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Tweak says, "Hey pretty bird!"

Maria R. Wiercinski (intoyourheart) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2013-08-05 21:26:00

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ch: squib: astrid black, p: kaitlin

Damn your pride.

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	Hes crescered 2013-08-06 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	Everything all right? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-06 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	I thought I could tackle pensieve world after Greece with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-06 09:33 pm UTC (link)
	Sounds like you did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-06 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	More than once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-06 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	And how do you feel now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-06 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Angry at myself more than anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-06 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	Why is that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Street Fighter

intoyourheart
2013-08-06 10:11 pm UTC (link)

...because I shouldn't have expected so much from him. I should have listened...watched him more. I was so focused on my career, that I was too blind that my success was hurting him. I...I hated...watching myself trying to make it work.

...I...I watched myself have my heart broken not over night...but a span of years. I watched his break.

And it frightens me so...if we can get that fear landscape going, that would be aces.

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	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-06 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	You've only just seen it so I understand it's difficult to face at first. But focusing on such things you can't, and never will be able, to change won't do anyone any good. Except for second chances while you're here. I'll try to have it set up soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-06 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't slept. I've must have visited at least a hundred times. I can't change anything, and I get that. I never took a second chance after him. I was so wrapped up in my job, kids...grandkids...that I didn't even bother. But he did...burying his problems in fucking bloody Rosmerta. Real nice. I'm sorry. It's fine. Take your time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-06 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	That doesn't sound healthy. You should rest, probably eat something too. Some things are more important than others. We all make that choice at some point in time. You don't have to apologize. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-07 02:27 am UTC (link)
	Probably. Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-07 02:45 am UTC (link)
	[...] Come over? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-07 02:57 am UTC (link)
	...are you asking or...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-07 03:08 am UTC (link)
	I would like you to but yes, I'm asking. Is (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-07 03:17 am UTC (link)
	I will if you tell me what you were going to write. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hadouken crescered 2013-08-07 03:19 am UTC (link)
	I was going to ask if that was a problem. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Street Fighter intoyourheart 2013-08-07 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I'll let you know the answer to that question in about two minutes. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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