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Jessica Vaisey ([info]littlevaisey) wrote in [info]landing_rpg,
@ 2009-05-25 13:23:00

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WHO. Evan Pucey and Jessica Vaisey
WHAT. They needed to talk.
WHERE. Slytherin Boys' Dormitories
WHEN. After class.
RATING. TBA
STATUS. Incomplete / Closed

The recent days had never felt quite so long and cold. But that day, Jessica was hoping that she could somehow relieve herself with what burden she's been carrying with the chance to talk things over with Evan. She missed him quite a lot, and though her time had been spent with Hugo, a boy who had been nothing but amazing to her, she still couldn't feel ultimately happy. Not with what had happened with her and Evan, she couldn't. Her smiles, though given with sincerity, can't seem to reach her eyes, and she was sometimes afraid Hugo would take notice of the. If he has, he has not said a word to her. She was grateful for it.

With a fist clenching in her chest, Jessic a climbed the boys' dormitories to Evan's room. Upon reaching his door, she hesitated before lifting her hand to knock lightly on the hard wooden surface and twisting the door knob. "Evan?" she called out in her small voice. "Are... you there?"

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[info]littlevaisey
2009-06-03 12:55 pm UTC (link)
The line of Jessica's shoulders thawed when Evan was finished speaking. Her heart sank in her chest, tears threatening to rise on her eyes again, even though that was the last thing she would want to happen in front of him. Before, if there was one person she could freely be herself in front of, it was the boy standing before her. But at this very moment, she could barely hold herself together and already, she was hating herself for appearing so weak.

"Don't apologize, Evan. You didn't change..." It wasn't as if it was a fault of his that he couldn't see her as something more than a friend. "I did." She wanted to tell him that she believed she was going to be happy with him, because she always has been. But she guessed she would hear a response like 'but things are different...' and though she already knew that, she knew she might not be able to handle hearing it out loud. It was all her fault after all. "I guess everything's good then?"

Suddenly, she felt a pressing urge to leave. "I... have to go, so I'll see you?" after a sall wave, Jess turned and was about to head for the door when a thought made her stop. "Can you tell me something though?" She turned so she could look at him. "Does the fact that I'm middle class have anything to do with anything?" She could feel a tightening in her throat, and stinging in her eyes but she tried to keep calm. She was afraid he'd receive this the wrong way, so she continued, more gently: "You can tell me. I'm not going to hold it against you. I just... want to know."

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[info]evanpucey
2009-06-03 01:19 pm UTC (link)
Evan froze at her words, shoulders tensing visibly from the relaxed state they had finally fallen into. He knew exactly where she had heard those words, and the betrayal burned deep in his gut as his hands clenched into fists. "No," he replied, willing his hands to unclench and his muscles to relax. It might have been a white lie. It had a small bit to do with why they weren't dating, but it was not the main reason by any means. "I told you it has nothing to do with you, Jessica, and I can't imagine why anyone would have told you differently." He grabbed his book bag to toss over his shoulder, then thought better of it and through it back on his bed. "I've got to go."

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[info]littlevaisey
2009-06-03 01:56 pm UTC (link)
The moment she saw the change in Evan's demeanor, something in her knew that she should have just kept her mouth shut. Jessica swallowed, her insides knotting painfully as she saw the other's clenched fists, then his attempt to calm himself. Oh, how she wished she could have just walked away.

Without another word, she just turned her back to him and left her heart heavy and broken. She only hoped she hadn't done something that would lead to another horrible thing...

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