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elena gilbert ([info]matter) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2013-02-24 13:22:00

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Entry tags:cordelia chase, cross marian, damon salvatore, elena gilbert, eric northman, helix wamtani, jenna sommers, momo mizrahi, niklaus mikaelson, puck, quinn fabray, rose tyler, sam merlotte, sam winchester, zatanna zatara

DAY 207 (nightish) → open video + private messages.
[ welcome to elena's room. it's filled with things. and boxes. some things are in some boxes. she's thought twice about making this video, and then thought twice about making it public (klaus) but on her second thought, she decided to stop hiding in the network.

for the most part.

she's sitting cross-legged on her bed, mister teddy junior in her lap. ] It's kind of amazing how much stuff can accumulate here after a month. [ wait. ] More than. [ she puts him in the box. ] Books, clothes... [ her eyes look out to the space of her thoughts for a only a split second ] people, memories.

I know a lot of us are all working to find a way home. [ her included. maybe. ] I guess I was wondering why any of you would want to stay.


& private to zatanna zatara

I think we should keep our conversations private for now. Even if it's just something silly. It's not a good idea for you to have Klaus' attention. Even if Rebekah's already told him... [ she swallows. it may be a desperate, scared attempt to protect her... but elena's willing to be that, do that. being a witch might attract klaus' attention too, without her help, but... the thing that gives her more pause at the moment is jeremy, jenna - how she kept things from them to keep them safe, and it hurt them in the end. (she lost jenna entirely.) so. ] Is that okay?

& private to sam winchester
I wanted to thank you. For the other day. When we were at the library. [ yeah that's all she's got. it's not about the kiss, or the embracing, but it's subtext. he was there for her when she needed somebody, and he listened. wanted to. and it's more than that - the understanding, and the things they confessed...

subtext. ]

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[info]reaction
2013-02-26 05:27 am UTC (link)
[ They both know it's possible for anyone to disappear via the stabilizer at any point in time, but's it's not something to focus on. He's happy for her; glad she has her aunt back. It's a good thing. ]

Mm. Does this mean you're back to having a curfew now? [ Not that he was aware she had one before, what with the many times she stayed over at the boarding house playing late night boardgames with Stefan. What else would explain all the loud noises he'd heard and everything ever? La la la la.

More seriously now. ]

Did you get her on the vervain yet?

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 05:35 am UTC (link)
[ it's that lack of control that has elena wanting to find a way home. maybe they couldn't control things there either, but at least no higher ai power was controlling them. deciding who stays and goes, who's right and wrong.

her tears linger at his comment; her lips purse. she doesn't have it in her to be amused. but: ] We haven't left the apartment. She's barely used to blood, I... [ honestly, she hadn't thought of it. wanted to spare jenna the discomfort.

it's been a long few days.

her brows furrow; she looks to the side. damon's right. she needs to be on vervain. ]

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2013-02-26 05:50 am UTC (link)
You should get her on it before she leaves the apartment. [ The running into Klaus thing doesn't need to be said. It's most likely inevitable at some point or other, but they'll just have to deal with that if and when it happens. ] Start with small amounts. A drop of vervain in her coffee. Some in her food. She might feel a little woozy at first, but she'll get used to it. [ He'll pass Ric a few bottles tomorrow and work at making a new batch later tonight. ]

Elena.

It's going to be okay.

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 06:10 am UTC (link)
[ she hears what he's saying. she understands it entirely. but mostly she's thinking about how jenna's unprotected, and what she was thinking amidst seeing bonnie and finding a new place... to not consider this more seriously. because she needs it. jenna needs it. elena's sure she would have given her some tomorrow morning, but...

it's possible she's still working through the reality of all this.

she looks at him when he says her name; he has her attention when he says it'll be okay. she nods, because that's what she does: say it's going to be okay. believe that it will.

she closes her parted lips.

then. ] It's not that easy. [ her gazes lifts to his. ] She's dead, Damon. She died. [ it's not about being a vampire, not entirely. it's about not having a future. ]

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2013-02-26 06:26 am UTC (link)
You helped her through her transition. She's alive. Here. [ He'd like to say how that's all that matters, but who knows what'll happen tomorrow or the day after that. But that's life, isn't it? Unpredictable. All kinds of sucky.

And it really isn't that easy. ]

We'll protect her. We'll keep her safe.

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 06:35 am UTC (link)
We can't keep her safe from anything. [ they hadn't. didn't. couldn't. the words aren't said without emotion, but they're also said with a detached kind of surety.

they can't protect her from klaus, from the wardens, from herself. ] There is no safe. [ she knows that. accepts that. she shakes her head at the very idea of it. he's right; there's no telling what will happen tomorrow or the next day. ]

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2013-02-26 07:28 am UTC (link)
You can't think like that.

