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elena gilbert ([info]matter) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2014-04-21 11:42:00

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Entry tags:elena gilbert, martha jones

( day 268 ) closed voice to martha jones.
[ it's hard to get up; it's such a consistent feeling to elena that by now it's no news. every day is like this: she opens her eyes, remembers what and who and where she is, and gets out of bed.

this morning is different. she can sense it the moment after her eyes open, after she stares at the ceiling for those few blinks to ready herself. she doesn't think too much of it, simply pulls in a breath and mentally shakes herself, pulls the covers off and moves to sit. that's when she sees her hand - not her hand.

her breath shallows and panic overcomes her. when she gathers herself to do the logical thing - to run to the bathroom mirror and look into it - she finally recognizes the face staring back at her.

but she's in her room, wearing the same clothes. her unfamiliar hands touch and grasp the belly of her shirt. (this isn't her body.) anger and upset fills her. this has to be some kind of new joke or mishap - that's when she rushes to her bedside to pick up her communicator and listen to the morning announcement.

of course.

then she contacts martha, startling only slightly at the sound of her - martha's voice - connecting the line. she nearly chooses video, but starts off with voice instead. she doesn't want to startle the other woman if she is just waking up.
]

Martha? It's - it's Elena. I think, uhm. The wardens are conducting another experiment. I'm in your body.



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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-21 04:29 pm UTC (link)
[Martha wakes slowly. She brings a hand to her face and realizes is significanly whiter than it should be. That's... odd. Her communicator beeps, but she's more concerned the the very white arm and the long brown hair and...

Oh! She catches sight of herself in the mirror. But... but... this isn't possible. Martha's trying to stay calm, but there's something terrifying about waking up and not being yourself. And that's when the fangs make themselves known. Oh god! She has to call someone! Someone who can help her.

But someone's already called her. She responds, her words slightly garbled as she tries to talk around the too big teeth.]


Elena? An experiment? Why do you have fangs?

[Because this is the most important thing here...]

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[info]matter
2014-04-21 08:47 pm UTC (link)
[ it's not the first time she's heard her voice like this - it reminds her of katherine, but the way martha speaks is entirely different. that at least is sobering. but the familiar, disturbing feeling is shadowed by martha's question. her eyes widen. ]

Look, it's- It's going to be okay. Just breathe. I'll - where do you live? I can be there soon. [ she can explain, bring blood. ]

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So I keep forgetting that traveling through the time vortex tweaks Martha's blood a bit...
[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-22 12:30 am UTC (link)
[She's breathing. But she's definitely not thrilled about any of it.]

The Clocktower Estates in Sector 4. [She gives her the room number.]

Elena? Are you usually a vampire?

[She figures she has a right to be bold. After all, she's the one in the vampire suit at the moment...]

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oh? how?
[info]matter
2014-04-22 12:36 am UTC (link)
[ elena nods, mostly to herself, pushes her suddenly shorter hair back (it's a nervous habit) and immediately starts getting dressed. this mostly involves throwing on jeans and shoes.

she's thinking: she needs to be dressed, needs to check in on bonnie (oh god, she hopes she's okay-), and she needs to grab blood on the way out.
]

Uhm. [ the syllable gets caught in her throat. ] Not until recently. It was a few months ago. At home; it happened at home. I remembered months and I came back like that.

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Re: oh? how?
[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-22 03:17 am UTC (link)
((OOC: Nothing that actually affects Martha in every day life. On tests it shows up as slightly off... and it can help aliens ID her as someone who's not been Earthbound. And depending on the vampire... it might smell way better ( and definitely taste better) than a regular human's blood)).

[While she knew the answer was yes, she didn't really want it to be yes. That adds another level of concern to her already concerned mind.]

Is it safe for you to come over?

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[info]matter
2014-04-22 03:23 am UTC (link)
(OOC: Oh! Good to know.)

[ the question gives elena pause. the answer is she's not sure, and for a moment she considers calling damon to come with her. ] I'm not sure. [ that's the truth. ] But I know you need help, and you definitely need blood. I can give you both.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-22 03:25 am UTC (link)
[Her eyes widen because of course Elena doesn't actually clarify her statement.]

I'm not drinking your blood. My blood. The blood in the body you're in. I'm not drinking anyone's blood.

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[info]matter
2014-04-22 03:28 am UTC (link)
No! [ no, not martha's blood. definitely not. for so many reasons. elena's never drank from a human, for one. she doesn't want that for herself and she wouldn't offer martha's blood. ] No, not- Not yours. I meant from blood bags. You have to drink those.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-22 02:36 pm UTC (link)
[A pause. The idea of drinking blood whether from a human or blood bags is disgusting. Yet her body is perfectly OK with the idea. Eager even. She finally consents.]

OK. If it's absolutely necessary.

