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Jessica Hamby ([info]virgins) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2013-07-15 03:26:00

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Entry tags:caroline forbes, dirk strider, elena gilbert, eric northman, hei, jack harkness, jessica hamby, martha jones, matt donovan, phoebe halliwell, piter de vries, rose, sam merlotte, sookie stackhouse, spike, terry mcginnis

Day 228 ; Video
[The network opens to Jessica who's taken the time to find some other outfits before doing this this time.]

Feels I went home for a bit, or somethin'. Or I got new memories anyways -- I remember hearin' bout that happenin' to other people. Last thing I remember was it bein' day 216 -- that was twelve days ago. The orange don't suit me much better than it did the first time. Whatever's goin' on it's sure as hell fuckin' weird.

[There's a pause, and then she adds.]

I gotta question for everyone though. If someone you loved, someone you really hurt but still care about, if they wanted to forget about you completely -- what would you do? Like if you could do that for them, would you?

[Because she did. But she's still not sure how she feels about it. Even if she's not in love with Hoyt anymore she still cares about him. For what that's worth.

There's other things, things with Bill and the Authority but that she doesn't want to talk about so publically. How he 's turned into a religious fanatic like her birth parents used to be. It makes her skin crawl. The memories are fresh and make her feel sick to her stomach. She'd rather not focus on them too much.

She closes the feed at that.]


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[info]virgins
2013-07-23 08:57 am UTC (link)
You really believe that?

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-23 09:13 am UTC (link)
I know that.

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[info]virgins
2013-07-25 10:20 am UTC (link)
What makes you so sure 'bout that?

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-25 01:04 pm UTC (link)
A century with the same woman. That's what.

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[info]virgins
2013-07-26 12:31 pm UTC (link)
Really? That long? [It shouldn't be that surprising, she's known people like Pam and Eric who spent that long together...but not romantically.]

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-26 03:25 pm UTC (link)
That long. Name's Drusilla. She was my sire... I haven't seen her for about a year now. We were inseparable, back in the day.

[ Not just romantically entangled, they had a love so consuming and passionate that chances are he'll never fully recover from it. Nothing really measures up. ]

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[info]virgins
2013-07-27 10:36 am UTC (link)
But something happened? Or is it just cause she ain't here in the dome?

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-27 10:54 am UTC (link)
[ He pauses. A lot of things happened, but he's not entirely convinced he wants to get into that so in the end he settles for a bitter: ]

Bitch left me.

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[info]virgins
2013-07-27 12:13 pm UTC (link)
[Her expression turns a mixture of sympathetic and guilty -- she had left Hoyt, after all.]

I'm real sorry to hear that

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-27 12:26 pm UTC (link)
[ A dismissive shrug. ] That's what happens when you play on the wrong team. I tried to do what was right and she didn't approve. Said I'd grown soft.

[ Toneless and tense. He doesn't have a bottle of whiskey and a broken heart to lubricate with after all. ]

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[info]virgins
2013-07-27 12:28 pm UTC (link)
Well, I'm still sorry. Sometimes it seems like even doin' the right thing still blows up in your face.

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-27 12:30 pm UTC (link)
Sure does. Makes you wonder if it's even worth tryin', doesn't it? [ A small pause. ] ...Thanks.

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[info]virgins
2013-07-27 12:44 pm UTC (link)
A little bit. But I suppose if it was easy, it wouldn't be worth it. [or that's what she tries to tell herself.]

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-27 04:39 pm UTC (link)
Can't say I agree with that. Some of the best things in life are easy. [ Dru was easy, most of the time. Rose is easy now. Living up to the brutal vampire image is dead easy and as long as he can convince himself that's what he should be doing, he'll stick to it. ]

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[info]virgins
2013-07-31 10:24 am UTC (link)
Easy doesn't last. [It was easy with Hoyt at first. It was easy to love his boyish smile, the way he worshiped her. The way he was convinced she was good and pure but she's not. She's a monster. And it's exhausting sometimes, pretending that she's not.]

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-07-31 12:48 pm UTC (link)
And complicated does? [ If everything ends eventually, why not spring for the easy? Looking at Angel and his struggle with being a Good Brooding Avenger, it sure seems like giving in to the monster is the better choice. ]

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[info]virgins
2013-08-05 05:58 am UTC (link)
I dunno, everything's complicated it seems like. Ain't anything as easy as it seems. [Or that's been her experience.]

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-08-06 07:47 am UTC (link)
[ He makes an unsure little hum. Not entirely convinced that he agrees with her, but she's not wrong either. ] The things that are worth doing, they should feel easy. It weighs it out, you know?

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[info]virgins
2013-08-08 08:11 am UTC (link)
I don't know. Things that feel easy, they always seem to blow up into something bad.

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-08-08 05:21 pm UTC (link)
Wouldn't know 'bout that. [ A beat. ] Maybe it's not easy to do them, but easy to make the decision to.

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[info]virgins
2013-08-10 12:44 am UTC (link)
Yeah. Maybe. I dunno.

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[info]chipswiththat
2013-08-10 10:35 am UTC (link)
Doesn't matter much in the end anyway, does it?

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[info]virgins
2013-08-12 09:40 am UTC (link)
No. I 'spose it don't.

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