InsaneJournal

ᴛʜᴀɴᴄʀᴇᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀꜱ (survives) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2015-11-04 15:39:00

Entry tags:

bobbi morse / mockingbird, grant ward (mcu), kara palamas

This isn't where I wanted to be or what I wanted to become. But I don't know how to be anything different.

	survives 2015-11-04 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	I blame me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-04 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing I say is going to stop you from blaming yourself, is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-04 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I'm the one responsible. I'm the one who pulled the trigger. Blaming May is easy. It's easy, and it saves my sanity. But I know that it was my fault. I know. You died because of me. Because I left you behind. Because I felt we had to take out your feelings on Bobbi. Because I was so determined to take mine out on May. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-04 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	Grant, you have to stop blaming yourself, please. I died because I was too stupid to realize I was being played. I'm as much to blame as you are. I'm the one who kidnapped Bobbi and you just did what you felt I needed. Don't lay all the blame at your feet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-04 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	If I hadn't left you, it wouldn't have played out the way it did. If I hadn't left us open to being tracked down by Coulson, we wouldn't have been pulled back into it all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-04 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	You did what you thought was best, you didn't know they'd lock me up and it would make me react how I did. They tracked us down through my mother, Grant, that's on me, not you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-04 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'm the one that told you to call her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-04 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	Grant, please stop this. Stop this and come home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-05 12:17 am UTC (link)
	I set up these dominoes, Kara. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

knowmyself
2015-11-05 12:32 am UTC (link)

Grant, can you please come home and we can talk about this in person.

[ Ward | Kara ]

Please tell me you're not drinking alone again.

survives
2015-11-05 01:01 am UTC (link)

I think I'm going to find somewhere else to stay for awhile, Kara. I love you, but I don't deserve you.

[ Ward | Kara ]

But I'm not drinking this time.

knowmyself
2015-11-05 01:05 am UTC (link)

Grant, don't do this, please. I need you to come home to me and Bear. I love you too and I need you here.

[ Ward | Kara ]

Okay but please come home, don't leave me.

	survives 2015-11-05 01:35 am UTC (link)
	You need someone who isn't a walking timebomb. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-05 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Don't tell me what I need. I know who I need and that's you, Grant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2015-11-05 01:47 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Kara. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knowmyself 2015-11-05 01:49 am UTC (link)
	Stop saying you're sorry and just come home. Please, Grant. (Reply to this) (Parent)