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Charlotte "Chuck" Charles ([info]pushedback) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2013-09-18 20:19:00

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Entry tags::mingle, aradia megido, artemis crock, charlotte charles, dirk strider, mgann morzz, piter de vries, richie foley, seven of nine, sougo okita, spike

237 - Self-acceptance group mingle
[ The Accept Yourself Support Group is told to report to one of the rooms in the Sector 4 art center. The room is cosy and warmly lit with a bunch of plush armchairs set in a circle around a low table. On the table is a basket full of photographs, a stack of handheld mirrors and a card with the instructions. The photographs are all of inanimate objects, abstract patterns or landscapes, buildings or nature. ]

• Find a photograph that you feel represents you as a person. Take turns in the group to explain why you've chosen that card.

• Look at yourself in the mirror for five minutes. Take turns in the group to explain what it is you see in your reflection.

• Discuss why you see yourself this way. Discuss how you see those around you. Discuss the differences. Discuss how you can be more honest with yourself and your potential.



[ For those that are not yet ready to get going on the activities, there's plenty of delicious snacks and refreshing drinks available, as well as soothing music to ease the awkwardness. Let the self-examination begin! ]


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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-18 03:50 pm UTC (link)
[ Having come straight from the Relationships session, Dirk is already pretty doped up on therapy drugs. Plenty relaxed and all too glad to comply with the instructions.

He roots through the photographs until he finds one of a dilapidated, crumbling building, and tosses it down onto the table. ]


Hey, look. It's a broken-down piece of shit. How familiar.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-18 09:24 pm UTC (link)
[Megan was looking through the photographs as well. She really didn't want to be here. This was not where she wanted to be. She was perfectly happy with herself... provided no one found out what she really was.

She looks over at the one he tosses down]


Is that the one for how you see yourself?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-18 09:26 pm UTC (link)
It's the closest one here. Oh, no, wait. [ He grabs a picture of a tornado ravaging a peaceful little prairie. ] A natural disaster unable to stop itself from destroying everything in its path. Perfect.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-18 09:31 pm UTC (link)
[Megan looks at them curiously before shifting her gaze back to him]

Why is that?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-18 09:33 pm UTC (link)
Because that's basically what I am.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-18 09:35 pm UTC (link)
You mean... like it is an ability that you have that causes this?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-18 09:48 pm UTC (link)
No. Well, possibly, but I was just referring to the fact that I'm a narcissistic, neurotic egomaniac who tries to micro-manage his relationships as if his best friends were pawns on a chessboard.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-18 10:51 pm UTC (link)
Oh... [Well, that was blunt. She wasn't quite so far gone with what she had eaten yet. This was her first group and she writes it off to being his personality]

I'm... I'm sorry to hear that.

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-18 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Eh. Nothing you could do about it, anyway. I'm hopeless.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-19 07:02 am UTC (link)
Oh, I'm sure you aren't hopeless. Maybe just understanding more how it makes your friends feel.

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-19 04:33 pm UTC (link)
I understand perfectly.

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[info]hello_mgann
2013-09-19 08:43 pm UTC (link)
Oh... Is there a reason why?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-20 12:51 am UTC (link)
Control issues. I'm probably a sociopath to some degree.

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-24 11:39 pm UTC (link)
Yeah? Did you pick that one because it's how you feel or because you wanted to get a reaction?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-25 12:37 am UTC (link)
Mostly the former.

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-25 12:39 am UTC (link)
Something bad other than this therapy thing happen?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-25 12:40 am UTC (link)
You mean aside from being in prison? There's my entire life, for one.

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-25 12:42 am UTC (link)
Yeah, we've all got the prison thing. [She says this as if she never complains or angsts over being in a prison.]

But you really start with the big stuff, huh?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-25 12:43 am UTC (link)
Should I not?

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-25 12:46 am UTC (link)
No, go for it. Who needs small talk anyway? We should probably have a couch and a notepad if you're going to tell me all about your rotten life though.

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-25 12:57 am UTC (link)
Sure, why not. [ Is she being sarcastic? WHO CARES, HE'S DRUGGED. ] I'm genetically hardwired to physically and psychologically abuse everyone I care about, and I'm too self-righteous to stop. See, even though I am actually enumerating my issues here and now, I'm not gonna quit doing 'em, because that's just how much of a piece of shit I am.

That was fun. Your turn.

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-25 02:22 pm UTC (link)
I was raised in a family of criminals. My Dad taught me to fight—really fight—when I was a kid. [And this is coming from a 15 year old.] My mom was crippled and got sent to prison and my sister abandoned me. Now I fight against my family, and I kept that a secret from my teammates.

[If she hadn't had that danish earlier that would have been a much different response.]

What makes you think it's genetic? Just because your parents do something doesn't mean you have to. [See also the story from above. Of course she is often AFRAID that is what it means or that it's how people will look at her no matter how she acts.]

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-25 03:19 pm UTC (link)
Oh, man, sounds like you're living it up.

[ He chewed on a cookie while listening to her. Welp. ]

Ain't got parents. What I do got is an alternate universe version of myself as an adult who's just as terrible as I am despite having been socialized in a radically different environment.

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[info]greenerarrow
2013-09-29 04:59 pm UTC (link)
[Beware the munchies.]

So instead of learning from his mistakes you're just going to decide it's inevitable?

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[info]smuppeteer
2013-09-29 09:25 pm UTC (link)
I was pretty much already deciding that. Meeting him was the final nail in the coffin.

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