There's right now. [ She can have right now. With Jenna. With Alaric. ] You're safe right now.

[ He lets her see that he's standing across the street from her balcony. ] Now stop being a melodramatic muppet. I believe you've an underwear drawer to pack.

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 03:03 pm UTC (link)
[ she's not sure if she even believes that. right now is relative; she's in her apartment safe and sound. jenna's here with her and no one can touch them. wants to touch them. maybe she can't think like that, but right now she's wondering if thinking like that is the only way to survive.

there's recognition in her gaze at the scenery around him, the fact that he showed her isn't lost on her. he's here. ] You could help me. [ her expression lightens only enough to account for snark. ] For everything else but my underwear.

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2013-02-26 03:15 pm UTC (link)
[ He lets out a slight pout at that. He would have much preferred handling that one particular drawer alone. But he's there. On her balcony. In two seconds flat. ]

Knock, knock.

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 03:31 pm UTC (link)
[ she's sure he would. she sighs at the sound of his voice - much closer - and gets up in no rush. pulls her headset out of her ear and leaves it on her bed on the way. she looks at him once, through the thin curtains before she works at opening the doors, gives them a nudge open.

(the thing is, she's not unsure. she just wants, and fine, maybe she is a little something she can't put her finger on. (not awkward, not nervous, not giddy, not anything most people in love might be, at least not at any one time.) not about him, or around him, but because of him. she feels herself relax with him, and that's the most something of all.) ] Come in.

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2013-02-26 04:03 pm UTC (link)
[ Funny how two little words like 'come in' can mean so much to a vampire. But pfft, get over it. Elena Gilbert's moving out of the apartment the very next day so this means nothing.

He slides the door all the way open, moves the curtain off to the side and steps inside. The very first thing he does it to get Mister Teddy Junior out of the box, and the second is all kinds of predictable too. He hops onto Elena's bed and gets comfy. ]

A little cramped. [ He looks around. ] Tell me you'll be getting a bigger room.

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[info]matter
2013-02-26 04:19 pm UTC (link)
[ it doesn't mean what it could have meant. elena's blank-faced watching him walk in, barely betraying any emotion she may or may not have, seeing him, seeing him with the backdrop of her things, on her bed.

he does make it easy though, being predictable. (this isn't relaxing at all. for reasons. or just too familiar.) ] It doesn't need it to fit my ego, unlike some people I know.

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2013-03-06 01:47 pm UTC (link)
[ Damon's just going to smirk at that. So not going to deny having an ego the size of... something, something. ]

Where's Jenny? [ Getting people's names wrong on purpose since forever and a day. ]

Don't I get to say hello? [ He tilts his head, looks to the side and whispers: ] Hello, newbie vamp...

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2013-03-06 02:34 pm UTC (link)
[ so giving him a look for purposely getting jenna's name wrong. elena grabs a small pile of bottoms on her dresser and moves to the box at the foot of her bed, tucks them inside. ] She's refreshening up. I'm sure when she hears you she'll coming rushing in. [ that's not even snarky. it's true. ]

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2013-03-06 02:41 pm UTC (link)
Mm. Can't wait. [ Damon smiles and rests his chin on Mister Teddy's itty bitty shoulder. ]

Planning on leaving anything behind?

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[info]matter
2013-03-06 02:50 pm UTC (link)
[ ANOTHER SUCH A LOOK. stop thinking about her underwear, damon. she turns around, heads back to her dresser to open another drawer. ] Nothing for you. [ btw: ] This isn't 'helping,' you know.

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2013-03-06 10:40 pm UTC (link)
Fine. [ He's standing next to her now and starts looking at what she's put in one of the boxes. Prepare for all the changes ever. Nothing here is done in the right way according to Damon Salvatore. And there is a rigt way for folding clothes into a box; even if it's a temporary stay, but especially if it's going into a brand new drawer tomorrow. ] Nngh. [ He's thinking about how these are going to get so wrinkled by morning. Damon takes a pile out and places it off to the side before staring at what else is placed in with the clothes. ]

Make up your mind, Elena. Books stay with the books. Undies stay with the delicates...

