Linnea Selanne-Niemi (everflowing) wrote in light_of_may, @ 2012-10-24 18:51:00 |
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Entry tags: | 2009-09-19, linnea, satu |
Waves are crashing
Who: Linnea and Satu
Where: Niemi home
When: Directly after this
Linnea was not one to have many dreams, something which she was truly grateful for after hearing tell of the dreams of others, but sometimes she did. Sometimes she would dream of her childhood in Finland or her first years in America or a multitude of other things that varied between very pleasant, highly disturbing and then things in-between. Tonight she had not dreamed and she was glad for that. While she slept it very obviously did not matter, but the moment that she woke up...
At first she thought that it was Kajsa, confused about what year it was and how old her children were, but it only took a moment for her to realize the differences between her children. This was Satu. Satu is crying... Satu may have been her youngest, but she was also the one that Linnea had seen cry the least out of her daughters. Dagmar was in tears practically every other day over something that she had done or something someone else had done to her. Kajsa had too, but Satu had always been a little steadier. Oh, she cried, but it was different and even though Linnea would rush to make whatever it was better even if she knew that she was being manipulated. This was nothing at all like that. This was... Linnea felt fear wash over her as she pulled the blankets down so that she could wrap her arms around Satu and pulled her closer, brushing back her hair and kissing her forehead. "Sweetheart, what's wrong?" Linnea's voice was a little slurred, but any trace of sleep was quickly fading away as Satu just kept on weeping and clinging to her as though she was terrified of what would happen when she let go. "It's okay, Satu, I'm right here." And she wanted to cry mostly because she had no idea of what was going on.