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Euphemia li Britannia (friendly_fire) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-06-10 12:12:00

Entry tags:

aidan reilly, calliope-caliborn, dirk strider, elena gilbert, euphemia li britannia, helen magnus, jane crocker, kitty pryde (evolution), laura kinney, lelouch vi britannia, piter de vries, tear grants, yuuki kuran

Day 223 [voice | open]
[Euphie's voice is soft and she omits the video this time, opting only for sound, which she very rarely does.]

I just wanted to thank everyone for their help in the other prison. I'm extremely sorry for the the things I said and did. I'm especially sorry to those I hurt and scared. I'm not feeling any of those urges anymore since we returned. I hope I never do again.

[She pauses, wanting to say more. Wanting to put it right. But what can she say? She called for the deaths of innocent people. She considers offering to leave the school to someone else's care, but she also doesn't want to burden anyone. In the end, there's not much more to say. She isn't looking for sympathy. She just wants people to know they're safe.] Thank you for your time.

[Private | Yuuki]
Yuuki, I... [Her voice shakes a bit.] Are you feeling better?

[Private | Housemates]
I would understand if you don't feel comfortable living with me anymore.

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	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-10 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	[She frowns, still, somehow expecting him to understand.] I don't want to go back. I didn't want to do those things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-10 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	[Grumbling.] Why the hell not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-10 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	Because it was wrong. They didn't do anything. I wanted to help them, not kill them. [She is on the verge of italicizing. Watch out!] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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ophiuchus
2013-06-10 08:36 pm UTC (link)

[DO YOUR WORST.]

[Deep down, Caliborn really doesn't want reasons. He just wants action, and all this flaffing around about feelings is just getting on his nerves.]

[As much as he thinks curiosity is a character flaw, there's also the point where he really wants to reconcile this Euphemia with the one he was getting along with so well. He was ever considering asking her to become his minion.]

[If she's going to be like this now, he definitely doesn't want that, but still.]

Woman.

You will tell me. Exactly what happened. And what has changed. In as few words as possible.

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	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-10 09:16 pm UTC (link)
	[She can't even get riled up enough to tell him to use her name. Really, "woman" is one of his nicer nicknames.] I was under a sort of...powerful magic command to kill the Japanese. I don't know why it was back while we were there or why it's gone again. I'm just glad it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-11 02:23 am UTC (link)
	[Caliborn sighs. He's pretty disappointed; the fluffy pink princess seemed to have a wonderful new dimension to her that he could possibly exploit, and now? Nothing.] Laaaaaaame. Here I thought you were worth my time. In this new and exciting way. Turns out you just have some angsty bullshit backstory. That was triggered. By a change to rule-less scenery. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-12 05:06 am UTC (link)
	This is an awful thing to be disappointed about. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-12 05:11 am UTC (link)
	[Calmly but definitively disgusted and bummed out.] Don't pretend to be surprised. You should have a firm. Meaty grasp. On my inclinations. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-16 12:57 am UTC (link)
	I didn't say I was surprised, only disappointed. I hope better for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-16 02:18 am UTC (link)
	Gross. Why would you do something like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-16 02:24 am UTC (link)
	Because I know there is more to you than that. [There must be.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-16 02:26 am UTC (link)
	[Yeah, her name is Calliope.] That is the most ridiculous shit- [He stops mid-sentence, which is different from his other abrupt attempts at dramatic pauses in that it sounds more cut off and he doesn't keep talking right away. Hasn't his sister said something like that, before, too?] ... What I'm trying to say is that. You're wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-16 02:27 am UTC (link)
	I hope I'm not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-16 02:29 am UTC (link)
	Don't hold your breath. Or maybe, do. I understand that humans die. When they do that. [Smooooooth sailing right back into Comfortable Threats territory.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-19 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I think you would miss me if that happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] things my body was not ready for: your tag. ophiuchus 2013-06-19 03:36 am UTC (link)
	[His voice does a weird thing where it becomes both threatening and horribly scandalized.] Take that back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] I thought you were in a constant state of preparedness! friendly_fire 2013-06-19 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Why should I? [More curious than defiant.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] Not when Admiral Haunt opens fire on MY HEART. ophiuchus 2013-06-19 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Because that thought. Is so ridiculous and wrong. That it is humiliating. To you. And more importantly. To me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] It's one of my favorite organs to aim for friendly_fire 2013-06-19 03:51 am UTC (link)
	I don't find it humiliating. I think I would miss you too. [As strange as that might be.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] Bullseye!! ophiuchus 2013-06-19 03:51 am UTC (link)
	What is wrong with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-19 04:02 am UTC (link)
	[That is such a very good question.] What do you mean? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-19 04:19 am UTC (link)
	Spouting all those. Sweet and endearing things. Those. Tender sentiments. [Because it makes him feel funny.] It's scandalous. What if someone overheard you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] friendly_fire 2013-06-19 04:24 am UTC (link)
	Are you worried about what people think? I wouldn't have expected that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Private] ophiuchus 2013-06-19 04:30 am UTC (link)
	God, no. Other people have stupid ideas and needs. Which make no sense and are irrelevant to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)