Colin Creevey (starshaped) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-09-16 02:08:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: bdh: dennis creevey, ch: love: colin creevey, p: emmy, p: kaitlin |
Who: Colinglove & Dennisbdh
What: Finding each other again
When: Saturday nightish?
Where: Outside Gryffindor Tower
Warnings: Emosads.
Colin was nervous, but nothing showed it. He was careful not to show things around others. There'd been a lot of feelings when he'd been writing in his journal, but he'd been careful about even making noise. He couldn't let anyone know. He had to be careful. It wasn't allowed. They weren't allowed to feel everything the way they did. He shouldn't feel as much as he did. It was dangerous. Still, he couldn't help it. Dennis was his brother. Dennis was everything to him. Justin...as far as he was aware, wasn't here. It made his heart do weird, stoppy things. Like it was stuttering. He didn't want Justin not to be there.
For a moment, he had to focus on breathing and he leaned against the wall, looking as even and calm as he could, though his eyes closed. They were always the things that could give him away the easiest. He counted down from ten at least two times before he opened his eyes again, a carefully constructed expression. Dennis would be here soon and he couldn't show too much. He had to be careful. If anyone saw...
It was one thing to say that he loved his brother. It was another for everyone else to see it. It was dangerous.