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Obi-Wan Kenobi ([info]master_kenobi) wrote in [info]makebelievecomm,
@ 2013-09-09 09:50:00

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Entry tags:obi-wan kenobi, siri tachi

[Voice; locked to Siri Tachi]
I... would like to talk. About things.




......Are you free?


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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 05:45 pm UTC (link)
Of course.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 05:47 pm UTC (link)
I would prefer to speak in person. Are you in your room?

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 06:07 pm UTC (link)
I just got back. My door is open.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 06:29 pm UTC (link)
[He doesn't answer further on the comms; instead he heads next door, tapping on the frame as he opens it, reaching out mentally to keep from startling her.]

Siri?

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 06:59 pm UTC (link)
Hello, Obi-Wan

[She comes out of the bathroom towelling intently at her hair, still wearing her swimsuit and smelling of chlorine. She smiles fondly at him.]

Make yourself comfortable.

[She suspects, from the way that he had sounded, what he wants to talk about. And there could only be one thing that he would refer to as vaguely as ‘things’.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 09:21 pm UTC (link)
[His eyes stray for a brief moment before he realizes and brings them up, with some small amount of embarrasment, to her face.]

Unlikely, actually.

[So he'll stay standing. It's easier to fidget. And she's still on her feet too.]

I wanted to,um...to ask you something."

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 09:38 pm UTC (link)
[That brief moment his eyes stray stills her hands in surprise. Oh. That was... That was... She lets out a quiet little breath, her smile surprisingly shy; incredibly so, for her.]

You can ask me anything.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 10:02 pm UTC (link)
[Why do they always have these conversations when she's in a distracting state of undress? And is he only even asking himself that to avoid thinking to hard about what he wants to ask her?]

[He clears his throat.]

I, um...I was wondering. When we agreed to acknowledge our...attachment. What sort of a direction did you picture that going in?

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 10:18 pm UTC (link)
[She shoves her damp hair back off her face, the towel suddenly awkward in her hands and she tosses it over the back of a chair. It’s one of those rare occasions when she’s not quite sure what to say; if she’s honest with him, with herself, and him... she thinks she might very well scare him away. She knows how much outside his comfort zone he is. She won’t rush him.]

I think...

[She walks across the space between them, reaching out and taking his hand in hers. Her smile is crooked.]

I think that might be more that you’re... ready for, right now.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 10:54 pm UTC (link)
I'm not talking about what I am or am not 'ready' for. I want to know where we're going.

I'm... I'm not looking at the timeline; I'm looking at the desired result.

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 11:09 pm UTC (link)
What I... want is... [her voice fails her for a moment, because talking about this, really talking about this, is something new.] My... ‘desired result’ is to see what this could be. What happens if we choose... more. [‘I want you’ are the words she doesn’t say. Can’t say.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 11:22 pm UTC (link)
More...than friendship? [Their friendship has been strained, in some ways, for a long time. Strained since the cave by the burden of trying to maintain it without ever overstepping the boundaries they'd agree to. To the point that, once they decided to remove the boundaries, they still seemed afraid to step past the invisible point where they once stood.] I...I just want to be sure I understand correctly.

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-09 11:26 pm UTC (link)
[Her answering smile is fond. She nods once. Decisively. Her eyes meeting his. The choice is made, the step taken.] Yes.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-09 11:53 pm UTC (link)
[A small smile, directed at his feet, is both pleased and relieved.]

I'm... that's... good. Thank you.

[He looks up, at her, looks like he's about to say something, then stops and looks down again.]

I'm glad. [Because he is. That voice is still there. Master Yoda and Master Windu and even Qui-Gon... Danger. Danger. But he's also glad, because part of him has wanted that to be the answer for twenty years.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 12:04 am UTC (link)
[And she’s stepping even closer, because now that it’s been said, now that she’s answered his question it seems... right. Maybe it’s bravery. Maybe it’s recklessness. Maybe it’s love something else. But she’s stepping closer and brushing her fingertips against his cheek before cupping his face gently.]

What about you?

[She thinks – hopes – that he wants the same, but she needs to hear it aloud.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-10 08:39 am UTC (link)
[He expected he would need to reciprocate, that if he asked to answer that question, he would have to answer as well. But now she's practically making him look at her while he does it and he's not sure that's fair when he's supposed to form coherent words and were her eyes always that blue?]

I...

[Danger. Danger. Danger. Stop, he insists. Stop. There's so much overwhelming his senses from within and without. Is it supposed to feel like that? Danger.]

Of course, I...

[Of course he feels the same way. He always has. She must feel that rolling off of him in waves every time she draws this close. Every time she touches his face - how can she do that so casually? - or her fingertips brush against his hand. She must know, but if he can't say it, he's going to disappoint her. Danger. This is a dangerous road. Stop!]

Siri...you're...