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[info]matter
2014-04-28 07:05 pm UTC (link)
[ elena nods, more to reassure herself. ] Okay. Good. Listen, Martha... Once you drink something, you'll feel better. [ her tone is calm and sure. it's the truth. ] I'm going to bring you these blood bags and stay on the phone with you and explain everything. You can decide to let me in or not. [ it's her choice, her body, her risk - as much as elena's. ] It's going to be okay.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-04-29 02:15 am UTC (link)
Will it make it go away? The blood bags? Will they make the hunger go away?

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[info]matter
2014-05-02 03:42 am UTC (link)
[ it's a question that makes elena swallow thickly. it's one she's asked herself again and again. martha can drink blood, adjust, somehow (elena can't think about this lasting more than a day or two; she makes a note to visit the kiosk to get answers. martha doesn't deserve this. no one does.) - but elena's stuck with that body forever. she's a vampire, forever. ]

Yes. You might feel... urges, if you get hungry or emotional, but you can keep control. It's just important to stay with yourself.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-02 04:52 am UTC (link)
Urges... urges as in... [She can't say it. The idea that Martha would accidentally kill someone due to the fact that she was starving... that was more than she could handle.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-11 12:57 am UTC (link)
[ Elena can barely say it either, but she has to. She has to steel herself. She has to be here for Martha, has to tell her the truth. To face the truth. ] You'll want to feed. [ She can't leave it there; that's what she can't do. She can't believe in that and only that: the hunger, the desire to be a predator. ] You're not human right now, Martha. But that -- that doesn't mean you're not you. It doesn't mean you'll want to hurt anyone, or that you will.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-12 03:12 am UTC (link)
[Martha doesn't know what to say to that. She doesn't really want to dwell on it. She clears her throat instead.]

Perhaps it's best you bring those blood bags over sooner rather than later.

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[info]matter
2014-05-14 11:57 pm UTC (link)
[ She can understand not wanting to dwell on it. Elena's hasn't wanted to dwell on it either. ] I'm almost there now. [ In fact, she's walking into the building and after a few moments, she's outside Martha's door. She gives it a knock. ]

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-16 06:53 pm UTC (link)
[The knock came sooner than Martha had expected. She stared at the door for a moment before making her way over and opening it.

There was something so surreal about staring at herself on the other side. And Martha had never really known just how wonderful she smelled. Or thought about how good her blood might taste...

Her new fangs slipped out and she stepped back, putting a hand over her mouth as though to push them back in.]


Sorry... I... Sorry...

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[info]matter
2014-05-17 01:38 pm UTC (link)
[ it's not the first time elena's been face to face with an image of herself, and still it's unsettling. perhaps more so, because only a moment's observation makes it clear this isn't just an image of herself or a doppelganger: it's her body. at least martha isn't katherine; at least martha is martha.

elena is stunned and then concerned at the sight of her fangs, the prominent veins around her reddening eyes.
] No, it's - it's okay. Here. [ elena lips thin and she offers the blood bags. there are four of them. ] This'll help.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-17 02:37 pm UTC (link)
[Martha almost snatches the bag from Elena and turns... not really wanting her to witness the whole... drinking it. There's probably a neat way of drinking it, but Martha elects to just rip into the bag. She needs the blood and she needs it now. But the first sip is a shock.]

It's cold.

[Of course it's cold. It's in a blood bag.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-17 03:17 pm UTC (link)
[ chilled blood is all elena's had - except for when she bit damon. she shifts a little on her feet, thinking about blood. about his, warm and vital, if not hot and living.

her stomach turns, because she's human now, but she can guess what martha's thinking.
] I know, it's - it's not as good. [ not what she's craving. ] But it works.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-17 03:38 pm UTC (link)
[There's a small voice in the back of her head telling her she doesn't have to drink it. That there's a warm blooded person standing just behind her. It wouldn't be that hard. Just... turn and bite. And then she checks herself... that other person is Elena. In her body. Martha continues drinking. Next one she'll warm up in the microwave.]

And you have to drink from these every day?

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[info]matter
2014-05-18 03:32 pm UTC (link)
Like clockwork. [ it's a wry reply, and she shrugs a little to punctuate it. she's quiet a turn, mostly because, well - this is a surreal situation. standing at martha's door in martha's body, temporarily human as per the wardens' experiments. elena doesn't want to think about it: about how she is human and it's all she's wanted, to not to be what martha is now, in her skin. about how it's what she chose, regardless. (the fact that she's fought for so long to own the body she's looking at now and how a part of her feels relief to be out of it. and more, a determination and longing to have it back.) ] You should drink as much as you're craving. Like eating when you're hungry. [ now that she's here, elena's waiting for martha's questions - and contemplating her answers. all her secrets that martha now has some right to. ]

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-19 12:18 am UTC (link)
Yes, but eating when you're hungry is far less... [She doesn't have any words to describe what she's thinking. Instead she'll ask questions.]

How long have you been a vampire?

