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Evan Pucey ([info]evanpucey) wrote in [info]landing_rpg,
@ 2009-07-30 11:29:00

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Who: Jessica and Evan
Where: Corridor
When: Immediately after class
What: Uncomfortable situtation :]
Rating: TBD


Evan had managed his way through charms without much ado. The professor had been kind enough not to call on him when he was so obviously lost. He had been a bit foggy-headed since the Christmas break, something he refused to attribute to his encounters with both his brother and the following incident with Jessica Vaisey. Even after the rare almost emotional outpouring to Tony while boozed up, Evan had been unable to focus well in class, and he was beginning to think he was going to have to start asking for help in his homework if something didn't change soon.

Sighing, he shoved his bookbag over his shoulder and headed for the exit. He ran a hand through his hair, frowning as he mussed up the blonde locks. This sort of thing didn't happen to him. He was focused and dedicated and got things done. This being distant, always having something on his mind, it wasn't like Evan Pucey, and it was beginning to grate on his nerves.

ANd his nerves weren't much helped when he stepped out into the hall, clearly at the exact same time as every other student on the campus. His eyes widened slightly as he was shoved to the right, the person next to him colliding with his chest as his hands quickly snapped up to brace himself and whatever girl (the softness proved that much) had been so unfortunate to stuck next to him for the impact. His arms landed on either side of her, protecting her from being smashed as his back to a beating from the swarm in the corridor.

Evan could smell her before he even saw her, and head snapped over to look at her, the haze suddenly shifting into focus as he stared down at Jessica Vaisey. "Sorry," he muttered, before wincing as what felt like the corner of a charms book stabbed him in the ribs.


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[info]littlevaisey
2009-08-03 04:15 am UTC (link)
The back of her hand burned from where he held her, and her heart sank at the words he'd told her. He'd just told her he didn't want to let her go. She'd always envisioned the time he was going to ask that of her as such a happy moment in her mind, but now, she could feel nothing but the weight in her heart. "Why do you want me to stay?" she couldn't help but ask. She could have been satisfied knowing he wanted her in some way, but part of her wanted to know why. "I want to know." She moved in a little closer, hear heart beating wildly in her chest. "If I did, if I let everything go, what would you do? Will you not let go?"

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[info]evanpucey
2009-08-03 03:11 pm UTC (link)
That was just it. He didn't know why. He was convinced being with her was a terrible idea, and that things were going to end horribly. He would regret the entire ordeal and wish it had never happened to begin with. It was destined for failure and pain.

But there against the wall, hands on each other, he knew he had been sucked in. She had some hold over him, some pull that he had a feeling would keep him hanging on even if he tried to escape. What the hell that meant, he hadn't the slightest idea.

"I can't promise you rainbows and sunshine," he breathed, ducking his head slightly to speak quietly into her ear. "I can't promise you anything... secure, not like he can, and you know that." Anyone who knew him knew that. "But I can... try? I've never really," he chuckled softly. "Had to do that before. And I know that's probably not what you want to hear, but you should... choose knowing what you're getting yourself into either way."

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[info]littlevaisey
2009-08-03 04:13 pm UTC (link)
Jessica's heart sank when he started his answer with a 'can't'. All she needed was yes, or a no, and he can't even give her that.

"I'm not saying you have to do anything." Jess said, her voice a hot whisper against his ear. She couldn't help but close her eyes and lean into him, savoring the closeness the other was allowing for the mean time. She didn't know when it could happen again, when the other would want her to be this close to him. "But I wish you could want me enough to want to do it. To want to keep me around, and want to not hurt me." She swallowed. "And you're not even sure yourself if you could do that..."

Something damp trickled down her cheek; she blinked, surprised, and immediately hid her face on his neck. "I dont want you to try, Evan. I want you to be sure of what you're choosing." she said, closing her eyes, fingers letting his shirt go and falling on her sides. "Because I don't think my heart can handle hurting any more..."

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[info]evanpucey
2009-08-04 02:46 am UTC (link)
"I do want you around," he insisted, frowning. "And I don't want to hurt you!" Wasn't that why he was keeping her at a distance? Why did she act like he was saying he wanted to date her, cheat on her, and break her heart. That was not what he wanted! He wasn't that sick! Merlin, girls were bloody weird.

Evan jolted slightly at the damp feeling against his neck. Jessica was crying. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Why did girls have to cry? It was like a secret weapon, one that pierced to every male's very core. "I know what I'm choosing. It's just sort of... hard. I've never done this sort of thing before. Ever. Or even really... considered it. And I mean, then you still have to say yes and everything..."

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[info]littlevaisey
2009-08-04 11:14 pm UTC (link)
Jessica was able to calm herself down as she let him speak, breathing in and out slowly as she rested against the slope of his shoudler. Despite the chaos all around them, she only saw him, the single distinct voice amidst the loud chattering of eager students before her.

She revelled at the thought of him wanting to take this risk. It made her want to be brave and do it, too. But could she say yes, now? There were still things she needed to figure out, a certain someone she needed to talk to. Did she want this? Did she want this enough to risk getting her heart broken again?

An opening at her side, as the crowd parted; a chance for her to buy herself more time. "I want this, I want you... But I also think I need to think things through." Timid lips placed a kiss on his neck, arms hugging him tightly for a lasting moment, before she snake passed Evan and drifted to the crowd, easily disappearing from his sight within seconds.

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