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matt donovan (stuck) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-06-10 08:33:00

Entry tags:

buffy summers, caroline forbes, damon salvatore, dawn summers, elena gilbert, korra, malcolm reynolds, matt donovan, peter parker (tas), rebekah mikealson, rogue, sam winchester, spike, stefan salvatore

day 223 | i » video → open.
When I said I wanted to get out of Mystic Falls for a while, this wasn't exactly what I had in mind. Ruins of some ancient prison in Italy or China, maybe, but not underwater and in some alien dimension, or however the hell that's supposed to work. [ if he's getting the gist of this right. he's going by video game logic here. ]

And what happened to a trial by a jury of your peers? Is that not a thing on Planet X? Too human a concept for you? Is throwing eighteen-year-olds in prison for skipping a couple of classes back in high school [ and eradicating an entire vampire bloodline via staking finn mikaelson, but shhhh ] just something you do for fun around here?

[ just when things had calmed down and the world was returning to normal (or as normal as the world was capable of getting after everything that happened back home), this happens. it's just his luck, too. nothing ever stayed good for matt donovan. his life sucked, and it looks like graduating from high school meant it was only going to get suckier from here on out. ]

So much for the world tour.

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	action; stuck 2013-06-13 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	Think you could show me how to get to this Merlotte's place? I'm good with a map and all, but I've been known to get lost on occasion. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-13 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	I think I could manage. It's not far from here, in the same sector even. [And then she'll give him the more precise directions.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-14 12:17 am UTC (link)
	I should probably head there alone. Elena... [ he trails off. does that really need further explanation? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-14 12:44 am UTC (link)
	You want to see her alone, understandable. [She and Elena are on decent enough terms -- perhaps as good as the two of them ever might get but she gets it. Elena's human here. He needs to see that for himself.] I'll see you when you get home then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-14 02:26 am UTC (link)
	Hey, wait. [ matt grabs her arm. ] Not right this second. I've still got like twenty minutes to kill before I need to head on over there, and I am not hanging around this place by myself after pissing off both my ex and yours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-14 02:37 am UTC (link)
	[Rebekah can't help but smile at that, even though she probably shouldn't.] I saw your conversation with Stefan [Saw, stalked, w/e.] How did you piss off Caroline? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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2013-06-14 02:44 am UTC (link)

You did? [ note to self: people can read/see/hear your conversations with other people. he really shouldn't have trashed that pamphlet. ]

How do you think? [ the look he gives her is a little on the side of helpless, like he didn't want her to find out that he'd been his good ol' noble self and stood up for her, because he honestly believes she's changing.

an original vampire doesn't need a white knight. ]

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	action; easily 2013-06-14 03:31 am UTC (link)
	I did. [There's a reason why she locked their conversation right away, she had figured the others might be looking at whatever she could be saying to him.] I'm guessing I came up in the conversation somewhere. [She doesn't need a white knight but the idea isn't without it's appeal.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-14 03:50 am UTC (link)
	Anyone ever tell you how I found out about vampires? [ relevant to the topic, promise. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-14 03:56 am UTC (link)
	[random but okay.] No. I haven't heard that particular story. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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2013-06-14 04:05 am UTC (link)

Caroline and I had just gotten back together. She did this really big romantic gesture by singing to me at the Grill. [ he'd been moved by it, filled with joy, thought they were finally fixing things and would get back together, putting the confusion and mixed signals of the past few months behind them. ] Your brother's warlock stormed the place, attacked her. I had no idea what was going on, and was stupid enough to get in the middle of it. I took a broken bottle to the jugular, thought I was done for. Caroline gave me her blood and it freaked me out. When I came to later, it was like my whole world was turned upside down. These were people I've known my whole life, and every single one of them had been lying to me. Caroline, Elena, Tyler, Jeremy -- all of them. They were vampires and werewolves, and I had no clue.

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2013-06-14 04:22 am UTC (link)

[She listens to his words carefully, her expression growing sympathetic. She knows how devastating lies and deception can be. Niklaus lied to her for a thousand years about what really happened to their mother. She remembers the night Elena revealed the truth to her -- she doubts she would ever forget.

How could she? Like he said the world gets turned upside down.]

I'm sorry, Matt. No one should have to find out like that. [No wonder he's still so distrusting of the supernatural, so resistant to the idea of being involved with a vampire.]

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2013-06-14 04:30 am UTC (link)

See, before all that, my sister-- [ his voice catches in his throat. it's still sometimes difficult to talk about vicki. ] My sister was going through something. She was kind of a stoner, so I thought it was just drugs, that all the pot and other stuff she was doing was finally catching up to her... What I didn't realize until after Caroline told me she was a vampire was that Vicki had been in transition. The aversion to sunlight, inability to keep food down, how her jaw kept hurting -- it all clicked into place. I thought Caroline did it, because what else was I supposed to think? Suddenly my dead sister's mysterious death made sense and a had someone I could actually blame standing in front of me.

And it was my girlfriend.

She didn't do it. Damon did, and Stefan staked her after she attacked Elena. [ or so he'd been told. neither he nor jeremy could remember that night. ] But like I said, I freaked out to the point that I went to Caroline's mom and started spying on them all for her. I got Caroline to tell me everything and faked being compelled to forget, only to tell Sheriff Forbes everything later.

[ he looks ashamed, because he is. not his proudest moment, but he'd been an ordinary boy flung into the supernatural whose friends had been lying to him about everything, including what happened to his sister. it hurt. ] She may have thrown that back in my face -- her lying about everything -- when I told her I wasn't going to tell her anything about the future. Because you know, I'm a horrible person for not wanting to tell her that Tyler's mom's dead and he's been run out of town.

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2013-06-14 04:47 am UTC (link)

I think -- when we find out something has happened to someone we care about, especially family, it's hard to think straight. It often leads us to doing things we may not be totally proud of.

[Like standing on the bridge that night, when she thought the only way she could protect her other brothers. Except Niklaus wasn't really dead. And Kol ended up dying anyways, at the hands of Elena and Jeremy.]

Or that Elena loses her humanity and tries to kill her. Or that Silas will try to make her kill herself -- I doubt any of them realize just how much better they are off not knowing.

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	action; stuck 2013-06-14 04:51 am UTC (link)
	Or that I let Damon kill me to get Elena to turn it back on. [ he doesn't address that family point, because that involves admitting that he understand what she did on that level. matt's not ready to admit that he gets why she did what she did, even if she should've found another way. even if it was wrong. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-14 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. There's too much. It's not like it'll help them to know it. [If anything it might just make tensions and things worse, having information for things they haven't experienced just yet.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-14 05:02 am UTC (link)
	I'd rather she be pissed at me for defending you and calling her shallow than know that her boyfriend's on the run for the rest of his life. [ someone doesn't know his ex has been getting close to stefan salvatore. (stop dating his ex-girlfriends, stefan. not cool.) ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-14 05:14 am UTC (link)
	Understandably. [Look, she even resisted smiling at him calling Caroline shallow. And hey at least this time you're the one getting close to one of Stefan's exgirlfriends? That probably doesn't help.] I'm sure she'll get over it eventually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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2013-06-14 06:15 am UTC (link)

[ he wouldn't be surprised if she did. he's anticipating some cat fighting in the near future, and for rebekah to hold him living with her over caroline's head. maybe even kissing him while he was standing on that bomb.

...yeah, don't point that out. though he'd be lying if he said he didn't find some enjoyment in the fact that rebekah's more interested in him, a lowly human, than a fellow vampire like stefan. ]

If she doesn't, well [ shrug ] I can live with that.

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	: action; easily 2013-06-14 07:15 am UTC (link)
	Even though she's one of your closer friends? [Rebekah's not entirely sure she buys that -- unless he really is convinced it's better than Caroline knowing the truth. Which is possible. He tends to be noble like that.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-15 01:33 am UTC (link)
	[ a shrug, because he doesn't know. maybe, maybe not. he honestly can't say. ] I should probably head towards Merlotte's now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-15 05:19 am UTC (link)
	[She nods.] Probably. [And she'll give him the information so he can find the right apartment later.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; stuck 2013-06-15 05:44 am UTC (link)
	Rebekah! [ he calls out before he turns to walk off in the direction. ] Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	action; easily 2013-06-15 05:58 am UTC (link)
	[She pauses, smiling at his words.] You're welcome. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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