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Emma Carstairs ([info]alsoflexible) wrote in [info]madisonvalley,
@ 2020-02-16 19:35:00

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Entry tags:!network, !open, ~10 points, ~2020 february, ~~chloe price (backtalker), ~~emma carstairs (alsoflexible), ~~fili (eldestdurin), ~~nico minoru (gothwitch), ~~usagi tsukino (moon_tiara), ~~~~ allison argent (nousprotgeons)

I'd like to apologize to everyone I was unintentionally cold or rude to for the past few months. You were all right: I wasn't myself.

I'm better now.



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[info]guy_inthe_chair
2020-02-17 05:11 am UTC (link)
Are you okay? I mean, I'm glad you're better, but are you okay?

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 05:13 am UTC (link)
It's been...overwhelming. I'd forgotten how exhausting it is to feel.

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[info]guy_inthe_chair
2020-02-17 05:15 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I can kind of understand that. Does that mean you like, feel all the times now? Like 100%?

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 06:40 am UTC (link)
Yeah. There was a block on my emotions, but...it's gone now. So I'm back to being me, 100%

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[info]guy_inthe_chair
2020-02-18 04:01 am UTC (link)
Are you up to celebrating? I could bring over cake or something.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 05:22 am UTC (link)
Not now, I'm still trying to get my head together. Next weekend?

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[info]guy_inthe_chair
2020-02-19 05:25 am UTC (link)
Yeah, sure. Whenever is good. Just let me know

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[info]jones_drjones
2020-02-17 05:12 am UTC (link)
You are? That's brilliant! I'm so happy for you and Julian!

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 05:14 am UTC (link)
Thanks, Martha. Julian told me how much help and support you've given him. I really appreciate that, since I wasn't there for him.

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[info]jones_drjones
2020-02-17 05:17 am UTC (link)
I'm just happen to hear you're back and things are the way they should be. Now maybe you two can be happy, yeah?

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 06:41 am UTC (link)
Happier. There's still the curse to deal with.

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[info]jones_drjones
2020-02-18 04:02 am UTC (link)
The curse is still there? Can't you two catch a break? Suppose I'll keep poking around then to see if there isn't something about fixing that.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 05:25 am UTC (link)
As far as I know, yeah. It's hard to tell 'cause it hasn't activated yet, but it's not really something we want to risk.

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[info]jones_drjones
2020-02-19 05:25 am UTC (link)
Totally get that. I agree with you too. Still, I'll keep my eyes open. You two deserve to be together

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-19 07:38 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Martha. You've already been an incredible help. Please let us know if you ever need anything.

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[info]nousprotgeons
2020-02-17 02:19 pm UTC (link)
I'm really glad you're okay.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 04:43 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Allison.

I'm really sorry about Chris. I wish he could've known that I'm okay now. I know how guilty he felt.

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[info]nousprotgeons
2020-02-17 07:33 pm UTC (link)
Of course.

Thanks.. I know he really wanted to help you out and was sorry he couldn't.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 10:49 pm UTC (link)
It worked out in the end.

You wanna do something?

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[info]nousprotgeons
2020-02-18 12:38 am UTC (link)
Yeah. You pick.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 05:25 am UTC (link)
Let's work out at the gym.

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[info]nousprotgeons
2020-02-18 02:22 pm UTC (link)
Okay. I'll meet you there.

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[info]moon_tiara
2020-02-17 03:09 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad to hear it.

How are you doing?

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 04:44 pm UTC (link)
I...don't know. I just...have so much going right now I can't really process it all.

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[info]moon_tiara
2020-02-17 05:48 pm UTC (link)
I can only imagine. Dealing with so many emotions all at once must be difficult to deal with.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 06:33 pm UTC (link)
It's a readjustment.

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[info]moon_tiara
2020-02-17 06:55 pm UTC (link)
I bet. I hope you feel better soon.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 10:49 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Usagi. And thanks for being there for Julian.

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[info]moon_tiara
2020-02-18 08:46 pm UTC (link)
Of course.

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[info]backtalker
2020-02-17 03:10 pm UTC (link)
I had wondered but wasn't sure.

Glad you're better, at least.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 04:44 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Chloe. That girl you met wasn't really me. I'm really more exciting.

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[info]backtalker
2020-02-17 05:49 pm UTC (link)
You were a bit dull. But since I didn't know you before then, I couldn't have known something was off.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 06:33 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, I wouldn't have expected you to. But a lot of people who did know me told me something was off. I should've listened to them earlier.

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[info]backtalker
2020-02-17 06:56 pm UTC (link)
That was actually the thing that made me wonder. The fact that you didn't care your friends were worried about you.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 10:49 pm UTC (link)
There were definitely a lot of things wrong with me.

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[info]backtalker
2020-02-18 08:47 pm UTC (link)
So what happened anyway? If you don't mind telling me, that is.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 08:58 pm UTC (link)
My friend tried to take away a curse that was on me. It didn't work as expected and took away my feelings instead.

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[info]gothwitch
2020-02-17 07:47 pm UTC (link)
Really glad to hear you're okay.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-17 10:50 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Nico. It's a little overwhelming right now but I'm glad to be back to being me.

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[info]gothwitch
2020-02-18 06:40 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad you're feeling like yourself again.

If you need to talk or anything, I'm around.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 08:59 pm UTC (link)
Thanks Nico. I think I'm going to just hit things for a bit until I settle down.

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[info]gothwitch
2020-02-20 01:20 am UTC (link)
Hitting things does help.

Maybe after things settle, we can hang out. If you want.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-20 06:49 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I'd like that.

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[info]eldestdurin
2020-02-18 02:38 am UTC (link)
Were you under a wizard's spell?

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 05:25 am UTC (link)
In a manner of speaking. A friend tried to break a curse that was on me and ended up taking away my feelings instead.

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[info]eldestdurin
2020-02-18 06:50 pm UTC (link)
That's horrible. I'm sorry you had to go through that!

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-18 09:03 pm UTC (link)
I think it was harder for the people around me. I wasn't a very good friend during that time.

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[info]eldestdurin
2020-02-19 02:56 am UTC (link)
I'm sure your friends are understanding and are glad you've been cured.

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[info]alsoflexible
2020-02-19 05:06 am UTC (link)
Yes, I"m lucky to have them

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