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Tweak says, "Who’s that guy you drew?"

Scott McCall (teen_alpha) wrote in freedomtownic,
@ 2016-05-11 16:04:00

Entry tags:

!thread, ~scott mccall, ~stiles stilinski

Who: Scott and Stiles
When: 05/11/16
Where: Stiles'
What: discussing things
Warnings: None anticipated

Scott was beyond nervous. He didn't know what was going to happen, and that was making him really nervous. Scott didn't regret telling Stiles though. It had been the right thing to do. Scott felt like a weight had been lifted off his chest. Scott got showered and dressed, and headed out. Scott thought this was a good idea, having the talk at Stiles'. They would be alone, away from prying public eyes. It was just the way it would be best. Scott liked that about this.

It wasn't too long before he was standing outside Stiles' door, his heart pounding hard. Scott knew he had to knock. His hand hovered over the door for a few moments before he finally knocked. "Stiles, it's me!" He called through the door. Scott was really hoping that Stiles' roommate would stay away, as Stiles said that he or she would. Scott brushed his hand over his black hair.

What was going to happen?

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teen_alpha
2016-05-26 04:02 am UTC (link)

Scott listened to all that Stiles had to say. It was hard for him, sitting this close and not kissing him or holding him. The best part was that Stiles wasn't saying no. That was more than he had hoped for, honestly. Lydia had told him that Stiles was straight, and while Scott had known that, Stiles was telling him that there was a possibility. Scott wondered what would happen if he kissed Stiles, it might help him figure things out.

"I honestly didn't even expect you to be open to the possibility. I care about you so much, Stiles, and even if you don't feel the same way I do, I will always be your best friend. I am so sorry about believing Theo. If I could take it back, I would. You know that I have faith in you..... I'm not sure what came over me. You are my best friend and you always will be."

Scott and Stiles had known each other all their lives, and Scott couldn't imagine his life without Stiles. He touched Stiles ' arm, when he noticed that it looked like he might be having a panic attack. "Hey, it's okay. I'm here." Scott didn't want him to have a panic attack. He could help him through it though, if he did have one. It was something that he was used to, being in Stiles' life.

That's when he decided to kiss him, and leaned out, brushing his lips over Stiles', softly, not letting it get too heated.

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loseyourdnim
2016-05-26 04:30 am UTC (link)

He'd felt the warmth of Scott's hand on his arm and it was comforting. The last thing Stiles wanted to do was go into a full fledged panic attack that would probably end up with him passed out on the ground in some awkward position where he would wake up with pains in his neck and who knew what else.

He took in a deep breathe and exhaled slowly, he was ready to take in another but his lips had been caught up in what felt like a daze. He hadn't even really realized that Scott had gotten closer, that his lips were on his at the moment. It just took passing seconds for him to comprehend that his best friend was kissing him, and even once he realized he didn't push away or react at first. His eyes had fallen shut and it was a light, and almost innocent sort of kiss.

After a moment he had kissed back, rather than just feeling a kiss on his lips. He didn't really know what he was doing, or the why but it had given him something to focus on, and relax. He was holding his breathe, and calming down now. Kissing Scott back just as lightly he lifted his hand to touch against Scott's arm lightly before letting it just hold on to him for a moment. Nothing was making sense at all, to him. This wasn't even making sense, but he wasn't pulling away either.

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teen_alpha
2016-05-26 08:46 am UTC (link)

When Stiles didn't pull away, he kissed him more, but still not open mouthed. Scott broke the kiss only when he needed to breathe. Well that was something, wasn't it? Stiles had kissed back. Scott didn't know what to do now, but he licked his lips, tasting Stiles on them. He was glad that it had helped Stiles calm down, too, he seemed to be breathing easier than he had been. He had been dreaming about kissing Stiles for so long now. It was amazing that he had kissed back.

"You.... you kissed back, Stiles." Scott said, a bit in awe. He couldn't believe it and it had just happened. "Maybe some subconscious part of you has thought of kissing me. I'm not going to pressure you into anything... I mostly just wanted to see what it was like, and I wanted to calm you down. I didn't want you to have a panic attack." Scott didn't know what they felt like from experience, but he did know what it was like to not be able to breathe. All too well did he know that.

It was hard to say what Stiles was thinking, but Scott didn't know that he wanted to know. Yes, Stiles had kissed him back, but that didn't mean that he was feeling the same. It may have just been reflex. Scott didn't want that to be the case, but you never knew. "What are you feeling now?" He asked,

"It's okay if you can't tell me."

