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Ron Weasley (lastronstanding) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2012-11-16 22:09:00

Entry tags:

ch: mercy: ron weasley, ch: regen: hermione granger, p: giles, p: kit

Who: Ron Weasley ^Mercy, Hermione Granger ^regen
What: Cold roast and bad choices?
Where: The kitchen of the “Jones” residence
When: late Friday night
Warnings: it’s Pleasantville, everything will be pleasant.
Status: Incomplete

The roast was cold now. Had been for some time now. Ron didn’t care, but Mr. Jones did, and Ron was really not in the mood for dealing with Mr. Jones’ problems. Especially since so many of them were wrapped up in an apparent dread about whether or not he was a good enough husband, father, housekeeper, and the secret terror that he’d made a mistake dropping out of college to marry his sweetie instead of staying on at Vassar one more year to finish his fine arts degree […] Ron groaned and thumped his head against the (freshly cleaned) kitchen table, still unsure how he was supposed to think straight with an entire person’s worth of new memories stuck into his head. Not to mention the gosh darn filter that seemed to keep him from picking his own words, or the fact that this entire world didn't even seem to have colour in it. Or maybe they'd just been rendered blind.

At least he had some bad Scotch to drink, and a book to read. It was interesting reading, this gender-changed version of Flaubert. Monsieur Bovary.

He wondered if Granger would turn up soon. He wondered why he wanted her to.

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lastronstanding
2012-11-18 04:13 am UTC (link)

Ron took another swig from the bottle when Hermione pushed it back, mostly because it seemed like the thing Mr. Jones wouldn't do. A small and stupid rebellion that wouldn't accomplish much more than get him plastered, most likely.

"All of it. I don't like having this other life crammed inside my head. Or this situation we've been stuck in. I mean, sure, yeah, being married to you isn't actually as bad as starving to death on a desert island . . ." Ron frowned, thumped his head against the table, and added, ". . . and I'm honest to gosh trying to think of a different way of putting that but, no, there pretty much isn't one that isn't just as bad because this entire situation is just jolly well gosh darn awkward as heck and uncomfortable and complicated as apple fritters. I don't even know what a fritter is and yet I'm pretty sure that I can fix one and it'd be delicious too!"

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innumerably
2012-11-18 04:29 am UTC (link)

It was a tribute to how out of sorts Hermione currently felt that she didn't even slightly pick up on the small act of defiance of Ron's 'character' matching her drink from the bottle. At this rate, she probably ought to have just stayed out with Ted, whatever the world consequences.

Hermione matched his frown and shrugged a shoulder as a hand resting on the table rapped its fingers against the hard surface. "Well, at least now you're starting to sound almost exactly like my late husband." She grimaced. Damnit, she had more control than that. She wasn't uncomfortable because of this Ron but rather her Ron. It was hardly fair for her to take that out on him. "I think it's impossible to have an apple fritter that isn't delicious."

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lastronstanding
2012-11-18 05:00 am UTC (link)

"I'll try fixing some tomorrow, maybe." He'd struck a nerve, he could tell, and it was . . . strange, to be reminded of the fact that this other Hermione had had a whole lifetime of history with her world's version of him, and even more history without him. And while she'd managed to avoid telling him much about it, just the nature of her immortality and the occasional comments she'd let slip about her Ron were enough for him to guess things hadn't turned out well for them . . . he'd more or less made peace with the Granger he'd known, to the point where he could admit to himself that what had made him so angry all of these years wasn't that she'd gotten the drop on him, but the fact that if she'd just asked him for the books, he'd have given them to her. And how much of a fool did that make him? Or how broken was their sorry excuse for a world, where surviving took so much that you could barely call it living? But was it really any better, to live in a world where you had that chance, and had it thrown in your face regardless? He wasn't sure.

"It's not losing people that's the worst, is it? Happens often enough, well, the wound never leaves but at least it heals over after awhile. But when they just leave, when they're gone one day and you don't even know why, when it's not just the loss but that anger that just won't stop festering and you're honestly not sure what you'd say to them if you found them alive and well after all, until you honestly wish you'd never known them to begin with . . . that's when it hurts. That's what hollows you out until you just cling to the little that's left without even remembering why you want to anymore, because sooner or later that'll turn to dust in your fingers too."

He took another swig, because that seemed like a good sentiment to drink to. Or a bad one, whichever. "O God, O God, how weary, stale, flat, and unprofitable seem to me all the uses of this world! Maybe that's just me. Don't know."

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