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Obi-Wan Kenobi (master_kenobi) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2013-09-09 09:50:00

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obi-wan kenobi, siri tachi

[Voice; locked to Siri Tachi]
I... would like to talk. About things.

......Are you free?

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master_kenobi
2013-09-10 08:39 am UTC (link)

[He expected he would need to reciprocate, that if he asked to answer that question, he would have to answer as well. But now she's practically making him look at her while he does it and he's not sure that's fair when he's supposed to form coherent words and were her eyes always that blue?]

I...

[Danger. Danger. Danger. Stop, he insists. Stop. There's so much overwhelming his senses from within and without. Is it supposed to feel like that? Danger.]

Of course, I...

[Of course he feels the same way. He always has. She must feel that rolling off of him in waves every time she draws this close. Every time she touches his face - how can she do that so casually? - or her fingertips brush against his hand. She must know, but if he can't say it, he's going to disappoint her. Danger. This is a dangerous road. Stop!]

Siri...you're...

[And then, impulsively - recklessly, even, with that warning still buzzing at the back of his mind - as he finds that the words won't come, he leans in and presses a kiss to her lips.]

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 05:54 pm UTC (link)

[Oh... He’s... He’s kissing her. This isn’t... she hadn’t... It’s such a stupid little reaction, but she gasps softly against his lips. Because she had never let herself think about this, what it might be like. Not since they came to their agreement. And now that it’s happening, it’s so much... more. Her heart is pounding, and she’s sure he has to be able to feel it, to feel what this simple gesture of his is doing to her. She’s kissing him back, slowly, raptly, like this moment is a dream and if she’s not careful, if she’s not gentle it’ll dissolve under her hands.]

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master_kenobi
2013-09-10 06:31 pm UTC (link)

[He doesn't know what he was expecting and if asked to describe what he's feeling now...he can't. It's something he's wanted to do on some level since he was sixteen and it's dizzying. And after briefly losing himself in that sensation - indescribable, like an explosion of pleasurable white noise in his brain and up his spine and turning over in his stomach - he begins to surface and draws back, though not far back - not more than an inch - murmuring an apology that he's not sure is warranted, but he figures it's better safe than sorry when you may or may not have grossly overstepped your bounds with someone. Though she hasn't pushed him off of her and thrown him out of her room, so that is, he supposes, a good sign.]

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 07:09 pm UTC (link)

[His murmured apology only makes her smile all the brighter, and all the more fond; and her smile is already lighting up her face and making her eyes sparkle. She’s looking at him a little bit like he’s something wondrous.]

You don’t have anything to apologise for.

[There’s fond amusement in her voice, because she’s said it more than once since their arrival in the Land of Make Believe. And because only he would apologise for kissing her. It was her turn, then, to close what little space there was between them and lean forward, kissing him gently. Because she knows him; knows he could very well be thinking she was only just going to let him down easily. But mostly because she wants to. And because she can, now.]

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master_kenobi
2013-09-10 07:31 pm UTC (link)

[Oh. Okay. Well. Good. So not offended, then. Relief. Also desire. The sort that burns low in his stomach and sears through his heart. Arousal: something he's controlled in the past but is impossible not to feel through this. He's acutely aware of every bit of her touch: her fingers at his neck, her body pressed close. He lifts a hand, tangling his fingers in her hair. It's soft. More so than he's expecting.]

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 08:00 pm UTC (link)

[As he’s aware of her touch, so she’s aware of his. This close, with this much contact between them, she can sense everything he’s feeling. And she knows he can do the same. There’s always been desire and arousal when it comes to him, it’s always been him; but she had been able to ignore it, hide it, bury it. Control it. Not now. Not feeling the same emotions from him; now it burns, making her breathless. And then he tangles his fingers in her hair, and she shivers.]

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master_kenobi
2013-09-10 11:16 pm UTC (link)

[He wouldn't be sure if that reaction was good or bad if he couldn't feel her emotions, so much stronger than he's ever noticed before. But that's control. Jedi control, that they all learn from a young age. Gone in the moment. Dismissed. Her emotions spill into his and he doesn't know which one of them is feeling what, but the emotions feed off of each other, increasing so much that he thinks his heart is going to burst. He presses more tightly against her, like he can't even help it, then after a moment draws back again, only very slightly farther than the last time, his voice coming in barely more than a whisper. He feels short of breath.]

That...was nothing like I'd anticipated.

[And he had, in his youth and very briefly, wondered once or twice what it would be like to kiss her. Her, specifically.]

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-11 07:49 pm UTC (link)

[She’s never felt anything like that before, their emotions feeding and building off each other, in such a chaotic mixture that she has no idea where hers end and his begins or even what emotions belong to who anymore. With anyone else it would have been terrifying, feeling them so strongly, being so... uncontrolled. But she knows him, has always known him. Not like this, though. Never like this. She feels the loss of him pressing against her so very keenly, even through the chaotic mix of their emotions. She exhales something that might be a breathless laugh, her fingertips ghosting over the side of his face, tracing a gentle line from his brow down his cheek. She feels unsteady and giddy as she looks at him, her voice just as soft as his.]

No. No, it was not.

[He wasn’t alone in his brief wonderings. Not at all.]

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master_kenobi
2013-09-11 08:19 pm UTC (link)

[She's touching his face again like it's no big deal. How does she do that? How? The look on her face elicits a soft smile from him. He still feels breathless. He still feels lightheaded. He feels...uncertain where to put his hands because she's practically naked and that's both distracting and daunting.]

I, um...I should...

[But he doesn't really want to. Maybe...once more. If she's amenable. He presses close again and captures her lips with his.]

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-12 03:40 am UTC (link)

[If she had trouble with touching him before... it’s only going to be worse, now. The stupid, frivolous little touches that are half-instinctual already are only going to become easier. Her answering smile is so very fond, her blue eyes bright.

That he’s been the one to kiss her, not just once, but twice, in a short span of time, is a surprise. But it’s a pleasant one. And she doesn’t mind at all. Her hands curl gently into his hair as he presses closer, as she kisses him back. It elicits just as much awe in her as their first and second.]

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master_kenobi
2013-09-12 07:53 am UTC (link)

[When he does pull back again, he hesitates for a moment, then, reluctantly, steps back. Maybe they have catching up to do, but it's almost time for Ani's lesson, so they'll have to pick it up when he can dedicate more time.

But he's not sure what the etiquette is for an encounter like this, so he lingers a moment, uncertain.]

I... I really do have to... [He gestures towards the door.] Not that I don't want to... [He gestures awkwardly towards her.] ...It's just...

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	neverlosefocus 2013-09-12 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	[Her smile is as bright as skyfire, and she crosses the space between them in a step, cradling his head in her hands as she kisses him one more time. When she finally breaks the kiss, her thumbs brush lightly across his skin.] Go, Obi-Wan. I’m not going anywhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

master_kenobi
2013-09-12 06:43 pm UTC (link)

[He certainly hopes not and, while it's hard to say that for sure in this place, it still gets a smile out of him. He backs up a couple of steps, still holding her gaze until he nearly trips on the coffee table, then turns to go. He gets just out the door when he pokes his head back around the frame.]

I glad we cleared that up. [There's a hint of a cheeky smile on his face as he says it, then he ducks out and heads back to his room.]

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