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 01:07 am UTC (link)
[ martha doesn't have to finish that sentence. it is far less... all-consuming. demanding. visceral. pick an adjective. elena blinks at the question, thinks, takes a moment to answer. ] Not long. About a month. But I've known about them longer. From home.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-19 03:31 am UTC (link)
Did you... did it happen here?

[Meaning did one of the vampires here turn her. Martha's not quite sure how to put that into words.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-19 07:01 pm UTC (link)
No. Well, yes. [ clearly this involves more explanation. ] Where I'm from, vampires are made after a human drinks a vampire's blood and then they have to die. After, they wake up in transition and it's either feed on human blood and become a vampire or fade away.

I - got hurt. [ she was taken, actually, against her will. hurt badly in the process. ] I was given vampire blood to heal. [ she moseys further into the apartment, wrings her hands somewhat. it's not a memory she likes to recall: drowning. again. ] But I died... anyway. I drowned. That's when I woke up here. And I chose to turn rather than die.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-20 12:05 am UTC (link)
[There's a lot of information there. It's hard to even know what to ask. Mostly Martha's just shocked. As a doctor... she's used to specific things. Some people have DNRs signed, others don't. This would add a new level if even a tiny percentage of those people had the option of this.]

Why did you choose to become this?

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[info]matter
2014-05-20 02:24 am UTC (link)
[ it's a question that has her jaw tightening and her throat constricting. she looks away. she didn't choose to die. she never wanted to be a vampire. she can guess how it seems to martha. she made a decision to be a monster. (she always was one anyway.)

(and she understands katherine. she's understood katherine since she took a dagger and stabbed rebekah in the back. making these choices is not a matter of desire or selfishness or the quick snap of careless disregard. there's not other option, in the end.)
] Because I wanted to survive. Because I wasn't just going to die. [ not that time. she glances down; her voice softens. ] And because I'm the only family my brother has left.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-20 06:55 pm UTC (link)
[Martha can get that. Being there for her family. She'd done a lot for her family.]

It just seems dangerous, being this needy on blood and trying to be there for your brother at the same time. I feel like a time bomb... I wouldn't want to be anywhere near my family and friends like this.

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[info]matter
2014-05-27 07:03 pm UTC (link)
I wasn't. Or, apparently I wasn't, for awhile. I don't remember that part, but some of my friends who've been here have remembered. [ but those aren't her experiences. they're not who she is, not here. elena pauses, licks her lips. ] It's been... hard. [ of course it has. living with bonnie, losing caroline, almost attacking sam... but hearing that won't necessarily help martha. saying it doesn't necessarily help herself, either. ] But it's not unmanageable.

[ elena shifts slightly on her feet. well, martha's. ] I have to ask. Is there anything I should know? [ she's been here long enough to know people keep secrets. long enough to keep a few of her own. she doesn't know much about martha, and knowing something could be important. ]

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-28 03:38 am UTC (link)
[Martha feels like there's nothing else she can say. Elena's given her the blood bags, told her what to expect. It's not for her to judge the other woman.

She does shift a little at Elena's question.]


Not really. People may ask you for medical advice. Don't answer them. Jack will try and flirt with you provided he's Jack. It doesn't mean much other than a good flirt.

[She stops before mentioning Sam. Aside from the fact that the whole relationship is confusing to her, the fact that Elena is his ex makes it more awkward.]

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[info]matter
2014-05-28 04:20 am UTC (link)
Okay. [ it's said softly. she doesn't really know who jack is, but she'll keep it in mind. she thinks of sam, passingly, when martha seems to be listing who she flirts with - flashes back to that day at the library, where sam usually sits, a dog bone and a coffee set out for him.

but she doesn't ask. despite the wave of jealousy she feels, it's not her place, or her right.

there is one more thing martha should know:
] If someone named Damon bothers you... Bothering people is kind of what he does. You can send him my way.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-28 04:37 am UTC (link)
Send Damon your way if he's a prick. I can do that.

[She smiles quietly... but it's not very effective.]

Keep my body safe OK?

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[info]matter
2014-05-28 04:42 am UTC (link)
I will. [ it's a promise. and because elena has priorities, of them being keeping everyone safe even at the cost of her own safety: ] Keep everyone around mine safe.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-28 06:34 pm UTC (link)
[Martha nods.] I'd say the same, but I'm a normal human. I can't do any damage. Just don't try anything medical.

[Even with the blood, she can still smell Elena. Still smell the blood.] You need to go before I lose control...

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[info]matter
2014-05-28 07:21 pm UTC (link)
[ she has no plans to do anything medical, and smiles reassuringly in response, and then nods, reaching over to place the rest of the blood bags on a free table. ] Okay, just remember to drink.

And call if you need anything.

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[info]notrosesshadow
2014-05-28 10:02 pm UTC (link)
[Martha nods, but she really just wants Elena gone so she can finish drinking and not have to deal with the panic. Once Elena is gone, she closes the door and locks it. No use in anyone else accidentally coming in.]

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