_rebelrebel (_rebelrebel) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2013-06-25 22:14:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: knap: remus lupin, ch: knap: sirius black, p: emmy, p: veetee |
Who: Sirius and RemusKnap
What: Early morning cuddles
When: Tuesday morning
Where: Remus' room
Warnings: None
He hadn't expected it to turn into more than one night. But it had, because some part of Sirius was afraid that if he wasn't as close to Remus as humanly possible, Remus was going to slip out of his grasp. And the truth of the matter was that he could only sleep when he was pressed against Remus; it was the only time he felt safe anymore, when all the hurt of everything that had happened receded into a manageable ache.
He didn't know what he was suppose to do that, now that he had lost the Remus who had been here when he had arrived; his James; Sirilla. It took everything in him not to simply start stalking Lily as well. He was convinced that one of the two of them was going to disappear at any moment.
In the morning, there were usually a few minutes when he actually was fine -- when everything he was trying to forget was actually gone. Sirius blinked sleepily from where he was still plastered across Remus' side, even though it was really a little too warm to be this close. His hair was in his face and he peered at the window, where sunlight was streaming in and then resolutely ignored it. He buried his face a little more against Remus' shoulder, one of his arms still thrown across Remus' chest. He was quiet as he listened to Moony breathe.