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Dr. Ellis Shepherd ([info]ellis_grey) wrote in [info]freedomtownic,
@ 2021-05-09 15:48:00

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Entry tags:andrew deluca (couchpotatoes), ellis shepherd (ellis_grey), evie hayes (strayheart), riley harbour (untoldreality), scout shepherd lincoln (finchings), tess darling (fightforthelost)

Happy Mother's Day, mom. Wherever you are right now... I hope you remember me.

Because god knows in a few hours I'm gonna be so fucking bombed that I won't be able to remember anyone.


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[info]fightforthelost
2021-05-09 11:04 pm UTC (link)
Dude, seriously?

Was I this much of a train wreck? Probably.

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-10 12:18 am UTC (link)
Yeah?

Hey, I'm not hurting anyone. I'm not being all dramatic and emo and crying on here about how bad I hate my life, how bad I wish I was dead, all of it.

I'm just gonna be the Fun Slutty Drunk until my liver taps out.

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[info]fightforthelost
2021-05-10 01:10 am UTC (link)
Well, I hate to point out the obvious here, but there is one person that you're hurting.

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-10 01:11 am UTC (link)
Please don't say "myself", babe.

Because at this point I'm only still alive because I'm too chickenshit to actually do anything about it.

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[info]fightforthelost
2021-05-10 01:15 am UTC (link)
Yeah, OK. I don't like the sound of that.

I'm coming to get you.

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-10 01:20 am UTC (link)
Why do you care so damn much? You don't even fucking know me.

Besides. I've felt like this since the gem took my Arizona. It's not like it's some new feeling.

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[info]fightforthelost
2021-05-10 01:30 am UTC (link)
No, I don't know you. But I've been where you are now and it's... not something that I would wish on anyone.

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-10 01:32 am UTC (link)
You know what it's like to wake up every morning, literally disappointed that you made it through the night?

You know what it's like to be so disgusted with yourself that you begin to hate the face you see in the mirror?

You know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep every fucking night?

......please help me. I can't do this.

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[info]fightforthelost
2021-05-10 01:36 am UTC (link)
I do, actually.

I'll help you. I promise. You don't have to do this alone.

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[info]couchpotatoes
2021-05-11 01:15 am UTC (link)
You need some company tonight?

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-11 01:23 am UTC (link)
Find me after I've had a few and I'll give you a night you'll never forget, handsome.

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[info]couchpotatoes
2021-05-11 04:51 am UTC (link)
Um.. not sure what to say to that.

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[info]finchings
2021-05-11 01:15 am UTC (link)
Are you okay, Ellis?

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-11 01:24 am UTC (link)
To quote an old movie I love, "Nah man. I'm pretty fuckin' far from OK."

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[info]finchings
2021-05-11 04:52 am UTC (link)
Maybe you shouldn't go out then.

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[info]untoldreality
2021-05-11 01:17 am UTC (link)
Where are we drinking tonight?

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-11 01:26 am UTC (link)
We are drinking at The End Zone, my gorgeous new friend.

At least until my apparent new guardian angel decides to drag me outta there.

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[info]untoldreality
2021-05-11 04:54 am UTC (link)
Not my usual place but I can get into it.

I'll make sure you're safe. No need for them to get all worried.

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[info]strayheart
2021-05-11 01:18 am UTC (link)
Did you want Darlene to stay at my place tonight?

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[info]ellis_grey
2021-05-11 01:25 am UTC (link)
Probably a good idea. SloppyDrunkEllis is probably not the best influence.

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[info]strayheart
2021-05-11 04:53 am UTC (link)
Also leaving a nine year old alone at night is probably frowned upon.

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