Some things don't belong here.[ He holds up a pair of jeans and a pair of sunnies. ]

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2013-03-09 04:56 pm UTC (link)
[ aaaaand with that she reaches forward to grab the jeans and sunglasses. ] I have stuff, and not a lot of boxes to put them in. [ that's why she's stepping forward into him and rolling the jeans up to place back in the box. she gives him a look picking the dislodged pile up and putting it back. the sunglasses are placed at the top.

she's looking away, flipping the arms of a shirt back into the box's confines. it's quiet, and it bothers. (the thoughts that could be heard now have a stage. elena usually equates that to damon's presence and fault.)

so. ] You saw Klaus the other day. [ she looks at him. ] Is that where you were?

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2013-03-11 07:26 am UTC (link)
[ He stops going through another one of her boxes and sorts of makes a face before going back to rearranging some of her things. ]

This is heavy. You should label it. That way you won't have to strain your back in the morning. [ He reaches for a sharpie: writes 'not for Elena's dainty fingers' on the box before he lifts it up and puts it off to the side. ]

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[info]matter
2013-03-11 01:02 pm UTC (link)
Damon, I'm serious. [ she reaches, her hand resting on his arm and fingers curling gently around it; moves herself into his space before he can turn away from her.

she cares. something could, would, probably did go drastically wrong.

(maybe it's because he was gone the whole day, and now that could make sense.) ]

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2013-03-11 02:22 pm UTC (link)
[ He stops rearranging her things, turns to look at her. He'd messed up. Big time. She was right to have yelled at him that morning. ] We had a little... chat. Klaus reminded me of the many reasons why I shouldn't screw with him. [ He tilts his head to the side. ]

I shouldn't have done what I did.

It was an idiot move. He could have hurt you.

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2013-03-11 03:06 pm UTC (link)
[ she knows what 'chat' means. she can guess. she leans back only slightly, slightly enough to look over his body and back up again.

she doesn't say anything for a long moment, her lips closed into a soft line, only twisted just so by concern and worry and how she hadn't wanted to be right. and just a little bit of grudging, warring acceptance, just a little bit of being touched because it's him protecting her.

(it's not about protecting her; it's for everyone.) she pulls her hand away to move hair already tucked behind her ear, but doesn't move out of his way. ] He hurt you. [ she says it because it's true, because saying it might confirm it. her hand slows as she begins to drop it. she nearly reaches to touch his shoulder. still might. ]

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2013-03-11 03:20 pm UTC (link)
[ He watches her reaction. The concern, the worry -- it never fails to confuse him at first. He used to mistake it for pity. (Like the way he thought Stefan and Elena looked at him after they'd discovered that Katherine wasn't in the tomb.)

But he's slowly learning to let himself accept it for what it is. Except... ] I don't get hurt. [ There's that big old lie again. ]

Wounded? Maybe a little. [ He lifts his shirt up and shows Elena the slow healing scar on his stomach. ] Deservedly stabbed by Barbie Klaus. [ He's not entirely sure why he's telling her this. It's not like she'll make the boo boo go away. More like she'll give him a look that says: 'you asked for it. you deserved it. you're a dummy.' It's what he expects. What he needs maybe. ]

She sucks.

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2013-03-11 04:02 pm UTC (link)
[ she's withstood his confusion, learned to weather the awe that eventually followed. maybe it's the only way not to fall into it; elena knows how she feels, what she feels and how she chooses those feelings.

she doesn't correct him, but her eyes fly up to his; her head tilts. (they know better, but that's not her point. her point is why he'd be saying it now.) her hand hovers over his shoulder, collides with and moves down his arm. she's not entirely sure why he's showing her this either. she pulls in a breath, closes her parted lips at the sight of the angry, jagged scar.

(it wasn't a clean cut. it was painful - ) she shifts on her feet, closer, and her hand touches his fingers over his shirt. moves down to trace above the wound. ] Damon...

[ it was stupid. it was stupid and he got hurt. by rebekah. (she regards their alliance for a second.) she doubts his run-in with klaus helped.

she lets her eyes lift to meet his.

she's angry, and it's not entirely with him.

not much with him at all. ]

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2013-03-11 05:11 pm UTC (link)
[ He'd expected the anger being directed at him, but the whole touching his wound thing is making him all slightly confused again. Damon had sucked in a breath the moment her finger grazed his skin. It's only when he glances down at her hand that he realizes he'd been holding his breath. What even. He looks back up at her; meets her gaze and is all too aware that they're standing only inches apart from each other.

It's unfair. The bed, the walls, the desk. Her lips. It's like they're all screaming for attention in his head. He knows it's only what he imagines, but he can't take it. He takes a sudden step back, trips over a box on the floor and lands flat on his back.

Clumsy, clumsy.

Now let's scratch the part where Rebekah sucks because she doesn't. Elena sucks and he hurts. ]

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