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Tweak says, "Fellini held his ground,"

Isabella Weasley (bella_weasley) wrote in landing_rpg,
@ 2009-03-07 17:42:00

Entry tags:

benjamin goyle, isabella weasley

Who: Ben and Isabella
What: Flying
When: Backdated to Wednesday after classes
Where: Quidditch pitch
Rating: TBD

Isabella had never had to deal with this sort of thing before. The closest she'd ever come to a date was meeting Adam Pucey regularly in the library, and she'd never had to think of anything like what to wear to those before. It was easy. She just went in whatever she had on! But this was something entirely different. She was supposed to dress nicer for a date, right? Well, this wasn't a date, was it? Or maybe it was! But she didn't want to assume, and dress nicer when she shouldn't have. Then there was the fact that they were going flying, which wasn't exactly the sort of outing you dressed nicely for.

After staring at all the clothes in her posession for a good thirty minutes, Isabella finally gave up and shoved them all away, leaving her dormitory without changing out of her school uniform, broom in hand. She hoped he hadn't been waiting long for her. She had taken a bit longer than she'd planned with the whole clothing decision, but when she got there, she found no one at the quidditch pitch.

Brow furrowing, she moved to the center of the pitch, sitting down and leaning back on her hands. Was he coming? Had she come all the way out here for nothing? Technically, she supposed she could just fly by herself, but she had gotten her hopes up, and she knew it wouldn't be the same.

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bennny
2009-03-10 11:06 am UTC (link)

Sure, that was another boost to his ego. He was...corrupting her, almost. Her first kiss, teaching her how do be a little bit less innocent, and he liked it. He was loving every moment of it, actually, and it helped with the fact that she felt so good against him. Hands on either side of her face and resting gently on her neck and beneath her hair, he tilted his head slightly to the side and deepened the kiss again. Parting his lips ever so slightly, he gently slipped his tongue out between his lips and ran it gently against hers.

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bella_weasley
2009-03-10 11:19 am UTC (link)

What was that?

His tongue?

Was he trying to... french kiss her?

She didn't know how to do that! She'd never even thought about doing that- okay, maybe that was a lie- but she hadn't thought about it much!

Was she supposed to be doing this yet? Although she felt like she had known him for a long time, it was only the fourth time she'd really been face-to-face with him. Was she moving too fast? Was this... slutty?

Hesitantly, she pulled back from him, looking up at him with nervous eyes. "I..."

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	bennny 2009-03-10 12:11 pm UTC (link)
	A bell went off in Ben's head when he felt her tense up and pull away. Yep, that was about as far as he could push her for now. Opening his eyes, he looked down at her. He wasn't embarrassed; he just knew for future reference to go slower. "I'm sorry," he appologized, but there was a hint of a smile. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bella_weasley
2009-03-10 12:19 pm UTC (link)

"Not uncomfortable," she answered quickly, relieved to see there were no traces of anger in his features. "Just..." Just what? Slightly terrified that she was going to make a fool out of herself, if not with him than to everyone else when they found out about? "Yeah." She smiled sheepishly up at him.

She liked this, though, being so close to him. The hand at his neck toyed with the hairs at the nape of his neck as they stood there. "I'm sorry that I don't... know what I'm doing," she said softly. "I'm not... awful, am I?"

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bennny
2009-03-10 12:34 pm UTC (link)

Ben raised an eyebrow as she spoke, trying to convince him that she wasn't uncomfortable, but she lost. He laughed softly, running his thumb gently against her cheek. "You can't lie to me, I know," he joked lightly, wiggling his eyebrows playfully at her.

Her fingers felt good against his neck, and he closed his eyes briefly, takinga deep breath. "Of course you're not awful," he said, smiling down at her. "Don't be sorry..I just have a lot more to teach you," he added with a wink.

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bella_weasley
2009-03-10 12:48 pm UTC (link)

She couldn't help but giggle, face brightening as he teased her. "Apparently, I can't lie to anyone. But you're especially difficult." Seeing as she had trouble getting a sentence out around him most of the time.

His reaction to her fingers in his hair made her pause. Had she made him give that reaction. She made a mental note to do it more often, and kept up what she was doing. "Really?"

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	bennny 2009-03-10 12:53 pm UTC (link)
	Ben laughed, finding that prett amusing. "Really? And why is that?" he asked curiously. He leaned down and kissed her again, softly, just a peck, before pulling away. "Really." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bella_weasley
2009-03-10 01:07 pm UTC (link)

"I don't know..." She tilted her head as she looked up at him, her hand dropping to his shoulder. "Because you're... different, I guess." Very different, especially when she compared him to Adam, the only other boy she'd ever really considered kissing before. She was caught off guard by the thought of comparing the two of them. The only thing they had in common was being pureblooded, really. He was loud, Adam was quiet. Adam was studious, Ben was... not. Adam was controlled, Ben was outgoing. She supposed they were both very handsome, but Adam, even with all his protectiveness had never made her feel like she did right now with Ben.

