Hayden Devereaux (takethestage) wrote in light_of_may, @ 2009-06-26 10:36:00 |
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Entry tags: | 2009-06-06 |
A lot of Firsts
Who: Christian and Hayden
When: Evening
Where: Christian's
nsfw
Hayden arrived at the Danui house exactly at eight o'clock. She didn't want to get there early and annoy him, or risk running into Day and annoying him, but she also didn't want to get there too late and waste the night. So she got there at eight and parked in the driveway, grabbing her bag and trying not to rush to the door. She didn't want to feel like an overeager dork. But Christian was her boyfriend now! So maybe she was allowed to be a bit of a dork. Hayden licked her lips before she dug into her purse to grab her lip gloss. She dabbed a bit of the raspberry gloss over her lips before she dropped the glossy tube back into her bag and knocked.
Christian had spent most of the day pouting in his room. Ever since Day got home and things went from alright to bad to horrible. But the knock at the door did brighten his mood a bit and he was thankful he got his crying over to begin with. He took the stairs two at a time down to it and pulled the door open. "Day just left like a minute or two ago. Think you coulda timed it any more perfect?" he smiled.
Hayden beamed and then shrugged nonchalantly. "Probably not. I totally planned it that way." She stepped inside and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. "I was afraid if he was here he would decide to stay and 'hang out' with us instead." She refused to believe Day wanted to hang out with them, like he claimed the other day. He wanted to keep his eye on them for some reason... like they couldn't be trusted or something.
He smiled at her and nodded a little. "Well... I grabbed a whole bunch of random movies." Christian said. "They're upstairs, but if you wanna watch something different there are more movies on the DVD rack in my room." he was quick to say. Just in case she didn't like the few he'd picked out. "You sure you'd rather watch movies than go to that party?"
"I'd rather hang out with you than go to a party," Hayden corrected, starting off toward the stairs, since she knew where his room was. She liked that they were going to watch movies in his room, rather than in the living room or something. Though maybe he had planned on watching them down here... either way, she was going upstairs. "We can watch anything you want! I don't have any preference."
Christian smiled and followed her upstairs and into his room. He sifted through the movies that he'd laid out and finally settled on a comedy. Popping it into the player he grabbed the remote and looked back at Hayden. "Lights on or off?" he questioned.
"Off," she said after thinking it over for a moment. It might be more 'snuggly' if the lights were off and maybe Christian wouldn't be so self conscious about it. "Maybe you can come over to my house tomorrow or something. We could go swimming if you wanted." She thought maybe swimming would be enough to convince him, even if she wasn't all that into it. A part of her still felt like he was going to find reasons not to hang out with her, despite inviting her over tonight.
"We don't have to go swimming." he said, flicking the lights off. Christian knew that swimming most certainly wasn't Hayden's favorite thing in the world. "You've already been by a pool twice for me, I'm not going to force you into it again. I could come over though. We'll find something we can do I'm sure." he smiled, setting himself down on the bed beside her and pressing play on the remote.
Hayden smiled and nodded. "Okay." She was relieved she didn't have to swim again. It wasn't that she didn't like it, it just wasn't her favorite thing to do. Hayden reached down to pull off her sandals, letting them drop to the floor in front of his bed. She decided to get a bit more comfortable, so she scooted back onto his bed until she was sitting up against the headboard. And then she smiled and motioned at him to come sit next to her.
Christian was already barefooted, so he just shifted a bit and scooted back to sit beside her against the headboard. He bit his bottom lip and tilted his head enough to press a little kiss against her cheek. "Thanks for coming over." he smiled.
"Anytime! I like hanging out with you," Hayden said, smiling when he kissed her. She reached over for his hand, entwining their fingers together. She hoped he believed her when she said things like that. She knew he had a low opinion of himself, or low self confidence or something. "Maybe you can show me some of your drawings after the movie?"
"You wanna see them?" Christian asked, letting his voice take a bit softer tone since the movie was playing. Not that he really needed to since he and Hayden were alone. "I mean.. yeah, I'll show you some. I did a cool one today of Day. He went to that zombie movie thing to try and be an extra or whatever. So I drew him as a zombie."
