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Tweak says, "You make me want pizza"

elena gilbert (matter) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-09-05 23:17:00

Entry tags:

buffy summers, damon salvatore, elena gilbert, helen magnus, jessica hamby, kitty pryde (aoa), liz forbes, rose, sookie stackhouse, spencer reid, zatanna zatara

( day 235 ) open action.
[ the adjustments of the last few days haven't exactly put elena in a social mood. she's been out and about after transitioning, after that morning, and it's been through force of will.

get up, get dressed, get through the day until it doesn't hurt anymore. she told jeremy that, after jenna died. they've - she's - lived that over and over again. believes in it because it's the only thing that will (has to) get her through.

well. that and finding a way to control and satiate this sometimes overwhelming thirst.

run into her grocery shopping in the afternoon, browsing at the library, running and working out some at the athletic complex, or virtually anywhere else. ]

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	matter 2013-09-11 09:10 am UTC (link)
	[ elena clearing her own mind? what she needs and what's proving to be nearly impossible. 'nearly' being the operative word here. her efforts have been met with some success. some. seeing helen is welcome regardless; she hasn't forgotten their talk at the beach. in fact, it's been hard not to think about it lately. ] Hey. I've been okay. How are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lifelines
2013-09-11 10:09 am UTC (link)

[ helen understands that thought entirely. clearing her mind usually only happens when she has something to focus on and after last night, she's got a lot that's distracting her from focusing. hence, she's attempting to use the library as a distraction from her distraction. ]

I've been better, but I've certainly been worse.

[ in all honesty, these developments with jean-luc have made her life far more interesting and she's not certain she would change them if she could. she likes having him in her life, difficulties with emotions or not. ]

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	matter 2013-09-11 10:41 am UTC (link)
	[ elena's brow furrows with some concern and she shifts a little in her seat. ] Is everything okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifelines 2013-09-11 10:43 am UTC (link)
	Fine. [ it's a lie and the truth all rolled up into one. ] I just have a lot on my mind, more than what usually distracts me. [ small joke attempt. work with her. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	matter 2013-09-11 02:26 pm UTC (link)
	[ elena will work with the small jokes during difficult times. and lying and telling the truth simultaneously too. she does the same. she smiles a little. ] I know the feeling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lifelines 2013-09-11 07:28 pm UTC (link)
	Seems to be more common than I expected. I'm hoping a little time away from a normal routine will help it all settle down. [ sort of. either that or she might finally figure out how she feels about these new developments. ] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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