Bella let her forehead drop to rest against his chest, smiling as she breathed in the scent of him. "You smell nice," she said softly without thinking.

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bennny
2009-03-10 01:23 pm UTC (link)

Ben frowned at her comment. Different? What made him so...different? And what made her like him? It got him thinking..which was unusual for him..what made him so special? What was making this innocent little Weasley like him so much? "I am?" he asked skeptically.

But then she hugged him and rested her forehead against his chest and he couldn't help but smile. "Thanks," he said, resting his chin on the top of her head.

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	bella_weasley 2009-03-10 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes," she answered hesitantly at seeing his frown. Had she said something wrong? Did he not want to be different? She hadn't meant it in a bad way by any means. "It's a good thing," she added. She smiled into his t-shirt. This was comfortable, easy. She liked this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bennny 2009-03-10 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	"Oh," he said. He hadn't ever been..different. Actually, a lot of girls told him that he was 'just like all the other guys.' But apparently Isabella thought he was different. "Well, thanks." He stood there for a few moments, arms around her, silently, not sure what to say. Finally he pulled away slowly. "You should be getting back." It was getting late. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bella_weasley
2009-03-10 03:07 pm UTC (link)

Bella would have been rather shocked to hear that Ben was 'like all the others'. To her, he was anything but, and she still had trouble processing the fact that he acted differently around other people than he did around her. She remember how he had spoken of snogging so many girls, drunken nights, breaking hearts. She hoped hers was safe.

"Do I have to?" she asked with a soft laugh. Back to reality, back to consequences and rules.

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	bennny 2009-03-10 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Ben laughed. "You're adorable," he said genuinely, leaning down to kiss the top of her head. "And yes, really," he said, knowing that she was probably going to blush and doubt herself. He wasn't sure why she was so modest and completely oblivious of what he saw, but he figured that he could teach her that, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bella_weasley
2009-03-10 03:54 pm UTC (link)

Adorable? She blinked up at him, surprised by the word. "I'm... adorable?" She wasn't sure what she was supposed to think of that. As far as she knew, the types of girls Ben had been interested in never fell under the category of 'adorable', more like... 'hot' or 'sexy', neither of which Isabella felt she fit into.

"Okay." She willed herself away from him, hands dropping to her sides. "I... had fun today," she said softly.

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	bennny 2009-03-10 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	Ben nodded. "Yes, you're adorable," he replied. "A lot of other things, but adorable is one." Smirking, he stepped away from her. "Me too.." he replied, almost reluctantly, but then he offered it up. He didn't need to hide that he had a good time. Sure, he wouldn't admit that to Elena or Evan, or anyone else for that matter, but he could tell her, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bella_weasley 2009-03-10 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	She felt the usual heat rising to her cheeks and ducked her head. No one had ever said anything like that. Adorable and a lot of other things, especially with other things meaning something good. "Well..." she trailed off, before, in a rush of bravery, she stretched up to press a gentle kiss to his cheek. "I'll see you again soon?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bennny 2009-03-11 07:30 am UTC (link)
	Ben just smiled. He knew she had to go back to her dorm before he got her in trouble, and although he didn't want to, he was going to let her go. Grinning, at the fact that she was bold enough to kiss him on the cheek herself, he nodded his head. "Yeah," he replied, before turning towards the castle. "I'll walk you back to the castle?" he asked, taking her hand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bella_weasley 2009-03-11 09:29 am UTC (link)
	He was willing to walk her back to the castle holding her hand? Didn't they run the chance of being seen holding hands in public? Wasn't he put off by that fact? She willed herself not too get too terribly excited at the notion as she linked her fingers through his. "Yeah, okay," she said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bennny
2009-03-11 10:23 am UTC (link)

Subconciously, Ben would probably drop her hand if someone came near, or as they got closer to the castle. He knew it was going to happen, deep down, but he didn't realize it yet. He just walked with her to the castle. He liked the way her hand felt in his.

They quietly walked across the grounds, and just as if his mind was looking out for something, he dropped her hand just as they came up to the steps. "So.." he said, stepping up one and looking down at her. "I'll see you later." They both had to go their seperate ways now.

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	bella_weasley 2009-03-11 12:32 pm UTC (link)
	Isabella's hand felt cold without his. She stuffed it into her pocket as she looked up at him. "Okay," she said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bennny 2009-03-11 12:40 pm UTC (link)
	Ben looked towards the doorway, and back at her, and lifted his hand in a half wave. "Bye," he said before he turned and left. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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