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[26 Mar 2020|01:14am] |
What a shitstorm of a night and it's only going to go downhill from here in the morning.
Tough break, Finnigan. You might want to go babysit the hot mess express if you're still into that sort of thing. We're over it.
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[26 Mar 2020|01:32am] |
[Private: Dad]Is Friday an okay day to have someone over for dinner?
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[Private: Abi]Dad will probably tell you but I wanted to tell you first. I'm bringing someone home for you to meet on Friday.
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[Private: Alastair]Is Friday okay to meet my dad and my sister?
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[26 Mar 2020|02:17am] |
I'm already irritated by all of this wedding nonsense most of the way through planning. Marguerite, we should get together and discuss your dress. Perhaps you can see the ideas for mine as well and assist me. As much as I adore Alastair and Oberon, their opinions are that I looked amazing in everything. I need a different one.
Draven, you're going for a suit robes fitting. You can drag along my future hus accompany Hector when he goes. I want you to look perfect and things take time to be made properly.
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[26 Mar 2020|02:37am] |
What is wrong with the Hufflepuffs? I've never seen so many nutters in one group before.
I went to the Leaky Cauldron the other night, just to get out for a while, to feel some sort of normalcy, away from court, away from all the restrictions and rules. I would pick the one night when they were having some sort of Quidditch related celebration. I ran into an angry, giant oaf with a big mouth to match. It was not the highlight of my evening, that is certain.
I had a drink and some chips and went home and just sat on the beach, admiring the beautiful view. I can't deal with negative energy, it's so draining and mentally exhausting.
I also have to remember what mum said, you are the company that you keep. What kind of company do I want to surround myself with? Who do I want to be thought of as in the opinions of others? I never thought I'd be quoting my mother or agreeing with her, but there is some truth in it.
Keep the drama away from me. I'm done with run-ins with big giant oafs.
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[26 Mar 2020|01:03pm] |
I don't think I've ever felt more embarrassed than I do today. I owe so many people an apology right now. I don't know what got into me, other than the alcohol. I had a bad night and I am having an even worse day as I attempt to navigate through all of the mess that I not only placed myself in but also the people who care about me.
I'm absolutely mortified and I don't have the words to even begin to describe how I'm feeling about all of this right now but I have to go to work for my shift.
I heard about how big of a mess I was last night, and I know how big of a mess I am today in the aftermath of it but I can't really afford to miss work right now, especially since Megan is currently moving out of the flat to live with Zach and Ernie and it's just going to be me. I feel like it's always just me. I ruin everything. My own closest mates don't even want to be around me anymore.
I really just want to crawl into a hole right now and remain there.
[Justin]
I don't have words. You came over and took care of me last night without hesitation when the rest of our mates wouldn't. You mean the absolute world to me and I can't thank you enough. You're always there for me regardless of what I'm doing or dealing with. I love you and I owe you big time. I'm sorry that I'm not a good company today and I've been a sobbing, blubbering basketcase. I just feel like everything is falling apart right now.
[Morag]
Thank you for coming over and keeping me company. I wish I had been better company.
[Seamus]
I am so extremely sorry. I don't even know what to say to you right now because I feel so awful and ashamed of my behavior. I think we really need to talk though, but I would rather it be in person. Could you find the time to swing by the Leaky at some point during my shift?
[Ernie]
I'm sorry. I've gone and made things even weirder between us. I wish I knew how to be a better best mate to you. I'm not even sure if we're still best mates anymore given everything though. I just keep screwing up and dragging you along for the ride and I wish I could take it back. I wish I could take everything back.
[Megan]
I'm sorry that I drove you away. I love you and always will, you know that right? I'm sorry I took the news of your moving out so horribly. It's just that... it's always us and I feel like I have driven you away, just like I have driven Ernie away. You all moved in together just to get away from me and the trouble that I cause, and I don't know. It's just hard to think that I've done that to the people I care about most to the point where they don't even want to deal with me anymore.
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[26 Mar 2020|04:09pm] |
For the record, English is a dumb language with stupid grammar.
Secondly, coach yelled at me this morning, but I still made it to practise on time, partially thanks to the best hangover breakfast ever (Thanks Finchy!).
Thirdly, coach should know making me practise for an “extra” two hours just means I’m practising at Montrose instead of going home, and considering my asshole brother throws fruit at me to amuse himself while I’m practising, it’s probably less effective. I could make a joke about his gay ass pitching, but he’ll probably kill me.
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[26 Mar 2020|04:37pm] |
And it's official. Zacharias has just lost the whole left side of his room and closet. I have to admit, it's weird not being flatmates with Hannah anymore. We've been together for years. You'd think we were the ones that had been dating the way this moving out bit feels like a breakup.
Zach, I don't feel like cooking. Do you want me to run for take away?
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[26 Mar 2020|06:36pm] |
I need to go shopping this weekend. I’ve been burying my head in books too much. Anyone know anything fun happening?
[Master Mary MacDonald]
I am sorry for working away from the lab today. A friend needed me this morning. I can work late for the rest of the week if you like.
[Ginny]
What’s this about you getting married? I’d be hurt you didn’t tell me, but I’m guessing you’re burying your head in the sand and trying to ignore it all. Feel free to throw any odious tasks my way. You listen to me complain about Idiot enough.
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