"Yes, of course I want to see them." She laughed and squeezed his hands. "And I definitely want to see zombie Day." She still loved the one he had drawn of her in class. But then again, Hayden was totally bias about it. She wondered if Christian would draw her again, with her knowledge this time. "Do you think you'd ever draw me again?"
Christian turned his head to look at her when she asked him that. "I... I could if you wanted me to." he told her. "You mean like you... want to like model for me or whatever?" Wouldn't that be awesome? Her actually letting him draw her. Sitting there so he could put her figure on paper. "I'd like that." he smiled.
Hayden nodded, her eyes watching his face when he turned to look at her. "I think that would be really cool. I don't know if I would look very good as a zombie, but... I could do something. Or just let you draw me however you want to draw me. I mean, we don't have to do it tonight if you don't want to, but anytime you want. I really liked the one you did in art class."
There were plenty of ways he'd like to draw her. A few that probably shouldn't be mentioned out loud, so he kept those to himself. He smiled though and nodded. "We can do it to night. I mean... I can draw you tonight." Christian flushed a little at the fumbling of words and the double meaning that could have been heard. "Yeah. I'll draw you again." he smiled.
She smiled a touch at his words, knowing what it sounded like, but also knowing what he meant. Doing it was a big step... and one that made her nervous. Not that she hadn't thought about it. She supposed that passionate side of her was because of her element. At least that's what she was telling herself. Otherwise she was probably just a slut who hadn't had sex yet. And she preferred not to think that way. "That would be really cool... if we did tonight. I mean, if you're willing! I would love it though." And the movie was on, but she was preoccupied with looking at him. He had really pretty eyes.
Christian smiled at her again and nodded. "I'm willing." he said, still trying his best to calm that crimson color across his cheeks. No matter how innocent the words might have been meant, they always came out sounding so dirty. That or his mind was just in the gutter. The latter was perhaps much more likely. He turned his attention towards the television, but he kept finding himself stealing glances at Hayden as it played. Every few minutes, then every few seconds she'd catch his attention and he'd have to look or smile at the girl beside him. The one holding his hand and smelling so... pretty. If it was even possible to smell pretty. Somehow Hayden managed it.
Christian was going to draw her. How awesome was that? So awesome that Hayden had a hard time paying attention to the movie. Thankfully she didn't think it would take too long. Hopefully not anyway. The one thing that sucked about watching movies was that it was nearly two hours you couldn't be paying attention to the person beside you. But she caught him glancing at her from the corner of her eye and a few times she had to bite her lip to keep from smiling and making it obvious that she'd caught him. It made her feel good that he wanted to look at her and she was glad they were past the strange first part of their 'relationship'. Now it felt like she could spend time with him without him questioning why.
After a while, Christian ended up letting his head tilt and rest lightly against hers. Then a while after that, his arm snaked around her shoulders, completely inconspicuously of course, and he let his fingers lightly play with her arm, running tiny circles across the skin. Then he completely forgot about the movie and looked over at the girl, pressing a little kiss against her cheek and then another. Then he bit his bottom lip because he wanted to really kiss her but he was far too afraid to make that move.
Hayden leaned into him when he slipped his arm around her. And she smiled, flushing pleasantly when he kissed her cheek. Maybe he was as distracted as she was. Hayden looked up at him, wanting to kiss him back but instead she kissed his lips. Things felt so much nicer when they were lip to lip, compared to cheek kisses. And now that they were alone, without Day to watch, maybe Christian would be more comfortable with her.
Well, at least he didn't have to make a fool of himself and make the first move. Risk missing her mouth and getting her cheek again. He smiled against her lips and brought up his free hand to brush across her cheek, thumb kissing the curve of her cheekbone and fingertips lightly caressing her hair. Kissing was awesome. He'd spent sixteen years waiting for that first kiss and now that Christian had gotten it, he couldn't understand why he'd waited so damn long for it to happen.
