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Tweak says, "Greed even fails the greedy."

Regulus Black (toilandhazard) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2013-07-27 12:04:00

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! journal, ch: unwind: regulus black, p: kaitlin

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I don't know how to stop myself. After everything...

I still can't stop. They kill me and I can't even stop worrying about their opinion. There's something wrong with me.

[his Sirius]

I saw you writing with Father. [...] Are you alright?

~~[Rodolphus]~~

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	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. He isn't ours. [...] Are you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	That is lucky, then. [...] No I am sure I will be. Perhaps the nature of his not being ours will make him less likely to speak to us. ~~Otherwise, I don't know what I'm going to do~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 04:35 pm UTC (link)
	[...] You don't have to speak to him, Reg. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 04:36 pm UTC (link)
	I know, but I don't know how to stop myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	~~Blo~~ Mm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 04:50 pm UTC (link)
	~~I'm sorry~~ Quite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what to tell you. You're always going to seek their approval but you don't need it. You don't need them period. ~~They d~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	~~And this is~~ ~~You're~~ I wish I could stop, but I don't know how. Not that I'll succeed in gaining it at this rate. ~~I'm dating a bloke~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 05:13 pm UTC (link)
	They're our parents. But they're not the ones who send you to [...] I get it. Kind of. I just don't think they deserve you and you shouldn't have to put up with it. It's whatever you want, though. If you don't want to then just don't do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'd just as soon not explain that to them. ~~I haven't~~ Unless they already know. ~~What if I~~ ~~I might~~ ~~After what I do~~ ~~No one else~~ I'm still getting used to doing what I want and damning the consequences. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 08:40 pm UTC (link)
	Right. I know you are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose I'm already mostly damning the consequences since I have no intention of stopping what I'm doing even if I know it has the possibility of getting me into trouble. Or [...] at least shunned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	They can't punish you but good. ~~I think~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	~~I won't give you up. I won't give any of you up~~ ~~They can disown me~~ ~~Let's hope they don't try anything else~~ It'll be fine. I have you and the others. ~~Love is a good enough reason. It has to be~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	Lots of lines there, Reg. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-27 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	Just thinking. Before everything, it wouldn't even be a question. Now there's too much to lose that has nothing to do with them. There's far too much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Regulus windupdog 2013-07-27 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I'm glad you have worthwhile things. [...] I'm glad you're living. Despite everything, I am proud of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	his Sirius toilandhazard 2013-07-28 12:07 am UTC (link)
	~~You're one of them~~ Thank you, Sirius. And I, you. (Reply to this) (Parent)