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Jessica Hamby (virgins) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-07-15 03:26:00

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caroline forbes, dirk strider, elena gilbert, eric northman, hei, jack harkness, jessica hamby, martha jones, matt donovan, phoebe halliwell, piter de vries, rose, sam merlotte, sookie stackhouse, spike, terry mcginnis

Day 228 ; Video
[The network opens to Jessica who's taken the time to find some other outfits before doing this this time.]

Feels I went home for a bit, or somethin'. Or I got new memories anyways -- I remember hearin' bout that happenin' to other people. Last thing I remember was it bein' day 216 -- that was twelve days ago. The orange don't suit me much better than it did the first time. Whatever's goin' on it's sure as hell fuckin' weird.

[There's a pause, and then she adds.]

I gotta question for everyone though. If someone you loved, someone you really hurt but still care about, if they wanted to forget about you completely -- what would you do? Like if you could do that for them, would you?

[Because she did. But she's still not sure how she feels about it. Even if she's not in love with Hoyt anymore she still cares about him. For what that's worth.

There's other things, things with Bill and the Authority but that she doesn't want to talk about so publically. How he 's turned into a religious fanatic like her birth parents used to be. It makes her skin crawl. The memories are fresh and make her feel sick to her stomach. She'd rather not focus on them too much.

She closes the feed at that.]

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halliwells
2013-07-16 10:03 am UTC (link)

Then it's their decision - their life. You can only warn them so much. But I can't imagine the pain I'd feel doing it. I'd mourn for months.

[ seeing the memory of her fade from his eyes was a chilling thought. it took a woman with a lot of strength to do that. ]

Then we need to fix that. I heard smiling for no reason helps, eventually you'll smile for real. You want some ice cream?

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	video; virgins 2013-07-17 08:25 am UTC (link)
	Yeah it's -- it ain't anything I'd wanna do again. Oh, that's real nice and all but human food makes me kinda sick. [There's a beat and then.] I'm a vampire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; halliwells 2013-07-17 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	You just need some time. [ That's different, Phoebe's met her handful of vampires and they weren't necessarily this nice. But, during her stay in Marina, she's seen a lot more than vampires. ] Vampires weren't very friendly where I'm from. But then again they had the whole 'dracula' thing going on. [ she chuckles, this was awkward. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; virgins 2013-07-18 11:31 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I spose so. [At the next part she tries to offer a reassuring smile.] Not all of 'em are friendly back home either. But some of are. I am, I promise. [She doesn't feed off anyone who isn't okay with it. She promises.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; halliwells 2013-07-31 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	[ she won't judge her because of the fact that she's a vampire. i mean c'mon, phoebe's a witch. the last thing she wanted was to be stereotyped as the classic green, broom flying witch. ] Well that's a relief. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; virgins 2013-07-31 08:00 pm UTC (link)
	I 'spose it would be. [She's well aware of the assumptions that can come just because of what she is. It's something she had to deal with a lot in Bon Temps.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; halliwells 2013-08-03 01:33 am UTC (link)
	Well, I'm Phoebe. It was nice meeting you. [ she just proved to her that it's possible for someone to be a vampire but actually be a good one. it ends her inner debate with demons that could possible have some humanity within them to be good. ] And I'm sorry you're stuck here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; virgins 2013-08-05 06:07 am UTC (link)
	Jessica. And likewise. This place kinda sucks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; halliwells 2013-08-06 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	It's more like on the depressing side, actually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: video; virgins 2013-08-08 08:17 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, it sure can be sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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