She still had a hard time believing she was his first kiss. Because he seemed to have caught onto the whole thing pretty quickly. He was a good kisser, not as tentative and unsure as he had been when they were out by her pool. Hayden was a big fan of kissing. It was all she had ever done with her boyfriends in the past. Kissing at school, at football games, in cars, sometimes on the bed... but she didn't care if it went further than that. A good kiss made her toes curl, and that really nice heat pool in her stomach. It was why she loved doing it so much. Hayden tilted her head just enough to deepen the kiss as her hand came up to rest lightly on his shoulder. He smelled nice, and his lips were soft and she completely forgot there was a movie on.
Movie? What movie? At least that was how Christian felt about it. His brain had turned off of movie time and onto make out time. It was hard to focus on both, so the movie went out of his brain just as quickly as it had entered it. His hand slid away from her face and down over her shoulder and arm and then finally came to rest at her waist though he was wanting to move it again. Up to her chest or maybe down to her thigh. Both were places he'd always fantasized about the feel of, but again, he was far too terrified of making a wrong move, so his hand stayed there at the girl's waist. And at that point, she was deepening the kiss and his brain went completely ballistic. Fire welled within him. An odd feeling for the water elemental. He was warm and tingling all over and he couldn't even seem to put that internal fire out. His lips parted a bit and he let his tongue trail lightly over her lower lip before he pulled back enough to nip at the bit of flesh. She tasted like a little piece of heaven, if heaven had a taste. Christian was certain if it did it had to be similar to Hayden.
Wow, so yeah he definitely knew how to kiss. It was a special talent he had hidden from the female population, Hayden was certain. Because when he nipped at her lip, she shivered and felt that heat pool in other places of her body. Her hand slid up from his shoulder to his hair and Hayden suddenly understood all that 'teenage hormone' stuff. She suddenly wanted to do things to him, only she didn't know what those things were. Hayden leaned in again and flicked her tongue against his lower lip, seeking access into his mouth. She scooted a couple inches closer to him, eager for the body heat and physical contact.
She was moving closer to him! Oh god. What did that mean? Christian wasn't really sure. Part of him was completely terrified, the rest of him wanted to touch her and kiss her and hold onto her even more than he already was. When her tongue brushed against his bottom lip, he parted them. That's what she wanted right? She must have. At least he hoped that's what she was seeking with that little movement. The heat flooding through her body was rivaled by the heat coursing through his own and he couldn't seem to hold back that little sound that bubbled up from somewhere deep within him.
Hayden slipped her tongue into Christian's mouth, pleased by the warmth and the taste. Whenever a boy kissed her that way, if he didn't drool all over her, it tended to get her hot in so many places. She had a feeling kissing was the best kind of foreplay. She sunk into the kiss, allowing herself to stop thinking so much and to start feeling. The fire inside of her grew and she let it take over, guiding her as she shifted and straddled his lap, never breaking away from his mouth. Maybe he would freak out, maybe not, but Hayden couldn't suppress what she was feeling. They were just kissing. With clothes on. It wasn't that bad, and it felt really nice.
His breathing quickened noticeably when she moved to straddle his lap. His fingertips sliding up her thighs to her waist again. After a half a moment he pulled his lips back to look at her. Mouth slightly swollen from the kissing and eyes just a little wide, Christian studied her face and tried his best not to think about the fact that his really hot girlfriend was sitting on his lap and if anything should... well, if he rose to the occasion, she'd most certainly be the first to notice.
When he pulled back, Hayden opened her eyes and looked down at him, finding he was watching her. Had she done the wrong thing? Maybe she should have stayed next to him. Maybe this was weird for him, or uncomfortable. "Sorry," she breathed, her hands resting on his shoulders. "I don't... want to make you uneasy with... this." Oops. She went to slip off of him back onto the bed, her cheeks flushing a bit, partly from being turned on and partly from embarrassment. Christian wasn't like her other boyfriends and she would have to rein in a bit of her impulses with him.
