?

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[info]matter
2014-05-24 03:28 pm UTC (link)
[ his answer fits with what she knows, deep in her gut. it's unquestionable and worrying. her brow furrows with concern. whoever she is, reid deserves to find her. ] I'm not sure there's anywhere else she could really be. [ the mystic falls cemetery? or where all loved ones go for elena? both apply, in their own way. ] Do I know her?

[ she glances behind her. ] Oh, yeah. Do you want to come inside?

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[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-24 07:32 pm UTC (link)
[ Another shake, followed by a small and entirely unhappy smile. ] No, I don't think you do. You would've liked her. Everyone would've.

[ And no one ever got to meet her. Such a shame. A deep, horrendous shame. ]

Sure, we can go inside. If you don't mind?

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[info]matter
2014-05-24 09:25 pm UTC (link)
[ elena expression softens. what's obvious is that reid liked her, and cared about her. she closes her journal and gets up. ] I don't. [ she gestures him to walk with her, towards the house. ] Maybe you could tell me about her. I can make us coffee.

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[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-25 05:06 pm UTC (link)
[ He follows, flowers still in hand. Somber. Normally he'd accept the coffee and decline the offer to talk, but this time he accepts both. ]

I could... if you want to hear about her?

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[info]matter
2014-05-27 06:45 pm UTC (link)
[ she leads him onto the porch and through the sliding doors. the open kitchen is to the left, which is where she heads. elena only pauses to look back at reid and answer sincerely: ] I would. [ she turns away to put the coffee on, the same coffee maker her parents and jenna and ric had used. she's in the same house they all shared. ] I've lost people too. [ she stops, turns again towards reid. ] I know sometimes just talking about them helps.

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[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-28 09:44 am UTC (link)
[ He nods. Takes a seat, flowers gingerly set on the counter. They're already wilting and a part of him feels like that's the way they're supposed to be. Not vibrant and alive, because she isn't. ]

Her name is Maeve. I loved her and never got to tell her.

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[info]matter
2014-05-28 02:23 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry. [ elena has already set the cups out, and now she takes a seat across from reid. ] What was she like?

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[info]thisiscalm
2014-05-28 10:06 pm UTC (link)
She was... great. Kind and funny and... so smart. [ And even now his voice cracks. ] I've never loved anyone the way I love her.

[ Not at home. In prison? Yes, and then some. ]

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[info]s16
2014-05-21 05:30 pm UTC (link)
[ Clay never dreams of pleasure or happiness. He dreams of this, of people, women, men-- seducing, taking, abusing. It's his life in every world he occupies. The only time it's not, is when he isn't Clay Kaczmarek. When someone else has the wheels. It's no different here. ]

[ His neck is already injuries with two perfect holes. Even these injuries follow him into this. He's been marked before, by a different bloodsucker. He makes no effort to hide it. ]

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[info]matter
2014-05-24 02:46 pm UTC (link)
[ when elena dreams of pleasure or happiness, it's usually something she wakes up from, completely bereft. when she has nightmares like these, she buries her head in the sand from them, because she can't believe she's this - has to believe there's something other than this. something other than being this way. because she couldn't be capable of it. (she knows she is.)

she notices clay, perhaps because he's inexplicably familiar to her dream-self, perhaps because he's something that doesn't fit in. (she sees those holes at his neck and thinks: he was food, once. he could be again.)

she turns away from the conversation she's having and gives him a smile she knows most men wouldn't be able to refuse: equal parts genuine and interested. ] Hey, you. Why don't you come over here?

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[info]s16
2014-05-27 09:47 pm UTC (link)
[ Normally, Clay wouldn't respond, but there's something in her voice that draws him to her, a magnetism, of sorts. He flicks his eyes over her face, wary, with no voice of his own. ]

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[info]matter
2014-05-28 12:24 am UTC (link)
[ his silence and wariness don't deter elena. if anything, it piques her curiosity. she offers him the pool cue in her hand. ] Play me? I bet I can beat you. [ she could compel him, of course, but that would take the challenge out of it. ]

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[info]s16
2014-05-29 04:53 am UTC (link)
[ Clay takes the pool cue with the same wavering stature as he approached her with, but watched as she takes her position around the table. He follows, compelled for what feels like no reason. ] What's your name?

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[info]matter
2014-05-29 03:10 pm UTC (link)
Elena. [ she rubs some blue chalk at the tip of her pool cue before leaning over the table to break. none go in. welp. there's a humbled nose scrunch. it's still early. ] What's yours?

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[info]s16
2014-06-01 06:31 am UTC (link)
Clay. [ He wanders around the table, flicking his eyes over the position the balls stopped. He knows what shot to take, but he's distracted. His eyes return to her, always. ] Why are you here?

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