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αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in freedomtownic,
@ 2014-06-28 18:49:00

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~alexandra udinov (russiandoll), ~bruce wayne, ~nikola tesla

I know everyone on this ship can't be squeaky clean, where can I find some heroin? Or hell, I'll take just about anything right now.

	batdude 2014-07-01 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Well issues can be worked on. I've got plenty of my own issues and no it's not easy to do but I think you owe it to yourself to try. And what would Sean want you to do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 01:51 am UTC (link)
	Don't bring Sean into this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	batdude 2014-07-01 01:53 am UTC (link)
	You loved him, I'm assuming? Then I can't believe he would want you to give up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 01:57 am UTC (link)
	He never got to hear me say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	batdude 2014-07-01 02:07 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes you don't have to say it. People know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 02:08 am UTC (link)
	He's gone because of me. If he never met me, he'd still be alive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	batdude 2014-07-01 02:10 am UTC (link)
	You didn't pull the trigger. It's not your fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 02:11 am UTC (link)
	That doesn't matter. He's dead and I caused it to happen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	batdude 2014-07-01 02:12 am UTC (link)
	But harming yourself isn't going to bring him back. I know it seems like an easy way to get rid of the pain but it's not. Getting high will make you forget but when it's over, he'll still be gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 02:15 am UTC (link)
	I just want to be gone too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	batdude 2014-07-01 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Being gone isn't the answer. You need to stay and fight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-07-01 02:22 am UTC (link)
	What do I have to fight for? (Reply to this) (Parent)