"No... no, no, no." he said, shaking his head. God you stupid, stupid, stupid idiot. he thought to himself as he reached out for her again and pulled her back towards him, hoping she'd move back where she'd been. "I just... I don't... d-don't mind, really.. I just.. I've never had someone..." Christian bit his bottom lip and swallowed and tried that statement again. "I've never had a girl want to... do what you were d-doing."
She slipped back onto his lap, her eyes studying his face as she spoke. And then she smiled a touch and leaned down to kiss his lips softly. "I'm just sitting... I won't do anything you don't want me to, I promise. I just... wanted to be closer to you when you kiss me, and it's hard sitting like that." Hayden ran her hands through his hair. "Sometimes I do stuff without thinking, so if I ever do that and it bugs you, just tell me."
Hard. Great word for her to use. Christian swallowed and nodded a little. "It doesn't bug me I just... don't... d-don't want to do something wrong... or something." he explained. It wasn't what she was doing that was bothering him. It was much more along the lines that he was afraid he wasn't responding to it in the correct way.
Hayden tilted her head curiously, her thumbs brushing underneath his ears, along his skin. "What do you mean? I don't think you could do anything wrong, Christian. I don't want to do anything wrong... or make you uncomfortable or anything." She bent down to nip at his lower lip with a flirtatious smile. "Unless it's a really good kind of uncomfortable."
Christian swallowed and shrugged a little. "I don't know." he said softly. "What if I... I... What if what happened at your house when you kissed me happens again?" he said, though the words came out of his mouth instead of pooling in his brain. He flushed and swallowed and pushed another topic. "What if I touch a wrong spot or something?" he questioned. "What if I make you uncomfortable?"
She had to think for a moment, what he meant by what had happened at her house. Had something happened that he had been uncomfortable with? Hayden shook her head. "There's no wrong spot to touch, Christian. And you won't make me uncomfortable. If you do, I would tell you. Right now, I like kissing you, and I like how you feel. I don't want you to be afraid of touching me too."
He was thankful she hadn't questioned him about what had happened at her place. She hadn't noticed then after all and explaining just how happy she'd made him wasn't something Christian was wanting to do any time soon. "No wrong place to touch?" he questioned, biting his bottom lip and slowly sliding his fingers up a bit on her sides. He let them slip back down pretty quickly though. Still a bit cautious.
He was still tentative. Not about kissing, but other things. And that was okay. Hayden felt nervous about it too, but she felt like maybe they could learn together. Hayden took his hands in hers and brought them back up to her sides. "No wrong place... I promise. I'm not going to bite," she promised with a smile. "Unless you want me too, and everything. "Do you want to touch me?"
Christian wasn't sure that he wanted anyone to bite him. Biting was bad right? It hurt, right? Why would someone want to bite someone? He couldn't fathom it now, but he couldn't think too long on the topic because she was asking if he wanted to touch her. He nodded a little, then once more. "Y-yeah." he admitted. "I do. I wa-wanna touch you." Stop stuttering you idiot.
"Then you can," Hayden told him, leaning over to kiss him again. "I promise... if you do anything I don't like, I'll tell you. But I don't think touching my waist, or my hips, is going to bother me." It felt like he was too scared to even do that. And she wanted him to be completely comfortable with her. "I like you, Christian. I feel comfortable with you... you're sweet, and I know you would never do anything bad to me."
He slowly slipped one hand to brush across her stomach and the lower part of her chest, then upwards between her breasts to her neck. He deliberately avoided the soft curves of her chest. That would probably be too much right? Even beneath the fabric of her clothes, he could tell that she was soft and warm. It was indescribable really. The more he touched her, the more he wanted to touch her more. Christian leaned in to kiss her again. A soft little press of lips against hers before pulling back again. "You're comfortable with me?" he questioned, his eyes on her mouth for a moment and then slowly shifting upwards to her eyes.
Even if he hadn't touched her there, his hand still left her trembling a bit because his fingers had come so close. And she really wanted to touch him, but she wasn't sure if she should yet. Hayden stayed close to him, her eyes watching his face as he touched her. She felt herself flush with heat when he looked at her mouth and then she nodded at his question. "Yes. I've always been comfortable with you. I just want you to be comfortable with me too."
