Bucky Barnes (notzimniysoldat) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2019-08-04 17:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !log, ~2019 august, ~25 points, ~~bucky barnes (notzimniysoldat), ~~molly walker (knowswhereulive) |
WHO Bucky & Molly Barnes
WHAT Someone's back
WHEN Sunday afternoon
WHERE The park
WARNINGS Spoilers for Endgame, maybe some feels
STATUS Closed | Incomplete gdoc
After the funeral, Bucky had moved over towards the water. He felt out of place mourning the loss of a man who had hated him, and for good reason. Still, he could recognize how great of a sacrifice Stark had made and was selfishly grateful that Steve hadn't had to make it himself. That didn't mean he was comfortable standing near Parker or Mrs Stark, especially when they'd lost Natasha, too. Better to mourn privately, so he found a spot away from the others and just reflected on the life he had in front of him.
Without realizing it, memories of Madison Valley filtered through his mind. The landscape had changed in front of him from the lake near the Stark family home to the river in his second home. His thoughts went from trying to figure out if he was alright with the idea of sharing Steve with Sam and questioning just how deep those feelings ran to thinking about how much he'd been affecting his family without intending to. About how his depression had just spiraled down so hard and fast that he'd pushed everyone away. He wondered about how he could ever be good enough for Kara when this was going to be his life. There was going to be some danger, some threat, and then it would be a problem. It was that thought that had him realizing he wasn't in upstate New York anymore and he blinked before he looked around at his surroundings.
"Huh."