Sinéad Ní Shúilleabháin (![]() ![]() @ 2013-11-16 22:06:00 |
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Entry tags: | !log, !open, ~2013 november, ~40 points, ~~sinead o'sullivan (nishuilleabhain) |
WHO: Sinéad Ní Shúilleabháin and OPEN
WHAT: Exploring a new place
WHEN: Saturday
WHERE: A little cafe
STATUS: Open/Ongoing
WARNINGS: Possible talk of death/war, TBD
Sinéad was still in subtle sort of shock to find herself eighty years in the future. Everything around her seemed to confirm what they had said, but in her mind and in her heart it was just one more strange and terrible thing that had happened, and she wasn't quite sure how to process it all. When did it become too much?
It had only been a little more than a week since Teddy had come to her and told her about Damien's death. Teddy, who she'd known since he was just a lad. They'd grown up together, as near everyone in Clonakilty had, and she'd always been fond of him. He'd been a good man. And through the War of Independence, he'd been a hero, even. But then he'd decided to follow Collins and join the Free State Army. The Free State! Could anything have been more of a joke? It was little more than repackaged Home Rule, being celebrated as if it were something special and new. After everything they'd lost, after everyone who'd died, Collins had left them right they'd been to start with! And the six counties in the North, lost to the Orange forces that had the Tories by their balls. And they expected them just to take it lying down? England never seemed to run out of ways to insult the intelligence of the Irish. And Teddy had taken this tepid attempt at fooling them to heart, and had taken a position in the Free State Army. She and Damien hadn't. That wasn't what they'd fought for, and it wasn't what Mícheál had died for.
She never thought she'd hate Teddy O'Donovan, but she'd never hated a man more than when he came and told her that he'd personally ordered the firing squad to fire on his own brother. And the love of her life. She'd lost so much in the past few years, and Damien was the final, and nearly fatal blow. She knew she was strong. She'd always been strong, but just for once, she wanted to be happy too. And that didn't seem that it was going to be happening any time soon.
This morning, she'd gotten up early - not having been able to sleep well in the new place with all its strange sounds - and made her way out to the streets. There were so many autombiles here! They had them back home, of course they did, but they weren't so fast and there weren't so many. She was extra cautious at the crossings, certain she was to be mowed down by the things the second she stepped into the world. Wouldn't that be a grand way to go, after all the danger she'd been in?
After an hour's walking, she reached a little café that advertised breakfast specials, and stepped inside. It was quaintly decorated, and felt almost familiar to Sinéad as she smiled at the woman who greeted her and requested a table for one. It would always be for one now. Tears filled her eyes, but she pushed them back, concentrating instead on the menu. At least the food was rather normal, and nothing overly strange. Eggs, bacon, biscuits (she assumed they meant biscuits in the American sense, otherwise that would be terribly odd). She gazed out the window, not hearing at first when the person at the table next to her asked for the jelly that was on her table but not on theirs.
"Oh, pardon me," she said when their words registered, and she smiled slightly, handing them the jelly. "It's a strange place here, isn't it?"