"Is it weird for me to touch you?" Christian questioned, biting his bottom lip a little bit as he let that hand trail back down between her breasts and to her stomach once more. Fingertips then made a line right back to her waist and he let his hand still there.
"No, why would it be weird? I like it." Hayden smiled and dipped her head down to press her lips softly against his. "Do you like touching me?" She had a feeling he did, since he kept doing it. It was definitely making her feel more confident about the whole thing.
He kissed her back and nodded just a little. "Yeah." he admitted. Of course he liked touching her. How could he not like touching her? Christian, bit his bottom lip and let his fingers trail upwards again, both hands this time, coming to rest just slightly below her breasts. So close that his thumbs just barely brushed the bottom of the curves. His heartbeat increased, thudding noisily against his chest.
She smiled, letting her fingers roam down his arms to his wrists. She had a feeling she knew what he wanted to touch, but she didn't want to push him. Well, maybe she did. She didn't quite understand his reluctance, since she knew he liked her. Hayden wrapped her fingers around his wrists and slowly slid his hands up until they covered her breasts, her eyes focused on his face and reaction.
Christian swallowed when she moved his hands. He was touching her chest. Like full on touching her chest and she was letting him do it. His eyes slid down to his hands and then back up to her face again and he bit his bottom lip, lightly grasping her chest and leaning in to kiss her again. If he didn't kiss her, chances were he'd say something incredible embarrassing.
Hayden kissed him back, deeply and quite happily actually. He wasn't groping or hurting her, which was really nice. And she liked how his hands felt on her, even through her shirt. Hayden let her hands drift down to the hem of his t-shirt and her fingers slipped underneath to brush against his stomach.
Her fingers were like fire against him. Hot against his flesh, but soft and gentle at the same time. He wanted her to keep touching him, quite obviously by the way he didn't pull away from her, but at the same time, he was afraid for her to keep going because he was already feeling that familiar tightening of his jeans and if she kept it up, Christian knew she'd start to feel it too.
She didn't intend on going very far, but she figured touching his stomach would be allowed. She trailed her fingertips over him slowly before she smoothed her palms up to his chest, causing his shirt to ride up a bit. Hayden pressed soft kisses alongside his jaw, nuzzling the skin there. He felt really nice, and warm, and this was so much better than a movie.
Her fingers were against his chest and god they felt awesome. Soft skin against his. The kisses against his jaw were even better. Well, maybe not better, but definitely in the running for most awesome feeling ever. Christian let out a little breath and shifted his thumbs just slightly to brush across her nipples beneath her shirt and the fabric of the bra beneath that.
Hayden inhaled softly at the feel of his fingers across her breasts. Her body reacted and her nipples hardened under his touch. It was a new experience for her, and Hayden found she quite liked it. Her lips moved back to seek out his own, her tongue sliding against his lower lip before she nibbled on it gently. Her hips pressed instinctively down against him. Fire and water was suppose to be bad, right? Well, it felt like these feelings totally disputed that theory.
The inhalation, the way she moved her tongue against his lip and that pushing down against him sent his hormones into overdrive. Trying to hide his growing problem was completely impossible at this point. Best thing to do was distract her from it, right? So that's what Christian did. He tilted his head and slipped his tongue into her mouth again, thumbs still teasing at the hardening little buds. He wanted to know what they felt like beneath the shirt, but above it was just fine for now.
She wasn't oblivious to his 'problem' at all. It was both a bit surprising, and fascinating. She could feel him pressing up against her shorts and while she was busy marveling over how it felt, her hips pressed against his again. That was the natural body response, wasn't it? Wow. Hayden smiled against Christian's mouth before a tiny noise emitted in her throat. Even with her shirt and bra on, his fingers doing that to her nipples was making things ache in ways she hadn't realized that they could. She wondered if they ought to slow down, but right now her brain was too fuzzy to say the words.
The sound made his body do an obvious twitch. At least parts of his body twitched. Responding to the amazing little noise that slipped from her lips. Christian's mouth moved slightly away from hers and his fingers slid away from her chest. "I didn't know that s-sounds could be so..." Hot? Sexy? Fucking amazing? Yeah, all of the above.
