sallysays (sallysays) wrote in fourteenshades, @ 2014-08-28 22:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | james sirius potter, sally ann perks |
Who: Sally Ann and Jamie
What: A small celebration
When: Thursday evening
Where: Sally's house
Rating: PG/PG13?
December. That was the last time she had a drink, if she was remembering correctly. Maybe she wasn't, but if she were going by her journal and her memories, that seemed about right. Before this place, she couldn't even imagine staying sober for that long. But here she was, honing in on September and she still hadn't broken. It was strange feeling, but oddly exhilarating all at the same time.
In the back of her mind she was proud of herself, but there was also the ever nagging fear that she would mess up. That she would give into the little voice in the back of her head, the addict that reminded her how much she liked drinking, how much the feeling appealed to her. But she tried to rationalize herself out of it every time, and thus far it had worked.
She wasn't exactly sure why she told Jamie, but then again, maybe she was. She had missed him. Missed spending time with him, missed talking to him. She oddly wanted him to be proud of her, and now he was coming over and bringing cake? That couldn't have worked out any better if she tried.
Waiting downstairs, she heard his footsteps come up the path and opened the door before he even had a chance to knock, giving him a smile. "I better see that cake, Jamie. Because no cake, no entry," she joked, moving aside to let him indoors.