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Tweak says, "I'm on to you"

αℓєχ υ∂ιησν ஜ knows how to live with the pain (russiandoll) wrote in freedomtownic,
@ 2014-06-28 18:49:00

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~alexandra udinov (russiandoll), ~bruce wayne, ~nikola tesla

I know everyone on this ship can't be squeaky clean, where can I find some heroin? Or hell, I'll take just about anything right now.

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katebeckett
2014-06-29 05:30 pm UTC (link)

And, as I've told you, there's no reason to fight here. The horrible truth of it is that if you want to kill yourself, I can't stop you. I don't like that option, but since going through some emotional stuff isn't illegal, I can't arrest you and keep you under supervision so that you don't attempt anything. We don't have drugs here that will allow you to OD, and it's not easy to get a gun, but you and I both know there are other ways to make it happen.

I hope you don't kill yourself. I hope that you either take a trip to the hospital and allow them to help you, or come and find me or someone else who can lead you to the same general path. I get you are hurting, that you want it to end, but this could be a second chance. You can either look at it as the end, or you can look at it as the start of an entirely new book that you get to write without the manipulation and emotional turmoil of the past.

Ultimately, the choice is yours. And if you need me, you'll know where I am. My name is Kate Beckett.

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	russiandoll 2014-06-29 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	If I don't have a reason to fight, I've got nothing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2014-06-29 05:35 pm UTC (link)
	Then once you get your head back in a good place, we can talk about giving you something proactive to do in protecting the ship. But that requires sticking around. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-06-29 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	I'd probably just get everyone killed. That's what I'm good at. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2014-06-29 05:38 pm UTC (link)
	Nope. There's a chain of command. No one gets anyone killed unless the boss says so. And he's not gonna go for that. Neither will I. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-06-29 05:39 pm UTC (link)
	Well if we're lucky, I'll be the only one dead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2014-06-29 05:40 pm UTC (link)
	Entirely a matter of opinion. And I don't happen to share it. Sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	russiandoll 2014-06-29 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	This opinion is not likely to change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	katebeckett 2014-06-29 05:43 pm UTC (link)
	Which is fine. You are entitled to your opinion. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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