Emily Elwood (tearslikerain) wrote in genome_project, @ 2011-01-06 20:50:00 |
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Entry tags: | emily elwood, january 2011 |
Who: Emily Elwood & Johnny Jones
What: Johnny gives Emily his honest opinion on her music
When: Friday, lunch time
Where: Music room at Moses Pearsons
Rating: TBD
Status: In-Progress
Emily's heart was pounding and she tried strumming a few chords on her guitar, trying to calm herself. It was helping...slightly. The soothing sound helped, but the it reminded her of why she brought her guitar to school today. She had Johnny if he would listen to a few of her songs and tell her what he thought. Initially she was just going to play one of her simple, easy songs, the song she wrote for Evan. But after their discussion she decided on one that was a bit more upbeat. It would be a little hard playing it since she had written the song months ago when she first admitted to herself that she was in love with Jacen. Before he knew how she felt, before the weirdness, and before she had made the decision to end whatever was going on between them. And it was after school today. Her heart started to ache...doing the right thing shouldn't hurt so much.
Emily tried to shake the emotion away...forget about these past months. It's after the camping trip...after your freak out. That day you accepted it. She smiled...she remembered that day...she remembered the lightness she felt moments before her powers reminded herself of why she could never be with him. Focus on the lightness Emily...you are in love with a great guy...you want to be with him forever, focus on that. Keeping her eyes shut she began strumming the chords of that song and hummed along quietly to herself.