[And then, impulsively - recklessly, even, with that warning still buzzing at the back of his mind - as he finds that the words won't come, he leans in and presses a kiss to her lips.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 05:54 pm UTC (link)
[Oh... He’s... He’s kissing her. This isn’t... she hadn’t... It’s such a stupid little reaction, but she gasps softly against his lips. Because she had never let herself think about this, what it might be like. Not since they came to their agreement. And now that it’s happening, it’s so much... more. Her heart is pounding, and she’s sure he has to be able to feel it, to feel what this simple gesture of his is doing to her. She’s kissing him back, slowly, raptly, like this moment is a dream and if she’s not careful, if she’s not gentle it’ll dissolve under her hands.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-10 06:31 pm UTC (link)
[He doesn't know what he was expecting and if asked to describe what he's feeling now...he can't. It's something he's wanted to do on some level since he was sixteen and it's dizzying. And after briefly losing himself in that sensation - indescribable, like an explosion of pleasurable white noise in his brain and up his spine and turning over in his stomach - he begins to surface and draws back, though not far back - not more than an inch - murmuring an apology that he's not sure is warranted, but he figures it's better safe than sorry when you may or may not have grossly overstepped your bounds with someone. Though she hasn't pushed him off of her and thrown him out of her room, so that is, he supposes, a good sign.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 07:09 pm UTC (link)
[His murmured apology only makes her smile all the brighter, and all the more fond; and her smile is already lighting up her face and making her eyes sparkle. She’s looking at him a little bit like he’s something wondrous.]

You don’t have anything to apologise for.

[There’s fond amusement in her voice, because she’s said it more than once since their arrival in the Land of Make Believe. And because only he would apologise for kissing her. It was her turn, then, to close what little space there was between them and lean forward, kissing him gently. Because she knows him; knows he could very well be thinking she was only just going to let him down easily. But mostly because she wants to. And because she can, now.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-10 07:31 pm UTC (link)
[Oh. Okay. Well. Good. So not offended, then. Relief. Also desire. The sort that burns low in his stomach and sears through his heart. Arousal: something he's controlled in the past but is impossible not to feel through this. He's acutely aware of every bit of her touch: her fingers at his neck, her body pressed close. He lifts a hand, tangling his fingers in her hair. It's soft. More so than he's expecting.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-10 08:00 pm UTC (link)
[As he’s aware of her touch, so she’s aware of his. This close, with this much contact between them, she can sense everything he’s feeling. And she knows he can do the same. There’s always been desire and arousal when it comes to him, it’s always been him; but she had been able to ignore it, hide it, bury it. Control it. Not now. Not feeling the same emotions from him; now it burns, making her breathless. And then he tangles his fingers in her hair, and she shivers.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-10 11:16 pm UTC (link)
[He wouldn't be sure if that reaction was good or bad if he couldn't feel her emotions, so much stronger than he's ever noticed before. But that's control. Jedi control, that they all learn from a young age. Gone in the moment. Dismissed. Her emotions spill into his and he doesn't know which one of them is feeling what, but the emotions feed off of each other, increasing so much that he thinks his heart is going to burst. He presses more tightly against her, like he can't even help it, then after a moment draws back again, only very slightly farther than the last time, his voice coming in barely more than a whisper. He feels short of breath.]

That...was nothing like I'd anticipated.

[And he had, in his youth and very briefly, wondered once or twice what it would be like to kiss her. Her, specifically.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-11 07:49 pm UTC (link)
[She’s never felt anything like that before, their emotions feeding and building off each other, in such a chaotic mixture that she has no idea where hers end and his begins or even what emotions belong to who anymore. With anyone else it would have been terrifying, feeling them so strongly, being so... uncontrolled. But she knows him, has always known him. Not like this, though. Never like this. She feels the loss of him pressing against her so very keenly, even through the chaotic mix of their emotions. She exhales something that might be a breathless laugh, her fingertips ghosting over the side of his face, tracing a gentle line from his brow down his cheek. She feels unsteady and giddy as she looks at him, her voice just as soft as his.]

No. No, it was not.

[He wasn’t alone in his brief wonderings. Not at all.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-11 08:19 pm UTC (link)
[She's touching his face again like it's no big deal. How does she do that? How? The look on her face elicits a soft smile from him. He still feels breathless. He still feels lightheaded. He feels...uncertain where to put his hands because she's practically naked and that's both distracting and daunting.]

I, um...I should...

[But he doesn't really want to. Maybe...once more. If she's amenable. He presses close again and captures her lips with his.]

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-12 03:40 am UTC (link)
[If she had trouble with touching him before... it’s only going to be worse, now. The stupid, frivolous little touches that are half-instinctual already are only going to become easier. Her answering smile is so very fond, her blue eyes bright.

That he’s been the one to kiss her, not just once, but twice, in a short span of time, is a surprise. But it’s a pleasant one. And she doesn’t mind at all. Her hands curl gently into his hair as he presses closer, as she kisses him back. It elicits just as much awe in her as their first and second.]

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-12 07:53 am UTC (link)
[When he does pull back again, he hesitates for a moment, then, reluctantly, steps back. Maybe they have catching up to do, but it's almost time for Ani's lesson, so they'll have to pick it up when he can dedicate more time.

But he's not sure what the etiquette is for an encounter like this, so he lingers a moment, uncertain.]

I... I really do have to... [He gestures towards the door.] Not that I don't want to... [He gestures awkwardly towards her.] ...It's just...

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[info]neverlosefocus
2013-09-12 06:27 pm UTC (link)
[Her smile is as bright as skyfire, and she crosses the space between them in a step, cradling his head in her hands as she kisses him one more time. When she finally breaks the kiss, her thumbs brush lightly across his skin.]

Go, Obi-Wan. I’m not going anywhere.

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[info]master_kenobi
2013-09-12 06:43 pm UTC (link)
[He certainly hopes not and, while it's hard to say that for sure in this place, it still gets a smile out of him. He backs up a couple of steps, still holding her gaze until he nearly trips on the coffee table, then turns to go. He gets just out the door when he pokes his head back around the frame.]

I glad we cleared that up. [There's a hint of a cheeky smile on his face as he says it, then he ducks out and heads back to his room.]

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