He nodded slowly. "I know, I know." Knowing though didn't make it better, it didn't teach him how to solve anything. "She doesn't know in the scientific sense. In the, there probably isn't a reason in the world why she'd want to live now, sense. She's all I have left of him. He loved her so much, more than he loved himself." More than he loved anyone aside from Ennis. "We never wanted this life and we tried to ignore it for so long. It only made things worse." So much worse, and that was partially his own fault. "Are you sure you want to get yourself into this? Loving me could make you crazy."