Bellatrix Black ♔ Toujours pur (cruciobella) wrote in fourteenshades, @ 2013-03-26 23:04:00 |
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Entry tags: | x-alphard black, x-bellatrix black |
Who: Bellatrix and Alphard Black
When: After the day's Spring Havoc Events
Where: The Cafe
What: Meeting for tea and conversation.
Rating/Status:Low/Ongoing
Bellatrix's first thought when Alphard had written to her was to tell him to take his invitation and shove it. She'd been moody lately, with a great deal weighing on her mind it was bound to happen. With no real way to make amends or work past it, like all things not dealt with, it festered. It grew. And it only became worse the more time that passed.
It was true what she had said to Evan. She'd much rather be a Rosier. When it came to her family she had a lot of conflicting feelings she wasn't prepared to deal with. Resentment being at the top of the list, mingled with grief and remorse. And what bothered her most, after doing the only honorable thing she could think of and coming clean about her future, they had all forgotten her. Or couldn't be bothered. Just like back in the real world. Nobody took the time to notice she was a little off. She knew there were things about herself that wasn't quite right. Nobody really tried to fix or set her on a different path. If she failed her family, they had failed her first. That was how she saw it.
And some of them just made her uncomfortable. So much so the idea of being in a room with them made her feel nervous and irritable.
The cafe was the safest bet. She was always punctual and arrived a few minutes early and found an empty table near the back. She ordered herself a coffee and took her seat. She sat silently and waited as patiently as she could. She looked idly out the window, a little lost in her thoughts. She couldn't imagine why Alphard was bothering with meeting with her at all.