Josie Allen (cantcatchjosie) wrote in genome_project, @ 2012-07-05 18:43:00 |
|
|||
Entry tags: | josie allen, july 2012 |
Who: Josie & AC
What: Talking to Alan
When: July 6th, afternoon
Where: Josie's home
Rating: Low/Medium
Josie was pacing around the house trying to remain calm. Was she really doing this. Was she going to be talking to Alan again, she hadn't thought of him in so long. Sure she thought of him every time she saw Dale, however, he was a welcome thought over the thought of Dale's real father. She did love Adrian, so much, he was the first guy who fought for her, fought for her to give him a chance and he didn't waste it. He loved Dale as treated him as if her were his own...although Dale still said he despised 'the norm.' But there always was a part of her that wondered the truth about Alan, what really happened. Was it her fault...did she really drive him to it.
No, she shook her head. Don't think that way, this boy was giving her a precious gift and she couldn't waste it. The twins were upstairs having their afternoon nap and she hoped that they wouldn't wake up in the middle of this. She ran her hand through her hair as she primped herself in the mirror. She looked so old...so different from the last time she saw him. Also he was a ghost why was she bothering so much to look pretty for him. She was a married woman and also she wasn't entirely sure if she trusted it just yet. It seemed too good to be true...and she still had a hard time trusting people. She'd been fooled before by those who seemed to be doing things out of the goodness of their heart. The next thing you know they could betray you and burn a box of all your memories of the boy you loved and lost. She gasped in surprise when she heard the doorbell ring and she went to answer the door.