Hayden opened her eyes when his hands moved away, and she looked down at him with a smile. "I didn't know a lot of things could be so... nice." Definitely more than nice but she wasn't sure how to describe it. "My heart's beating a mile a minute." She took his hand and placed it against her chest where her heart was pounding. "Because of you."
Christian's eyes met Hayden's and he smiled a little. He couldn't help the little upturning of his lips. Her heart was thudding against his fingertips and he knew his was probably doing the same. He reached up to take her free hand and pressed it to his own chest. "Mine too..."
She smiled when she felt his heartbeat racing just as hers was. "Much better without Day in here," she teased, pressing a soft kiss against the tip of his nose. "Would you draw my picture now?"
He nodded a little. "Y-yeah." he said. "I'll draw you." His mind raced with the thought of drawing her a little less clothed than she was currently, but he pushed that thought away and let his hands move down to her hips again. "How do you want me to draw you?"
"How do you want to draw me?" Hayden asked, sliding her nose against his. She didn't know if she should... pose? Or... take something off? She had no clue what he would even want her to do. "I've never had anyone do it before..." She pulled back to look at him. "How do you usually do it?"
Christian swallowed and shrugged a little. "I know how I'd like to draw you..." he said softly. "But that's probably a little more rated R than I wanna make you go and I'd probably faint or something anyway..." he whispered, letting his lips find hers once more. "I usually just let the person sit wherever, do something normal like... sit in a chair, lie on a bed... anything really."
"R rated," Hayden repeated before a sly smile crossed her face. "How R rated do you mean?" She doubted she had the courage to get totally naked in front of him. But then again, maybe she did. But she didn't want him to faint, and she didn't want to make things weird. But she was sure she could take off her shirt or something, if that's what he wanted her to do.
He bit his bottom lip and shrugged a little. "I think that's more up to you isn't it?" he questioned. "I mean it's... your body and stuff, right? I can't just be like 'Hey, Hayden, get naked for me please' or anything." Christian wouldn't do that anyway. He was surprised that he could even let the words slip out teasingly.
She looked at him for a minute before she leaned back and pulled her t-shirt up and over her head. That was a bold enough move for her, and she bit her lip, watching for his reaction. "Have you ever drawn girls like that before?" She knew no girls had ever posed naked for him - that she knew of, that but that didn't mean he didn't draw naked women anyway.
Christian's mouth dropped open. Sure he'd seen naked women before. They did have television after all. It wasn't hard to find a naked female body on television or the internet or pretty much anywhere for that matter. "Not... n-not a real one... I mean like... not n-not someone I know." he said softly, barely whispered words in the quiet of the room.
"I like that I'm being your first for these things," Hayden said with a small smile as she leaned back and scooted off of his lap. She sat her shirt to the side before she reached back to unclasp her bra, her eyes on his questioningly. "Should I take this off too?" Hopefully Christian would never show anyone the picture he drew, but she was pretty sure he would keep it for his eyes only.
Hayden had her fingertips on her bra clasp. She was a fraction of a movement away from showing Christian something he'd never seen before. At least not anywhere this close to him that wasn't behind a bit of glass of a monitor or a television. "Y-you don't... d-don't have to." he whispered, even though he wanted her to. Wanted her to pull the bit of material off her of herself.
She bit her lip and hesitated for a second, wondering if she was letting her impulses get the best of her again. "Do you want me to, though?" Because if he said yes, she would definitely do it. She didn't want him to think she was a slut or anything like that. Because she wouldn't do this for anyone else but him.
"Of course I-I want you too..." Christian said. "I'm a boy and I've never... n-never seen those... I mean like... except on t.v. and stuff but... it's n-not the same..." And boy it wasn't the same. Just seeing her like she was now was hot as all hell and he'd never experienced anything like it before.
