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Euphemia li Britannia (friendly_fire) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-06-10 12:12:00

Entry tags:

aidan reilly, calliope-caliborn, dirk strider, elena gilbert, euphemia li britannia, helen magnus, jane crocker, kitty pryde (evolution), laura kinney, lelouch vi britannia, piter de vries, tear grants, yuuki kuran

Day 223 [voice | open]
[Euphie's voice is soft and she omits the video this time, opting only for sound, which she very rarely does.]

I just wanted to thank everyone for their help in the other prison. I'm extremely sorry for the the things I said and did. I'm especially sorry to those I hurt and scared. I'm not feeling any of those urges anymore since we returned. I hope I never do again.

[She pauses, wanting to say more. Wanting to put it right. But what can she say? She called for the deaths of innocent people. She considers offering to leave the school to someone else's care, but she also doesn't want to burden anyone. In the end, there's not much more to say. She isn't looking for sympathy. She just wants people to know they're safe.] Thank you for your time.

[Private | Yuuki]
Yuuki, I... [Her voice shakes a bit.] Are you feeling better?

[Private | Housemates]
I would understand if you don't feel comfortable living with me anymore.

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	voice. matter 2013-06-12 02:15 am UTC (link)
	[ there are no words to describe how glad elena feels that euphie is okay - or would, if she actually sounded it. ] I'm sorry I said killing those people was your fault. I didn't mean that; I - I was trying to get through to you. [ she pauses. ] I'm glad you're back. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	voice. friendly_fire 2013-06-12 04:59 am UTC (link)
	It was good of you to try and stop me, Elena. [She thinks it whether it was said or not.] I wish I wasn't so...stubborn [focused, affected, horrible] when that happens. [And most of all she wishes it would never happen again. And that it never happened the first time.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. matter 2013-06-12 01:29 pm UTC (link)
	[ it wasn't good of her to say it. elena can only imagine the kind of grief euphie feels. but she nods. ] What... happened exactly? It was like you were... compelled. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. friendly_fire 2013-06-16 12:49 am UTC (link)
	Compelled? [She's heard the word of course, but she's not sure of the context.] Is that something specific where you're from? [It's also not so bad to delay speaking of it.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. matter 2013-06-17 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	[ elena hesitates - it was naturally the first word she thought of to describe euphie's state and yes, it is specific from where she's from. she doesn't want to disclose that. (how much has rebekah told her?) ] I think it can be applied to a lot of things. It just seemed like... you weren't yourself; your thoughts weren't yours. LIke somebody... put them there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. friendly_fire 2013-06-19 03:59 am UTC (link)
	[Rebekah may have left out...everything about vampires, but Euphie nods slowly at Elena's description.] Yes, that is what happened. It was...an accident. [An accidental genocidal massacre. It really didn't make it any better.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. matter 2013-06-19 01:18 pm UTC (link)
	[ not by much, but still not euphie's fault. elena pulls in a breath. ] I'm sorry. [ because she is, and because she's also confused, cautious and curious. ] How could anyone do that accidentally? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice. friendly_fire 2013-06-29 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	I barely understand how anyone could do it on purpose. [Really, it was the stuff of novels and television, not real life, and yet...] I just know he could never have intended for what happened. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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