InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "F is for Flaying"

Euphemia li Britannia (friendly_fire) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-06-10 12:12:00

Entry tags:

aidan reilly, calliope-caliborn, dirk strider, elena gilbert, euphemia li britannia, helen magnus, jane crocker, kitty pryde (evolution), laura kinney, lelouch vi britannia, piter de vries, tear grants, yuuki kuran

Day 223 [voice | open]
[Euphie's voice is soft and she omits the video this time, opting only for sound, which she very rarely does.]

I just wanted to thank everyone for their help in the other prison. I'm extremely sorry for the the things I said and did. I'm especially sorry to those I hurt and scared. I'm not feeling any of those urges anymore since we returned. I hope I never do again.

[She pauses, wanting to say more. Wanting to put it right. But what can she say? She called for the deaths of innocent people. She considers offering to leave the school to someone else's care, but she also doesn't want to burden anyone. In the end, there's not much more to say. She isn't looking for sympathy. She just wants people to know they're safe.] Thank you for your time.

[Private | Yuuki]
Yuuki, I... [Her voice shakes a bit.] Are you feeling better?

[Private | Housemates]
I would understand if you don't feel comfortable living with me anymore.

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-07 02:15 am UTC (link)
	[There's another pause. She's touched and it takes a moment to gather her thoughts into thoughts and not just impulses to hug that don't do much good over the network.] Thank you. I hope you aren't alone. I would like to keep helping [running] the school. So much good can be done there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; cakekind 2013-07-07 02:21 am UTC (link)
	[Jane is also a very tolerant human being. She has a natural love for people, and to see Euphie in distress is heart breaking to her.] My classroom could still use a lot of help. [She grins, even if it can't be seen. But just imagine some exuberance in her voice.] You know you are welcome to stop by any time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-07 02:23 am UTC (link)
	I would like that. Actually, I think I have a lot to learn from you actually. I would really like to be able to bake food for others. That is, something they would really want to eat. I'm afraid I'm still very much a beginner. [Which is really the nicest way to say it.] Ah, but I'd like to help too if I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

voice;

cakekind
2013-07-07 02:28 am UTC (link)

[It's silly because Jane doesn't bake as much as she used to outside of class. It's normally her preparing dinner or trying to do things to keep her active. Her teaching plans have been very haphazard nowadays.

But she likes Euphie, and knowing someone wants to learn from her is always very flattering!]

Feel free to join my class at any time as well. I do have students of all different levels. Just a warning, when you pass into being able to make desserts like the back of your hand, everyone will be lining up at your doorstep!

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-07 02:32 am UTC (link)
	[That actually elicits a soft giggle.] That's a bit hard to imagine. I would like to improve though. I'd love to be in your class. I'm sure there are all kinds of things that would be nice to make. My brother used to do all the cooking when he was here before. [And now he's back.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; cakekind 2013-07-07 02:39 am UTC (link)
	In my class we also do more than baking, so you can be skilled in all areas of cooking! [Oh..?] Who is your brother? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-07 02:41 am UTC (link)
	That would be wonderful. His name is Lelouch. He actually just returned today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; cakekind 2013-07-07 02:47 am UTC (link)
	That's wonderful! [Er....] Well, wonderful in the sense that you have a family member of course! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-07 02:52 am UTC (link)
	No, it is. I have many family members, but it is good to have one of them here with me again. [She won't even disclaimer given what she's learned about his near future.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; cakekind 2013-07-07 03:12 am UTC (link)
	It is always more preferable to be surrounded by people who are blood kin to you. You can consider someone your family all you want, but it just isn't the same. I am very glad you have him here with you now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-09 03:43 am UTC (link)
	I guess it's not the same, but I am glad for the friends I've made here. It's hard to have the same kind of history. I don't have memories of growing up with anyone else here. [She's tried not to think about it too much in their absence.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; cakekind 2013-07-12 06:30 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes the closest bonds can feel like family. [She wishes grins were audible.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; friendly_fire 2013-07-21 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, I have noticed that happens too. [Or at least it has started to with some people.] Do you have someone like that? (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -