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Tweak says, "Just ruin him forever"

elena gilbert (matter) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-02-24 13:22:00

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cordelia chase, cross marian, damon salvatore, elena gilbert, eric northman, helix wamtani, jenna sommers, momo mizrahi, niklaus mikaelson, puck, quinn fabray, rose tyler, sam merlotte, sam winchester, zatanna zatara

DAY 207 (nightish) → open video + private messages.
[ welcome to elena's room. it's filled with things. and boxes. some things are in some boxes. she's thought twice about making this video, and then thought twice about making it public (klaus) but on her second thought, she decided to stop hiding in the network.

for the most part.

she's sitting cross-legged on her bed, mister teddy junior in her lap. ] It's kind of amazing how much stuff can accumulate here after a month. [ wait. ] More than. [ she puts him in the box. ] Books, clothes... [ her eyes look out to the space of her thoughts for a only a split second ] people, memories.

I know a lot of us are all working to find a way home. [ her included. maybe. ] I guess I was wondering why any of you would want to stay.

& private to zatanna zatara

I think we should keep our conversations private for now. Even if it's just something silly. It's not a good idea for you to have Klaus' attention. Even if Rebekah's already told him... [ she swallows. it may be a desperate, scared attempt to protect her... but elena's willing to be that, do that. being a witch might attract klaus' attention too, without her help, but... the thing that gives her more pause at the moment is jeremy, jenna - how she kept things from them to keep them safe, and it hurt them in the end. (she lost jenna entirely.) so. ] Is that okay?

& private to sam winchester

I wanted to thank you. For the other day. When we were at the library. [ yeah that's all she's got. it's not about the kiss, or the embracing, but it's subtext. he was there for her when she needed somebody, and he listened. wanted to. and it's more than that - the understanding, and the things they confessed...

subtext. ]

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video;

cheerleader
2013-02-26 05:48 am UTC (link)

[ zatanna had suggested she learn how to fight, and while the idea of contacting the elder kitty to set something up or getting in touch with robin to see if his offer to teach her still stood was still fresh on her mind, it wasn't something she was capable of acting upon right now. the idea was reasonable - a good one, even - but not possible. not right now. not when she had other things to do. other things she couldn't quite name or remember doing, despite knowing she'd done them. huh. weird. ]

I don't think getting into Yale is quite on par with having superpowers.

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	video; matter 2013-02-26 05:51 am UTC (link)
	You don't need superpowers to make a difference. [ elena would know. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; cheerleader 2013-02-26 06:03 am UTC (link)
	Maybe I don't want to make a difference. Maybe I just want to make it out of whatever this is with my head still attached. [ from beneath the veil of compulsion, those true desires roar. quinn wants to survive, persevere despite the horribleness of her past. she's come too far to let some silly prison stop her from really being someone. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video; matter 2013-03-05 03:52 am UTC (link)
	[ elena can understand that. she doesn't want to save any worlds, just help her loved ones survive. maybe survive herself. that's how elena also knows there's not much to say in comfort to someone in a similar position. ] It's not something you have to do. Want it for anyone else. [ she wants quinn to know that. no one expects her to. ] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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