Hayden was a bit thankful and relieved that he had never seen real breasts before. She thought she might die of jealousy if he had. But he hadn't! And there she was, sitting on his bed about to be totally shirtless. She could just imagine her mom's face if she ever found out. Only she wouldn't, so there was nothing to worry about. It wasn't like she was off having sex with every boy she met. Christian was special. Hayden watched his face and finally unclasped her bra, bringing it down her arms slowly. She felt nervous and excited at the same time. It was a surreal feeling, but not one she wanted to end.
Christian's eyes stayed on Hayden's face. He wanted to look. Wanted to let his eyes drift to her breasts, but he didn't. Not just yet. He bit his bottom lip and swallowed hard and finally allowed his eyes to shift a little, dipping below her face and then to her chest. Oh. My. God. he thought to himself. There he was, with his girlfriend and she was half naked. She was showing him her chest and god it was perfect. "Wow..." he whispered.
She hadn't realized she had been holding her breath until Christian spoke. Or rather, whispered. She smiled, a bit of relief showing through as she set her bra down on her t-shirt. Wow was usually a good thing, wasn't it? Hayden leaned forward and crawled back over him, her lips pressing against his. "Now you can draw someone you know," she murmured against his mouth.
He wanted to let his fingers slide upwards and brush across the bare skin. He didn't though. He lightly pressed his lips back against hers. Christian bit her lower lip and pulled away to look at her. "Alright." he said. "I won't show anyone..." he assured her. "I'll even let you keep it if you want..." he added, mostly because he was certain he could memorize what she looked like.
"No, I want you to keep it," she said, scooting back again so that he could get up to get his things. "I don't need a topless photo of myself." Hayden grinned and rested back on her hands. It felt weird, being topless! Like she should have been blushing and totally embarrassed. Only she wasn't. She was too busy enjoying Christian's reaction.
Christian nodded and slipped from the bed long enough to lock his door. Just in case Day forgot something and came back home unexpectedly. At least he'd have enough warning to let Hayden get dressed again. Then he retrieved his sketchbook and pencils and sat himself back down on the bed with her. "Okay... um... lay down a little." he said. "Like... on your side and put your hand, that one..." he said, pointing to the one closer to the bed when she lay down. "Put that one up and prop your head on it and the other one up on your hip."
She followed his instructions, feeling the tiniest bit shy all of the sudden. Hayden watched him as she finally got comfortable. "Is this okay?" She hoped she didn't look stupid. Though if her breasts were bare for him to see, maybe he wouldn't notice the 'stupid' part all that much.
"Perfect." he said, settling himself down and turning to a blank sheet of paper. Stupid was far from what Christian was thinking at that moment. Hot, gorgeous, amazing maybe, but stupid? No. Hell no. His fingers were quick as they sketched out her form, the way her hair fell just a bit over her shoulder. Her chest and the way her breasts curved so gently from her torso. She was amazing and he wanted to tell her that, but he had the feeling he'd stumble over the words should he open his mouth.
Hayden watched him as he drew her. She was amazed at how quickly his fingers moved over the paper, when it took her a lot of slow concentration to even draw the simplest of things. And even then it never turned out as good as his did. She let her mind wander, wondering if he would kiss her again when he finished. Or maybe if he would lay on top of her and kiss her breasts. Her face flushed at the thought. She wanted things to go slow with Christian. Wanted it to be more than just a 'physical' thing like some of her ex-boyfriends had been. But still, she really liked him and wanted to do whatever it took to keep him around for awhile.
Christian caught the light flushing of her cheeks and as soon as that color appeared, he switched to the colored pencils to capture it. The light pinkish tint that rose over the curve of her cheek like a sunset on the horizon. It was perfect. Pretty and fascinating. He wanted that on the picture. The littlest things were purely amazing in his eyes, especially when it came to Hayden.
"You have really pretty eyes," Hayden said after a moment. She had thought it several times, but now she wanted to tell him. "I like your hair too... and your lips. I've had the biggest crush on you forever..." She trailed off, unsure of whether or not she should be talking. She didn't want to mess him up for anything. But Hayden felt comfortable telling him that stuff now.
