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Tweak says, "I've been mad for years."

elena gilbert (matter) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-09-05 23:17:00

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buffy summers, damon salvatore, elena gilbert, helen magnus, jessica hamby, kitty pryde (aoa), liz forbes, rose, sookie stackhouse, spencer reid, zatanna zatara

( day 235 ) open action.
[ the adjustments of the last few days haven't exactly put elena in a social mood. she's been out and about after transitioning, after that morning, and it's been through force of will.

get up, get dressed, get through the day until it doesn't hurt anymore. she told jeremy that, after jenna died. they've - she's - lived that over and over again. believes in it because it's the only thing that will (has to) get her through.

well. that and finding a way to control and satiate this sometimes overwhelming thirst.

run into her grocery shopping in the afternoon, browsing at the library, running and working out some at the athletic complex, or virtually anywhere else. ]

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2013-09-05 11:42 pm UTC (link)

[ putting her in the vicinity of a delicious smelling faerie probably won't help her control much, will it? but sookie has no idea. if she knew, she'd exercise more caution, probably give elena a wide berth for a while -- at least in person. sookie knows how tempting she is to vampires, that not everyone's control is as good as eric or jessica's. ]

Hey! [ she comes across her at the grocery store, turning down the isle she spotted elena and parking her cart next to the other girl's. ] Picking up dinner?

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2013-09-05 11:49 pm UTC (link)

[ elena wouldn't say she was avoiding this moment - or that she didn't want it to happen, didn't want to see sookie, talk to her...

the past few days, part of all she's wanted is to see and talk to sookie. (and the desire has been twisted by the fact it can never be the way she's wanted. not anymore.)

her lips part and form a slight 'o' at the sight of her and her smile. she shakes herself out of it. her smile is small but genuine; her tone is warm. ] Hey, I'm- [ a question was asked, right ] I was picking up a few things. [ there's a pause. for the kitchen at home. there's a wide variety of essentials in her cart. elena looks down into sookie's.] You?

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2013-09-07 09:57 pm UTC (link)

[ sookie's perceptive enough to pick up on there something being off about her friend, but she can't tell what. not yet. and she's not yet concerned enough to go diving into the other girl's head to find out exactly what that is. either elena will tell her or she'll go looking herself. that's the way things are with them. sookie knows she can look, knows that elena is okay with her looking, but she would rather give elena the opportunity to tell her herself. ]

Same. Eric ruined my last good pillow. [ she points to the one in the basket that will be replacing the one he bled on the other day. the bleeds were more troublesome than she realized. ]

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	action; virgins 2013-09-06 03:36 am UTC (link)
	[Jessica's on her way towards the Blood Shack to work one of her shifts when she spots Elena walking nearby. She smiles, waving to the other girl.] Hey. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	action; matter 2013-09-06 01:17 pm UTC (link)
	[ elena was making her way towards the blood shack too - not for blood (although admittedly perhaps she should have some) but to see if caroline was there for lunch. she's carrying a bag of things - dog toys and treats to be exact, for their new puppy. ] Jess, how are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; virgins 2013-09-07 07:43 am UTC (link)
	[She shrugs her shoulders a little.] I'm doin' alright, I 'spose. Yourself? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	thisiscalm 2013-09-06 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	[ The library may be a place of quiet and relative solitude, but seeing as he hasn't seen her around in... well, far too long, Reid isn't going to keep his distance once he spots Elena. Arms overloaded with books he makes his way over to say hi. ] Hey, Elena. Long time no see. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	matter 2013-09-07 10:27 am UTC (link)
	[ elena's browsing, and not with much success just yet. she's touching the binding of an old novel, scanning the titles. when she hears reid's voice, she looks up and manages a smile. it has been awhile. she missed his class. ] Hey. Doing research? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisiscalm 2013-09-07 05:01 pm UTC (link)
	Just catching up on some reading. [ Because what else do you do in this place. ] How've you been? I feel like I haven't seen you around in a while. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; justexisting 2013-09-06 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	[ Rose encounters Elena on her way back to the apartment she shared with Spike in sector four. As soon as she saw her she stops, raising a hand to grab her attention. ] Elena! Over here! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	action; matter 2013-09-07 11:58 am UTC (link)
	[ spotting rose, elena's expression lightens and somehow darkens all at the same time. it's been awhile since she talked to rose and even longer since she's seen her although that's not why - she wonders if rose knows, if anyone's told her. (she wonders how much rose knows about any of this.) she crosses to meet her. ] Rose, hey. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)