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loseyourdnim
2016-05-26 04:03 pm UTC (link)

He kissed back.

Once the kiss ended his hand dropped away from Scott, and pulled back into himself. What did that mean? His eyes frantically searched all over Scott's face at first and then down to his lap as he tried to piece together the possible meaning of kissing his bestfriend..on the lips. Brows knitting together, he was more calm now though and didn't feel like his head might burst with the millions of questions he had going through them. For that he was grateful, but the questions were all still there.

He smirked a bit when he listened to Scott's reasoning. He wanted to see what it was like, was that what they sounded like when they came up with what seemed like good reasons for doing the things they did to flirt with people? It mildly amused him but the grin faded just a little while those questions were still posed.

"I did, yeah. I mean maybe? Maybe I have and just never realized that I thought about it..." He just wasn't sure and he didn't know how to figure anything out right now. "Feeling? What am I feeling?" Allison, Kira, Lydia, Malia, and somewhat oddly Derek were all running around in his head. Then there was Scott, he looked over at the other boy and wondered but he still wasn't sure what he was wondering. He wanted Scott to be happy, he deserved it. He wanted everyone to be happy, and safe. "I'm gonna do this, and it doesn't mean that I've figured anything out...because I haven't. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I don't know how I feel about...anything at this point. I don't know when I will, but it's there now and I can see that. So don't...just don't....think into this too much, ok?"

He didn't make much sense cause at the moment while he talked he had just sat there. There was a chance he could just get up and walk out when he was done talking, or he would punch the other in the face. He didn't do either of those things though, instead leaning in and kissing Scott rather out of the blue. It wasn't as soft or innocent as the kiss Scott had given him. Stiles didn't know how to be that graceful, not with all his fumblings through life. Instead the kiss was full pressed, lips getting a grip on Scott's as his hand pressed against the others jawline and pulled it into something a bit more heated and filled with uncertain emotions.

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teen_alpha
2016-05-27 06:01 am UTC (link)

When Stiles kissed him deeply like that, Scott was taken aback. What was going on? Was Stiles really going with this? That was crazy. But Scott wasn't going to stop him, he was right, they shouldn't overthink it. They should just go with it. Scott kissed him back, an arm circling around Stiles' waist to bring him closer.The kiss being more heated was making Scott very happy. He shivered and kissed him more, but he didn't make a move to go any further than kissing.

That's when he had to come up for air. Taking a deep breath, he went to kiss Stiles again, this time his tongue licking the outside of Stiles' lips, asking for a deeper kiss. He wanted to feel Stiles' tongue in his mouth. Scott honestly hadn't expected this at all, and he almost didn't know what to do. For starters he was trying to let Stiles set the pace, it was easier that way. Stiles could do what he was comfortable doing. Scott didn't know what to say, he just wanted to keep kissing Stiles.

He let ut a soft moan against Stiles' lips, his free hand cupping Stiles' jawline.

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loseyourdnim
2016-05-27 02:10 pm UTC (link)

Stiles couldn't believe Stiles was kissing Scott. He needed to know though, that he hadn't just let the previous kiss happen because he didn't want to hurt Scott's feelings. That it was just instinct to kiss someone back when they kissed you, and that's what it had felt like. So if he was really going to consider this he needed to know what it would be like to kiss...Scott. To kiss his bestfriend and if it was something he did or ever could feel comfortable doing.

He had kissed him and he had made sure to put that effort into it to see what it was like. Feeling Scott kiss back, his eyes shut again and he actually somewhat enjoyed the kiss. He had a feeling he might have enjoyed it more had here not been so much going on inside of his head at the moment. Once it broke he had thought that was it, and that they could start talking again but Scott leaned in and kissed him again. He didn't push away, or pull back. At least not right away, he noticed how Scott's lips felt on his own. They were soft, thick, and it was a nice feeling to have against his own - stubble would have been hell he could only imagine. How did guys deal with that? Was he considering this now?

He had to pull away though, the tongue though wasn't his immediate reason, it had taken him by surprise as did the soft moan. Stiles had never considered any of this, and it was all new to him. Breaking away he had to let out a breathe and looked down at his lap for a moment. Had Scott been with other guys before? He didn't know if he should ask.

"I uhh..wow. Um. I just, needed to kinda see what it was like? I guess?" He lifted his hand and scratched the back of his head for a moment.

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