The flush on her cheeks was mimicked by the reddening of his own. "You have?" he questioned the girl, obvious disbelief in his voice. Christian couldn't fathom anyone liking him, let alone having a huge crush on him for such a long time as Hayden said she had. "Why? I'm not anything special.."
She nodded slightly. "I have... since like, the end of freshman year. And then I didn't really see you a lot that summer before this year. And you are special," Hayden stressed. "I think you're special." She readjusted her head on her palm before looking at him again. "Have you ever had a crush on anyone at school?"
"I've liked girls..." he nodded. "I liked you... before I knew you liked me. Which is part of why I was drawing you..." he admitted. "The first time I mean. Because I thought you were pretty and all." Christian explained.
"You liked me?" Her eyes widened. "I mean, like... like liked me?" That was shocking to her, since she never got any indication that Christian might be interested in her. She smiled, clearly pleased with that. It made her feel better about her crush.
"Yeah..." he nodded, eyes flicking back and forth between the girl as he finished up the last bit of detail and went back to do just a teensy bit more shading. "Is that like... hard to believe or something?" Christian asked.
Hayden thought it over for a second. "I don't know. Maybe. If I had known you liked me I might have made a move earlier," she said with a grin. Though she was quite happy with how things had worked out so far. "I thought maybe you liked that Tilly girl..." She was the only girl Hayden ever really saw Christian talk to.
"Tilly?!" Christian said, obvious surprise in his voice. "No. Gosh. I like Tilly, but I don't like Tilly. She's got a boyfriend and she's my friend and that would... it'd be weird." he explained. His eyes dropped to the drawing again and after a few more lines on the paper, he'd finished. Biting his bottom lip, he looked back up at her. "Wanna see?"
She felt a bit relieved that he didn't like Tilly. Hayden didn't know Tilly all that well at all, but she was pretty and seemed nice enough. And if she had a boyfriend, then Hayden was sure there was nothing to worry about. Hayden nodded at his question and pushed herself up to sit on her knees. "I totally want to see!"
Christian turned the sketchbook around to show the girl his version of her. It looked a lot like her, he hadn't changed anything. He could have made her chest bigger or her body more curvy, but he didn't want to. He liked her the way she was. Natural and just pretty. He bit his bottom lip and waited for her to say something.
Hayden reached out to take the sketchbook from him. She drew it to her, studying the drawing closely before she smiled and looked up at him. "I love it." And she really did. He hadn't changed anything about her, and it looked just like her! "I wish I had your kind of talent." She couldn't really draw very well. Or do anything very well. Well, maybe act, but that wasn't anything like what Christian did.
Again he bit his bottom lip. "Thanks..." he said softly. His eyes fell once more to her chest. It was hard to keep them off of it. There were boobs like right there. What was he supposed to do? Look away? Yeah, that wasn't going to happen. "You're so pretty..."
Hayden looked at her drawing again, hoping that he never showed anyone, especially Day. But he promised he wouldn't, and she believed him. When he called her pretty, Hayden felt a wave of warmth flow through her. She set the sketchbook to the side before she moved over to him to kiss him softly. "You can touch me if you want to," she said, kissing him again. He kept looking at her, which she supposed was a natural, boy thing to do.
Christian let his eyes flick back up to hers and he swallowed. She was going to let him touch her? Oh god. He kissed her back and let his fingertips slide slowly upwards over her side and carefully, slowly let those fingers brush across her breast. As awesome as her chest had felt through the clothes, without them was a billion times better.
She smiled against his lips and arched into his touch, wanting him to keep doing it. It felt nice and caused tiny shivers through her spine. "Feels nice," she whispered, nipping at his lower lip again. She didn't know what it was... but she felt really... empowered by the whole thing. He made her feel pretty, even if all he was doing was touching her.
He nodded just slightly, a mere tick of his head upwards and down again before his lips pressed to hers once more. 'Nice' didn't even seem to come close to describing how she felt against his fingertips. Soft and warm. He raised his other hand to cup her other breast, splaying his fingers out over the little orbs and letting his thumbs brush across her nipples again. It was more than he'd ever expected. More than he ever thought possible. He was touching Hayden. It was just... unbelievable.