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Tweak says, "i wanna be like you!!"

jessica drew (surlyspider) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2015-11-04 18:47:00

Entry tags:

grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, luke cage / power man, natasha romanova / black widow (616), wanda maximoff / scarlet witch

I don't think I'll ever feel like one of the good guys.

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	survives 2015-11-04 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	Doesn't what they see you as matter more? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:28 am UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-05 04:34 am UTC (link)
	If you look like one of the good guys, if you act like one of the good guys, if you're treated like one of the good guys, I'm pretty sure that makes you a good guy. You know, unless you're secretly planning on stabbing them all in the back on the downlow, but I doubt that's part of your circumstance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:43 am UTC (link)
	It's not that simple. My powers won't let it be that simple. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-05 04:50 am UTC (link)
	Because of how you got them? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ex_littlewit605 2015-11-05 01:08 am UTC (link)
	I don't think I'll ever make up for the terrible things I've done, either. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:33 am UTC (link)
	I don't think we ever feel like we have. Guilt sucks. We just have to keep trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_littlewit605 2015-11-05 04:38 am UTC (link)
	I like to think that by joining the Avengers, I can help. But I know there will always be those that judge me for the decisions I made in the past. But you're right. We just have to keep trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:46 am UTC (link)
	People will always judge and you won't win over everyone right away or ever. You just have to remind yourself you want to help. I'm Jessica by the way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_littlewit605 2015-11-05 05:08 am UTC (link)
	I've been trying to do that. For the most part, the people that I've hurt have forgiven me, and even started to help me. I'm Wanda. It's nice to talk to you, Jessica. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	clearmyledger 2015-11-05 01:15 am UTC (link)
	I used to think feeling that way mattered. It doesn't. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:34 am UTC (link)
	That's actually reassuring. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clearmyledger 2015-11-05 01:56 pm UTC (link)
	Good. I'm not sure it was meant to be, but considering the situation, I'm glad it was. But I used to think the same as you. Now I know that whether or not you feel like one of the "good guys" doesn't matter. It's what you do that matters. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sweetchristmas 2015-11-05 01:24 am UTC (link)
	If my opinion matters at all, I'd say that you've proven yourself more than your fair share of times. But yeah. I get that feeling all too entirely. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:35 am UTC (link)
	Have I ever told you that you're my favorite Luke? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweetchristmas 2015-11-05 04:41 am UTC (link)
	Not lately, but I don't get tired of hearing it. You're my second favorite Jessica. My wife is first, naturally. I just tell myself that I'm being the best person I can for my family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	surlyspider 2015-11-05 04:47 am UTC (link)
	Naturally. That is understandable. You're a good man, Luke. One of the best I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweetchristmas 2015-11-05 05:06 am UTC (link)
	I tell myself that the stupid shit I did helped me become a better man. Most of the time, I believe myself. And I think you're one of the strongest people that I know, Jess. You've had a lot of crap thrown at you, but you haven't let it break you down, from what I've seen. (Reply to this) (Parent)