jodi duncan. (fanimal) wrote in invol_rpg, @ 2013-01-06 04:20:00 |
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Entry tags: | ! physical message, ! text message, alex katz, jodi duncan, kieran keaveny |
Upon returning to IVI.
To: Kier
From: Jodi
(1/2) hey kid. i'm thinking of you.
(2/2) if you need anything, lmk. i'll even bake you cookies. if you want
Alex, I think that we all have dark and undiscovered countries inside of us, not death, but places we want to avoid but are driven to by anger, sadness, and grief. You can try to run from them, but they're like the haunted woods in fairy tales, waiting to swallow you up. They might bare the ugliest parts of ourselves, but they are part of who we are, as whole people. They can't be avoided. I don't know if they should be. What I am trying to say, I guess, is that you may be Unpleasant Katz for a time. A long time, even. It might change you, it probably will change you, but that doesn't mean that people don't still care for you, even when caring is hard. I do, and I know Ethan does, too. I can't speak for your other friends, but they should, and because the ones I know are decent and good, I think they will. Right now, I'm in one of those dark places too, and if you'd like, my offer to be unpleasant together still stands. I know that this is all platitudes, and I won't offer you more, because I'm sure you've had, or will have, enough of I'm sorrys and is there anything I can dos. I like to think you know those things are true, but it would have felt wrong not to offer something to you, even if it is little and unhelpful. Your friend, Jodi |