Ben Solo (son_of_solo) wrote in freedomtownic, @ 2020-01-27 20:13:00 |
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Entry tags: | ben organa-solo (jediprince), ben solo (son_of_solo), ~eirtae thule (stolen-handmaid), ~john connor (notsomemessiah), ~the 13th doctor (wasscottish) |
I feel so torn, being here.
On one hand, it's the first time in more years than I can remember that I feel as though I can truly experience inner peace. A clean slate. A fresh start. The chance to rewrite my story.
But on the other hand... I don't feel I deserve it. Any of it. All the death I caused... and the one I failed to prevent... why was I brought here, instead of her? I deserve to know pain. To know torment. She was the one who deserved to know peace and love.
Why am I here?